Ashton242

Getting ready to do something to show my dedication that I have never done and I am very nervous about it.  However, I know that it will please my Mistress, so I must find a way to get it done.  She has proven correct in all things thus far.  I think of her often and no matter how humiliating or embarrassing the task, I find myself drawn to doing it. 

As of yesterday, I have been instructed to keep a daily journal on collarme detailing my thoughts on service and submission to another.  Tomorrow, my daily tasks will begin immediately after work.  As a soon as a I walk through the door, I will meditate and think only of becoming the best submissive that I can become.  I have never meditated before, so I am apprehensive about doing so, especially under my present circumstances.  Also, I look forward to becoming the best submissive possible and making myself useful to a dominant woman. 

I met a new Mistress today, and I am so very excited about the possibility of serving her.  My mind has been opened up to new and wonderful possibilities and I hope everything will work out.  Going out now to do some shopping in the hopes of pleasing her (and me).