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Update!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2/05/08 I am seeking a FEMALE...F-E-M-A-L-E..... NO MEN PLEASE DO NO ASK ME IF I MIGHT CHANGE MY MIND I WONT I HAVE A MAN I was asked today if i want a sub or a slave, it was a great question one I really needed to answer not only because she asked but because it caused me to really think about it. I have stated in my profile I want something different then what you may call the normal in this life style. I have a life that has nothing at all to do with sex that I live every day. I do not have the privilege or desire even to live out my fantasies 24 hours a day. I am not saying that is wrong i am just saying that is not what I seek. I told this girl I desired a best friend some one I can have in every area of my life and all that entails. I have a family a very normal and vanilla family. I go to relatives for the holidays, I celebrate birthdays with them and I love to spend time outside in the summer on my boat. I love to shop am I am very good at it...:) I love sex I enjoy it too but I do not do it at the in-laws, at birthday parties or when my family comes over for a birthday cook out. So to that I need someone that can be part of my life a friend. a best-friend even. if that was all I was looking for I would go to match . com and find someone. It is the desire to have someone to take that friend and hand cuff them to the kitchen table and part their legs and use them in ways other think taboo. I want to have that best friend to do as I say to wear what I tell them to know if the do not do that I will punish them in ways that will cause them intense pain , humiliation and yet at time make them want to cum harder then they ever thought they could. I want them to know that I control everything about them. I do not desire them to work out of the house because I have the financial end covered and that is not what I seek. I want to have them desire to please me to wake up thinking about how they will do so everyday. I want them to able to conform to what ever the day may call for. I want a sex slave yes I want a slave to work around the house if i ask as well. I want that same slave to able to go shopping with me and on vacation or to dinner with family. I guess I want it all . But I do not want to mislead someone into thinking if you are the one I pick you will be kept in a cage and used as a sex toy when ever i feel like it. or that everyday you will be treated as if you mean nothing to me and that you owe me something because I own you. Does that make me seem like I do not want a slave no to me it just mean I want a slave who can conform to what I need isn't that what a real slave does.. I will own you if you are the one I pick and you will be controlled in many ways and you will get upset and confused. and I will push your sexual nature to limits allot because i will need you to understand that you basically give every part of yourself up to be with me. Does the answer the question or make it more confusing. I am not sure but it helps me to explain what I want better. to be with me you will need to be willing to do what ever I ask of you this is where my old half of this profile comes into play. 07/16/05 I am sure there are plenty of people on here just for the fun of seeing what is up with this whole thing (BDSM). I think it is great we should all be open to learning new things as well as expand our minds and bodies. I will talk to you all, I have no problem with that. But.... that is not what I seek or am looking for. My desires are very strong as is my control and NEED to be in control. I seek a 24/7 sub/slave who is totally committed to this lifestyle. I do not view myself as someone who is casual about any thing. I know what I want and seek that out. I want someone that will feel as if they are becoming a part of a family and desires to have someone control them as well as love and care for them. Yes I said love it is my belief that being in control of someone does not mean you have a doormat. I am sure many of you will disagree with me and that is fine we are all seeking something different. I do not look at this as some might in the sense I will respect my sub/slave as long as that person understands and obeys the role they have chosen. I will not be a pushover nor will I let you walk all over me but I think you can build a better slave if you treat them with love and respect. I am a strong believer in trust and that goes both ways. I would want someone that I can trust and I would want that person to trust me. You can build better on a foundation of trust. I also think you will be more willing to try new things if you feel safe with the person. I do not feel that any sub/slave here needs to address me as mistress unless I have asked or chosen you to be under my consideration. I am seeking one person not a site full of them and that person will be the only one who needs to address me that way. I look at this as I do any relationship I have in that who ever I choose and chooses me will become a part of my life in every aspect. I do not seek a pain slut I have nothing against them it is just not my desire to have that. I am not saying that you will not feel pain or that there will never be times you will be strung up and punished. Nor do I clam that you will not be forced to sleep in a cage or chained to a wall or bed. I am just saying that I seek more then pain and punishment. I want to enjoy the desires I have and pleasure myself in many ways where you will be concerned. I will withhold pleasure from you till you beg me to let you feel it. I will stretch you in ways you did not even think you could be and I will control you. I may wake up in the middle of the night and come into your room blindfold you and force you , and the next day enjoy every inch of your body with such tenderness you will melt. So I guess I may not be the perfect mistress or even the definition of mistress that most think. I will be who I am and I will find what I desire if I sound like someone you might want to get to know well then you know where to find me . If I am not then well that is okay too. But I wont judge anyone here on who they are or what they do because this is all a choice as far as I am concerned and no one is wrong they are just different. If you have any question just ask and if you just don't think it is what you want then just be honest that is all I ask.

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4/6/2006 7:52:59 AM
Hi I have tried to change my profile time and time again to say seeking females but for some reason it is not updating that way. So to avoid further confusion I seek a female no males. I have no desire to seek a man and altho I am sure you are great and the perfect guy for me , that is not what I want. I am sure if you are a guy seeking a female that you do not desire or want a guy telling you he is the one for you. I am the only person that can make that decision and I know what is best for me. So to all the really great guys good luck with your search and sorry for the misunderstanding.

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vyingvixen
 
 Age: 19
 Vienna, Austria