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i must stop"topping from the bottom" Must have "no expectations and exist solely for Ma'ams pleasure."

Lady Sophia,  thank You for allowing me to be in chastity for You for 15 days so far...only You know how long i am going to be blessed with this gift of agony You desire me to experience.

Ma'am, i adore You, cherish You, Worship You and beg to always be allowed to serve and suffer for Your amusement.

Your obedoent slave,

a

Lady Sophia is so amazing,,i feel like a little kid again She is the reason i was put on this earth.

Would never have believed i could feel this good all the time but She has taught me to renew myself and to believe and great things will happen.

the luckiest slave in the world ? me, me me...

thank You Lady Sophia

Lady Sophia,  Thank YOU Goddess for allowing me to be YOUR slave and YOURS alone...HER words that feel me with hope and praise and help me finally realize whi i was put on this earth...to be Lady Sophia's slave...

Hello slave, you may put that you have chosen to served me and me alone.. you give that to me freely without expectations. I don't own you but you still choose to live as such. I do believe you will continue to serve me well. You are not allowed to have relief until I specify it is okay.

Goddess Thank YOU for allowing me to feel all this for YOU.

YOUR slave, a

Lady Sophia 1,  Thank You Ma'am for allowing me to post here and tell the world a little of  how amazing and awesome You are.

She allowed me to first meet Her for a few lunches where We talked and broke the ice, finally , lucky me, She allowed me over for a one hour trial play that wound up lasting 4 hours and sent me home with a very colorful and happy tushy...thank You again Ma'am.

Today She allowed me over to give Her a massage for a couple of hours and She actually trusted me enough to fall asleep making me feel so happy i was pleasing Her.

Lady Sophia, You make me so happy and i beg You to continue allowing me to serve YOU at YOUR pleasure and desire.

submissively,

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Thank You collar me.com for all the fascinating people i have met here both online and in real life.

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/facesittingwomenfemdom/photos/album/1377628618/pic/1456076778/view?picmode=&mode=tn&order=ordinal&start=1&count=20&dir=asc

This is the link to a photo that just knocks me out. She seems so happy and in control, very beautiful also. She makes me wish i was the lucky sub She is enjoying.

The tray held up by the subs nipples is awesome and She is just Luscious.

What i find interesting is i do not think this is a service i would find much enthusiasm for but SHE is so HOT...one never knows i guess.

Caramel Cremes...oh how i love them. they are the perfect tongue trainer...soft caramel with a creme center that when the creme is licked out the caramel center grows larger and larger in diameter.  Hmmm what does this remind You of?

i buy two or three bags at a time...guess the Lady checker thinks i am a candy freak...She is right about the Freak part ha ha.

Hope everyone has a great day and i am off to explore a few caves near first water in the Superstition Mountains .

***  Disclaimer...this is only some  ideas i have and in no way do i intend to be "topping from the bottom"...also i am only trying to sort of "think out loud..." it's all for fun so here goes...

Thinking about what "i" would consider the "perfect" relationship. Female led of course.

We would both care for and respect each other. She would appreciate my submission as much as i would appreciate Her Dominance.

  In public We would appear "vanilla" with me being  attentive to Her needs, wants and desires. Her car door i would always open also other doors. She would be seated first at Her choice of seats of course. In most aspects in public  we would appear to be a warm and loving couple and everyone would be able to tell how happy i am to be with her.

  She would allow me to pamper Her at home; most cooking......dishes, household chores, any shopping She chooses not to do Herself.

Going to work now, will think about this and add more later...

After work now ...trying again...

At home She would be the Boss, We would negotiate , discuss and make plans but at the end of the day SHE will be in charge.

i have never had a relationship like this but feel i would give it my best shot. i am reasonably intelligent and feel i could be properly molded to help Her as She deems proper. i am honest, loving and care about and enjoy my life and am hoping to one day find a Lady who will enjoy it with me.

A few replies to my post about how i may become a better subbie stated they did not appreciate the term "subbie".This got me to thinking about why i started using the term in the first place...

A long long time ago when APEX was very new i was fortunate enough to have been one of the few submissives that one of the Founders allowed to Her house for Kinky house work and Lifestyle activities. She would always ask me "How is My little subbie today" or "How is My little subbie doing". The way She smiled when She would say this filled me with a warm glow and i felt like all was right with my world.

She was killed in a car crash and i miss Her to this day and that is the reason i use the term "subbie". To me it still brings me a warm feeling.

Everyday i am so excited to be a member here.  Finally a real place with Real Ladies that are actively seeking a subbie , hopefully even little ole me.

It is scintillating to come in from work and check to see if..."SHE has responded to my profile"  is today going to be the first day of my life of submission? this is so much fun and i love the anticipation.

what a great6 place...Collar Me.com..