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Male Dominant, 58, Bakersfield, California

Male Dominant, 42

Female Submissive, 24, Spokane, Washington

Well, looks like I'll be in a small town in southern IN for the summer.? At least the work sounds interesting, and the pay is decent.? Pity the city is dull.

Vibrating nipple clamps exist?! I don't know why I never thought about them before. They are going to be the first "shared" sex toy I buy (ie, not really something mainly intended for individual use). Eventually. Possibly years from now. But it will happen.

I swear. Thank goodness for the internet, eh? Looks like there's a good chance my visit to Missouri will be quite entertaining :)

December It looks like I'll be in/around St. Louis for a bit in a few weeks; visiting some family during the holidays. You know what would be lovely? An afternoon, or a night, of some fun stress relief. So if you happen to notice me looking at your profile, and happen to see this, it's because I'm seeing if there's any interesting doms interested in meeting up for a bit. I won't be able to host, sadly.

School and Secrets I swear, it feels like BDSM issues have come up so much in conversations at school recently.? And I'm so afraid I'm going to say something to out myself. I feel like an interest in BDSM (and, specifically, being a female interested in the submission) is still quite taboo.? And because my school is so small, and my major so male-dominated, I really won't want word to get out, because it could be rather damaging to my career. But whatever.? Thank goodness for the internet, eh?? During Thanksgiving break it looks like I'll get to spend a night with this one guy I met over the summer, so is simply amazing in bed.? Wonder if he'll use an ice-chilled glass dildo on me while I'm tied up spread eagle again.? Or bring out the paddle again.? He only gave a couple small taps last time, but I'd love to try it more.

Dichotomy It's an strange dualism, being both a feminist and a sub. At first glance, the two may appear contradictory, but in my mind they exist in perfect harmony. On the one hand, I view myself as a sexually liberated feminist, who is comfortable with what she desires, and sees no shame in acquiring it. On the other hand, I can't help but wonder if being a fat and shy child has simply lead me to this in my perpetual attempt to please others. Think I'll stick with the first one. Especially since I think some of my submissive feelings arise from the fact that I spend so much time controlling my words, action, life, and such; it's so nice to relinquish that control and just focus on something else. In the same way that we can't control what gender we are attracted to, I believe we can't control what sexual acts we find most erotic. Whether it is nature or nurture is immaterial. And so, in the same way that I have no desire to perform cunnilingus on a woman, I similarly don't have any desire to do to a man the things I fantasize about having done to me. But anyway. Whole pseudoparadox just fascinates me, and I don't really have any other outlet to talk about it. I'm also fascinated by the fact that Chrome's dictionary apparently considers pseudoparadox a word. That is quite excellent.

Bizarre Coincidence A day or so ago, I started planning a rape scene with a guy on this site. I'm quite excited. I wasn't planning to journal about it because, well, it's a bit weird to document everything. But then today I learned something that makes it rather notable. I was on the phone with one of my best friends from high school, and she told me about how our other best friend from high school recently almost got raped for real. It had all the making of a cliche: upper class white, blonde girl with a slim frame and big boobs goes walking to the grocery store at 3am for twizzlers. Seriously? I thought she would be smarter than that. She lives in a safe area... but still. There's more details, but I honestly don't want to turn my friend's potentially deadly situation into fap material. She was able to escape (he didn't even touch her), so all is right in the world. It's a pity I'm not at all supersticious. Because if I was, it would be a bit spooky.

My "New" Friend! Well, I've acquired my first "friend" on this site. I'm not particularily interested in acquiring a lot. But since he is the one that told me about this site, I figured it made sense. Now, if only I was in southern Florida so I could thank him properly!

Bloody hell fire, I've just had the best night I've had in... well, years! It was certainly way better than I was expecting from a guy from Craigslist Casual Encounters. I admit, he wasn't quite as cute has his picture, but the sex more than made up for that! Mmmm. Nothing like being pinned down on your stomach, thrashing around, as a guy teases your back with kisses, bites, and ice. And your ass with spanks :) There were just so many amazing things. He was 28, which is a bit older than I would want a guy to be for a relationship, but a great age for casual sex. Old enough to be experienced, young enough to still have energy! We stayed up late, and woke up early. And my nipples are going to be sore for days. At least my ass feels fine. And oh, my hair was such a freaking mess. You would have thought I'd just taken a cross country trip in a convertible. But mmm, it was worth it to feel his fingers stroking my head, or pulling my hair. And I sometimes visit the city he lives in (he was just in town for the weekend; wish I'd found him on Friday!), so I might see him again. He's apparently got a marvelous number of sex toys... Huzzah for the internet!

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Male Submissive, 42, genova

Female Switch, 29, Flint, Michigan

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Male Dominant, 53, North Bethesda, Maryland

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Male Submissive, 39, Rockaway, New Jersey

Male Dominant, 57, Staten Island, New York