Yesterday i accepted my Master's collar and also His ring. i have never been happier in my entire life. i feel so loved and wanted and whole. we made love after the ceremony and then He beat me. it was the hardest beating i think He has given me to date and somehow it was very appropriate. He told me He is proud of how much i can take for Him, more than any other woman has ever taken from Him. i am proud too!!!!!!!!!! it was the first time i can remember being brought to tears by anyone... real tears.... tears that i could not stop and i felt loved and so at peace!!!!!!! Today i am proudly wearing my collar and i feel so good!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU R!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tomorrow i will accept my Master's collar. Words cannot express the happiness i feel! i am so in love with Him, He is everything i have ever wanted and wished for but never expected to find. True nothing is perfect and O/our relationship is not exempt from that reality, but i wouldn't trade what we have for anything! i see so much love in His eyes when He looks at me, when He is being gentle and even more when He is being brutal, i also see gratitude and respect. i once saw fear and pain and i hope that i never cause that again... i am HIS forever!!!!!!! i am His slave, His slut, His little girl, His wife. i LOVE YOU R!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am posting this as a fair warning and so no one will think i am being rude...... 

I AM OWNED!!!!! I AM HAPPY WITH MY MASTER and am NOT looking for another!!!!!!!! That said i will NOT respond to messages from men, i do not want another owner and i am not interested in a male sub!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

I know there are few who actually read any of what is on a woman's profile but i figured i would try anyway.

i am missing my Master, my Daddy! i wish i could fit in His pocket and go with Him everywhere so that i was available for service whenever He required it!!!!!!! 

my New Year's Resolution is to be the BEST SLAVE i can be!!!!!! i am going to make a conscious effort not to question and not to try to manipulate situations, i will do as i am told when i am told to do it. For the first time in my life i feel ready to submit 100% to another. i am giving it all and it feels so good, i feel free finally!!!!!!! Thank you Master for being the man who by taking me as Your slave has really set me free!!!!! 

last night i was given a discipline--- apply BenGay to my butt plug, insert it and then masturbate to climax. By the time i had the privacy to do this is was tired and my back hurt. i sent an email to Daddy asking to be excused and then thought better of it. i am not going to grow to be the submissive i want to be by always trying to get out of things. yes it was legitimate and Daddy would have excused me but that was not what i wanted either. so i did my discipline and had one of the best orgasms i have ever had from masturbation. i felt much better for having done what i was asked!!!!!! 

i am aching for His touch, i need His pain!!!!!! He likes to keep me this way. my climax last night really only made matters worse.... i want to feel Him inside me.... i want to feel the pain He longs to give me. i want to look into His eyes and know that it is me He wants, its me He loves!!!!!!!!

On Friday my Master and i were able to spend some time alone... though it never seems to be enough. He is sooooo amazing!!!!! It feels like every time we are together it is better than the time before. i am so looking forward to wearing His collar. This will be the first and last collar i will wear. i am His forever!!!!!!

i am only looking for friends. i have given myself 100% to my Master/Daddy. i LOVE Him and wish to honor Him by being the best slave/ daughter that i can be!!!!!! He is the most WONDERFUL, LOVING, UNDERSTANDING, SEXY, SADISTIC, INTELLIGENT, AMAZING person i have ever had the privilege of knowing and i am SOOOOOOOOOOOO thankful the He is mine and i am His!!!!!!!!