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Update Dec, 20, 2015:
I'm back after realizing Collarme moved to a new website. I've been using Fetlife mostly over the last year, so that profile is more up to date <https://fetlife.com/users/1019889> than this one.
Here's a copy-and-paste from my Fetlife profile:
Basic info:
I'm an early 30's male who has been exploring his place in the BDSM world for about a decade. I think of myself as submissive, but I don't like 'role playing' as a submissive in BDSM scenes - role play is not serious enough, what I'm seeking is a D/s relationship.
What BDSM means to me:
I'm enthusiastic about the idea of sacrificing, suffering, and withstanding pain for a woman's enjoyment and to demonstrate my obedience and devotion to her. I'm not a masochist, I don't enjoy pain, I don't get pleasure from the actual sensation of pain, I don't inflict pain on myself, that would be pointless for me. My position on pain is not that I desire to receive pain for it's on sake, rather, it's that receiving pain (or humiliation or some other form of torment) allows me to show my worth, love, and obedience for the person who's inflicting the pain, etc upon me. When it comes down to it, I want to make the other person happy, I want to show what I'm willing to endure to make her happy. So if it means doing her laundry and setting up a bubble bath for her or allowing her to bust my balls and piss on my face, so long as it makes her happy, I will always try my best to get it right and be a good submissive.
Sexual stuff:
Although I am a very sexually-driven person, I have no real desire for intercourse. In fact, I really don't care about having my penis stimulated most of the time (so just a word to the wise, chastity and ruined orgasms are not much of a torture for me). My sexual desires revolve around serving and submitting: obviously I'm very into giving oral or any kind, body worship, anything that will may her feel good; and I'm always ready and willing to show my submission to her by receiving anal, being queened, acting as her foot rest, her chair, her urinal, etc.
BDSM community agnostic:
I don't believe that anyone interested in D/s or kink should feel obligated to conform to anything they don't want to in a BDSM community, the whole point of an alternative lifestyle or alternative activities is to be doing something against the norm. It's counterintuitive to conform to a community's expectations and demands if that community is an 'alternative' one. Expectations of BDSM communities sometimes seem to me to be too dogmatic, like BDSM is a religion and we must all follow a set of rules that others have laid down and not question them. For those who do see BDSM are a religion or something spiritual, I wish you all the best, but it's not for me. I'm about freedom, freedom of choice and freedom to surrender choice, I hope that makes sense to some people.
Into: anal sex, ass play, ass worship, ball kicking, ball kicking and busting, ball kicking, ballbusting, biting, pinching, punching, smothering, trampling, ball kneeing, balls beaten till they're purple and bruised, balls forced through rings, barefoot ballbusting, bbw ball crushing, bbw ballbusting, bbw cbt, body worship, boi-dykes, boy dykes, boyish looking girls, boyish women, catching female ejaculation in my mouth, cfnm, cock and ball torture, drinking female ejaculation, dyke cock, face sitting/smothering, facesitting watersports, female ejaculation, female ejaculation...gushing...squirting, flat chested girls, golden shower, golden showers, guydyke, hard femme, human urinal, kicked & punched in the balls, kicked in the balls by a bbw goddess, kinky older women, naked facesitting/smothering/ass worship, nerdy dyke girls, oral servitude, piss drinking, punched in the balls hard, punched in the testicles extremely hard, pussy worship, short hair on a girl, soft butch, soft butch girls, soft butch/hard femme, sticking a finger in a mans pee hole, urethral sounds, watersports, women with boyish hairstyles, women with brains, women with short hair, zaftig.
Curious about: ball squeezing, ball weights, cock stuffing, dyke/transman sex that feels like boy/boy sex, enema, femboy, full weight trampling or kneeing on my balls, impact play, made to wear ball weights, penis plug, retrograde ejaculation, snowball kisses, sucking mtf tranny cock, urethral fucking, urethral tongue fucking.
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