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I'm a submissive still trying to find her way in this world. I have been somewhat trained and looking for friends to share and learn from. I'm not into seeing how much pain i can take. I'm into exploring a part of myself that revels in being under control. Am i perfect at it? Of course not. I am interested is sharing a life with people that understand what i am feeling and can teach me more. I would eventually like a 24/7 relationship. Does that mean I want it always in public? No, I have a job and a life and sometimes that part would not be successful in the other. I do, however, want someone who understands what I mean.
Update 08/27/05
I thought that I would update this profile a little more to tell you a bit more about all my interests. I'm a reader. I read just about anything I can get my hands on. I read about a book a day (I can read "War and Peace" in a day)..I've always been the one kids tried to get thier last minute book reports done by..lol. On the flip side, I'm a horrible speller, which you will see. However, I cannot be beat in Scrabble...go figure, I'm the champ. I like computers, music, animals (not in -that- way either)..lol..I had to put that because I just know I would have gotten messages from people about it...ew... Anyways, I like to think I'm funny. I like to think I'm fun to be around. I do where my emotions on my sleeve. A friend calls me emotionally autistic..lol As for how I look...there is a picture somewhere on here :O) For those it matters to (because it really seems to to some) I'm 5'7" and I weigh under 200...lol. Thats all I'm going to say about that. I have three tatoos. I just got my third two nights ago. They are preying mantis. It's not symbolic, I've just liked the flash for about 5 years now and wanted them. My friends tell me that I often mother people..I'm the care taker of our group. I think it's because of my submissive nature...lol. If you want to know more, feel free to ask... :O)
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Well hello everyone! Life is going...lol. I'm fine, work is fine, life is alright. lol. Nothing much is going on right now but I thought I'd post so you all wouldn't worry overly much ;O) |
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Well it has been a couple of months since I have last written anything. Everything is about the same at my home. The hurricane was about annoying, and so is waiting for the one in the gulf to deside where it is going to hit. I am going with my best friend today to help her try on wedding dresses. Then we are taking one of her friends to a sex store. She wanted me to go so I could help edjucate the other girl. I told her that I didn't think she was ready for my kind of edjucation...lol. SO I'm not really seeing that guy anymore. I only see him every couple of weeks. I understand why I think we wouldnt work out but, it doesnt stop me from feeling a tad lonely. Still waiting for the one that needs me as much as I need him... |
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Well this weekend was fun! I set out to have a freeing weekend away from those that drain my everyday life and do something for me. I spent the weekend with friends and in that I got to know Cooper a little bit more. He's so nice, and I get the feeling he would treasure his woman like a princess. I don't know what to do though. There are so many things I want to do and see and learn. Plus my life as it is now drains me with all of the people pulling at me. I don't have enough hands to deal with it all. Though I stay strong and don't let anyone drag me down...it is hard. However, I feel refreshed after my weekend and ready for the new week! I'm grateful that I like my job...nay, love it!. SO welcome to my world... |
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Well another weekend has come, and as always it seems harder than my week. i got into a discussion at work with a co-worker (though i am one of her bosses) about a bracelet i wear. It is an obvious clue to my life style due to what it says. She was looking at it and said "What a beautiful charm bracelet." i said thank you and she replied..."Not many brave enough to wear that..." then smiled and walked on...I t was nice to have someone understand without the million questions that usually follow... :O) Today i get to go shopping...with Cooper!! He is a wonderful man who i am thinking about more than i probably should. Though He shows interest, i don't know how much ;O) we'll see! |
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Well this is my first entry and i must say that i received many responses to my profile. Thank Y/you A/all who replied. i hope to have found some friends among Y/you. Please don't think i want to only speak with Doms...fellow subs feel free to message me. The more we share/learn, the stronger we become :O) i'll answer a few questions that seemed to keep popping up in the messages. i live near Pensacola, FL. i have been trained but always seek out more...i want to grow. i do tend to be saucy or sassy, whichever Y/you like. It is hard for me to just blindly obey without knowing that Who i'm giving myself to deserves the responsibility of me. Now this does not mean i try to top from the bottom. i just tend to be.....well myself. Love me or leave me.. :O) Have a wonderful evening A/all :O) |
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