AuronDiath

(This is not directed at anyone or this site, this is just a rant by me since I am going to start keeping this journal)

I don't know what it is about this place that makes me come back day after day. I want to be a dom but it seems like I am blocked everywhere I go. I wish to learn from other dom/me(s), as well as make friends with subs and slaves.

I know some of you Sub/slaves are taken and I have no desire to take you from your owners, and as far as lesbians go, I know your only looking for other females, but that doesn not mean we cannot talk and be friends.

And while I am on the topic I have no idea what is up with other dominants around here, in my area's local lifestyle meetings Dominants treat each other with respect as equals, whether they be Dom/Domme/ Straight/Homosexual/or Bi. But there are some around here who seem to think only of themselves. My first encounter and chat with a fellow Dom has led to an annoyance and agrivation as he seems to think everyone should belong to him.

While I am looking for a future pet what I would like most right now is friends and people I can talk to and learn from, I have a little experience but not as much as others, and it is from those other Dominants and Subs/Slaves that I find great wisdom.

And to those females who actually care, I know I am not the most attractive guy in the world I don't pretend to be. I am as I will tell you now:

I am an average looking guy, Kind, careing, adventerous, and fun to be around. Even my Dom side is careful and very respectful to those willing to give up all freedoms and serve, I admire that as a brave thing.

If this offended anyone, I am sorry but it is how I feel.