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ThroatHammer
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Misterdiscreet45
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| i am not actively seeking anything or anyone. No meet and greet. I am open to learning and guidance not "serve me now" situations. I look for growing a relationship and trust.
As i have gotten older i've realized i needed more in both life and sexuality. i cruised the internet and found the world of sub and dom.. i've had a few relationships that were like that but it didn't have a name.. now i am curious to explore more. No "do it now".. do you have Yahoo. Let me have my own pace, please. thank you.
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I said I would share some more of my journey. I did struggle with my submission. Kneeling before Him made part of me joyful.. to please - like I had found my place. It also made me feel scared and angry at Him for what I thought was taking away my own self and ability to be in control. I did learn that regardless of what seemed submission, I did have control. That exchange of power that is so difficult to explain.
We talked through my struggles and went step by step. My first big step was not wearing panties when I wore a skirt or dress. Yes, He more than strongly suggested I stop wearing jeans or slacks in favor of them. I felt very vulnerable. He explained that though He was directing my actions, I had the ability to control how I felt about being vulnerable. I could be afraid of customs and my own sense of decorum or celebrate the freedom He gave me by stripping away my fear. It wasn't easy. However, after several days of being 'pantie free' I did understand that freedom and celebrated Him for giving me that. He gave me praise and encouraged me when I wavered by telling me He was proud of how I was trying and prodding me to remember the times of how I was happy when I had served and obeyed Him.
We saw each other every day and, along with the good night kiss on the lips, there was the kiss on His 'masculinity" with me on my knees. I no longer trembled, it became natural for me to be on my knees. I liked looking up at Him from that position. |
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I have found a new part of me after a 3 month encounter with a Dom. I knew the time would not be long. I didn't even realize he was a Dom at first. Yet the D/s connection was there. When, two weeks into dating and after the good night kiss at the door he whispered in my ear, "would you please just put your mouth on my cock. no need to unzip." i was both shocked and overwhelmed. i knew i would have to get on my knees and kiss His most vital part of masculinity. i did. i rose and was shaking and the magnitude. He understood and held me close. i am grateful for the other experiences He gave me. perhaps i'll share those soon. |
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| Age: 29 |
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