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About asshurtN4U
UPDATE....
I am more aware of what I want now. First off, do NOT call Me anything but Queen. I want more then 1 slave. I will have slaves that perform various tasks. I like to humiliate and degrade, if you are easily offended,do NOT email Me! I will NOT tolerate lieing! If I find out you lied, you will be cut off. I will have a tat put on all of My slaves after they are collared. I am very serious about this and I know what I want. All of My slaves will hold a job and contribute a percentage of their earnings to the stable. I will have a Dom at My side and He will be My equal in decisions concerning the stable. My slaves will all dress in pretties and heels when at home and they will all have their own tasks and duties in the home. they will also be in chastity when not in My presence. I will have 4-5 slaves and 1 kitten as My pet, she will be My pet only. There will be parties where they will perform as I wish and they will know their place!! There will also be forced bi and some feminization. If you can handle that then talk to Me. As soon as I get the house for the stable, I will begin My interviewing process.
I want to learn more about being a Domme! I have an interest in putting on a strap on and violating a man's ass! I very much want My slave{s} to be dressed in pretties and heels with a collar on so as to be walked in public. I want them to bathe me and to shave me. I like for someone to be naked in the house as I am a very sexual person... I want to be referred to as Queen. I want to have a stable of slaves. I am learning more about Myself and that I am VERY much into this! I love for public humiliation and for my slaves to be in drag and gagged when I take them out, they will be collared and on a leash as well! I have come to a realization that I want to live in a happy place, where all people KNOW who they are and have little or no judgement towards those who are different from them. I guess the closest place to that would be SF baby!! I am not very interested in anyone over 45 or anyone who is not in very good physical shape. I need My slaves to be strong and healthy as they will be doing a lot of pyhsical work!Some of you may have noticed My update that I had up about liars and such, I don't want to leave My dream, just the bullshit people who lie and just want to get their rocks off. I am not playing a game here, this IS what I want and I am serious about having live in slaves. With that being said, let's have some fun and get to know each other so that I can put a collar on you and call you MINE! |
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I have to go back to Billings Mt for a few months but will be back in the OC in January. At that time I will start putting together My stable. I have been thinking more about having a black Dom by My side to mentor and assist Me with My stable. He will NOT run My slaves at all, he can have his own. LOL! |
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I made it to Cali bitches but I still have no internet...UGHHH!!! I am using a friends computer and I use the library's also. Just a pain in the ass, well....you know. I did meet a very nice man here who took Me to dinner. I woulda fucked him good had he had a place to do so, lmao. |
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I have SOO much to learn! I guess I need a mentor. I would prefer a very strong black man in the so cal area. If you are this or know this person, let Me know asap! |
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Well it happened AGAIN!! I started to feel really good about an individual and he turned out to be not what I thought he was. Atleast this time I wasn't as involved with My heart as I was with Rubber boy. I found out fairly quickly this time. I feel pretty irritated about it but I will not let this one bring Me down. I am Cali bound soon and very glad about it. I will be able to focus more on My search there. G'night. |
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Well, I am moving to Cali!! I am so excited about My new adventures that await Me in Anaheim. I will keep you all posted on what happens. I just know that this is a great thing for Me! WoooHOooo!!! |
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Things are looking up today! Woooh! I have come to realize that submission is a gift that is given to a Queen, not anything that has to be forced! I had the pleasure of meeting someone wonderful who taught me that submitting to someone takes enormous amounts of trust and security in one's self! Well, the man is gone but experience will be forever with me!! |
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Aaaaaahh!!! I feel SO much better lately! Thanks to all of you who had concern about My well being and such. I have figured some things out.... as it does suck to live in such a closed minded place, I have found that a lot of people, no matter where they are, have the same problems with finding someone they can share their true selves. As this is very sad to Me, it also shows Me that we live in quite a fucked up society and it hurts My heart to know that there are so many well..... BUTTHOLES! (they rejected A**holes FUNNY) LOL! It's true. So I have also decided that I don't CARE what others think, REALLY! I am going to just be ME and if you don't like it, then get the hell away from Me! I feel stronger than ever now and I am ready for My life to continue with learning and new experiences. I am unstopable now!! Who wants to come with Me on My journey??? I am ready to take on the world and WIN!! Well atleast leave My mark on it, hee hee!! Thanks for everyone's support who stuck by Me in these ugly times. Now let's party and have some FUN cuz that is what its all about, having FUN and being true to yourself! Kisses |
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Ok, so I was just having a REALLY bad few days and I was frustrated with all of the bullshit here and the lies! I am SICK of people lieing... damn! If you are going to lie, stay away from ME! I won't leave but I am slowing it down. |
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Ok, I give up. I am tired of dissapointments. Maybe someday I will get what I want, but as of now, I am done. Good luck everyone in their searches. I am out. |
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oh it's sooo lonely here! Not any like minded people in Montana near Me! Depressing.... Ugh! Ohhh, good news though is that I am totally ok with what happened with the rubberboy. I am glad that it happened when it did, before I got any further involved with My feelings. His loss, ha! Someday I will have all that I desire and I will be soooo happy!! I just still need to get some shit together so that I can fufill My dream... Happy Bunny rabbit day!! I hope that I get LOTS of chocolate!! |
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I am getting closer and closer to My dream.... to own a slave in real time live in! I have taken a virgin ass and it was amazing!! OMG! I also bought a HOT outfit!! WoooH! I LOVE this lifestyle. Where else can you be soooo YOURSELF?? Aaaaah, freedom is so nice! I also got a new tatoo and it's HOT! A cobra on the back of My neck.... SWEET!  |
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Well, I have been exploring more and more about Myself and I am learning beyond imagination! I have come to realize that My wishes and desires are all achievable and realistic. I have the motivation and the drive to do it, and I will. I am so full of excitement and energy that I think I will explode sometimes. I can't wait to live My new life and experience more and more of evrything!! I have NO SHAME and I have NO FEARS! I am ready to LIVE and I want to bring as many beautiful people with Me that I can! I thrive on meeting new and exciting people! This lifestyle is so much more than people understand. It is all about being able to explore and try new things. There is no right or wrong! It's about being able to try things that you like and experience life in a whole new light!! There are no rules.. no expectations...Whew! I love IT!!! I could go on and on and on. Take a chance and live!! To change is to grow, and to grow is to live, if you are not growing.... you are not living!! |
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What an interesting day! I realized that what I want is very simple for Me to achieve!! I am going to move to SF and get a house and fill it with beautiful slaves! I say beautiful in that they will all be who they are, not phonies! they will have few freedoms but much love! I can SEE it and it pleases Me beyond words! I realize that having relationships with My slaves is exactly what it's all about. I am very happy to say that I have met sooo many beautiful people today that I want to get to know better! |
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Well, I did it. I chased away My rubber man. My emotion is sooo strong for him and I went and ruined a possible chance with him due to My ignorance. I miss him, but I guess I must move on, as it is obvious that he will not forgive Me. |
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Damn I had an exciting night! I got to practice with My strap on with 2 different people and I played with My new toys!! I got an amazing restraint with a collar and I got a new whip!! Yeeey! My rubberboy hasn't been available to Me at all and it's pretty frustrating. I have spent a lot of time thinking about him and I find Myself wondering what it would be like to Own him! I am going to try and slow Myself down a bit.... but anyone who knows Me, knows that I cannot be slowed down very easily. |
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I just can't stand not getting anyone here to play with! I hate it here....Montana sucks!! I am falling for a man who wears rubber. I thiknk that I want him for full time everyday but I am sleep deprived and drunk. I want to make him MINE!!! I want to lock him up in his rubber and not let him out so I can play with him over and over and over... I just feel llike with him I can be who I am. Is he for real? Its like he is a dream, not real at all. Why does he have to be so far away? ahhhh...uGh |
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Ok, so I am starting to get overwhelmed by SO many prospects! Who knew there were SO many sub men, LOL! Yeeesh. I cannot take any more emails, it's too many... |
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I am falling for a man, a man of rubber.... Ohhh MY! It's insane how fast My feelings have lept in to some kind of an incredible whirlwind!! I know that things like this take time, but I do know what I feel and I have no fear anymore! WooHoo!! |
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So, I am learning more and more about Myself every day! I have come to understand that a person who is interested in having a D/s relationship NEEDS to be open and honest with one another. This not something you would take lightly. It is essential for those 2 people to know each other and to have a relationship with one another as friends and as persons interested in like minded things. This being said, I am very interested in becoming someone's friend first, as this is the way to go if it is going to work at all. Trust and honesty are absolutely imperative to have it work in to what both people want and desire. |
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I have met the most amazing person in My life! I am beside Myself with joy and yet confusion! I am so intrigued by him. For crying out loud!! I must be insane to be thinking what I am! Oh what the hell, you only live once right? If I can't let My feelings be felt, then I am not living! My thought for the day is... If you are rubber and I am glue, will I stick to you? |
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OmG! I had the MOST exciting and intriguing day/night of my life on Saturday!! I had my first experience with a full fledge slave in real life!! WooooH!! Thank you baby! I also would like to thank his Mistress for allowing him to serve Me sooo well!! Yeeeey!! This IS what I WANT and DESIRE in my life on a full time basis. How amazing! |
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