AnyaDinoDucky

Make me melt


Make me melt
With the feel of your voice against my skin
Make me melt
With the caressing of your finger tips down my spine
Make me melt
With the little "good morning" texts
Make me melt
With calling me "baby"
Make me melt
With the leather of your belt against my bottom
Make me melt
With the clamps secured tightly on my nipples
Make me melt
With me kneeling at your feet
Make me melt
With that smile that makes my heart beat faster
Make me melt
With the hands that cup my breasts, marking them as yours
Make me melt
With that deep laugh that rumbles from the center of your chest
Make me melt
With those eyes that see into my very soul

But more importantly...
Make me melt
With making me feel wanted.

I am amazingly good at keeping myself unattached, emotionally.
I have always had issues with not being able to form attachments to people. Of course, there are those very rare few, who seem to be able to get past my facade of "Nope, Not happening".

But my biggest weakness? Something that makes me instantly want to get to know you? Instantly want to form a connection with you?

Making me laugh.

Not that silly girly giggle. But a full on, deep in the pit of my stomach, laugh. Make my cheeks hurt, my face flush, and take my breath away laugh.

Someone with a sense of humor, that can see the light in the dark. Someone that can make this unbelievably awkward girl, feel so comfortable that she can laugh without care with you...

That would be my biggest weakness for men. Make me laugh, and I turn to putty. All my insecurities go out the window, all my over-thinking, over analyzing just vanishes. All by simply making me really laugh.

15 random facts about me!

1. I am only 4'10. I actually WAS 4'11 a year ago.

2. I can write with both hands, due to my right arm being in a cast for almost a year when I was 8.

3. My all time 2 favorite songs? Colors by Crossfade, and Raindrops are falling on my head by B.J. Thomas

4. My favorite color is green. And some of you may notice it is one of the first things I ask someone, is their favorite color. If I do this, it is because I am looking up your color chart. Our favorite color says something about our person, so when I ask...it is NOT because I am just being annoying, its because there is special meaning behind it :)

5. I am possibly the most awkward/ungraceful/nervous person to walk the planet. I have these nervous fidgets. I'll pop my shoulder every few minutes, or my hands will rub my thigh. I'll play with the watch on my right wrist, or constantly nibble my bottom lip.

6. My lips are ALWAYS super soft, because they are constantly moist from my nibbling.

7. I love to run. I do 3 miles every day, and it's part of who I am. It helps me to control my temper, and keeps my head on straight.

8. I do enjoy writing, although I delete a lot of my stuff because I am quite self conscious about. I have been writing for as long as I could spell lol.

9. I LOVE greek mythology.

10. I am bow legged. Which means, my legs actually tend to curve outwards. This mixed with me being pigeon toed, makes it VERY easy to walk in heels ;) And, possibly one of the things I am NOT insecure about, because it actually does make my ass look kinda nice lol.

11. I am a huge huge horror movie lover. Nothing beats cuddling up on a rainy night with a special man, and hiding my face in his chest as someone's blood curdling screams come out from the TV.

12. I do have 3 tattoos. The enchanted rose from Beauty and the beast (will be a sleeve once its completely done), an angel on the small of my back in memory of my baby sister that died at birth, and a heart with ribbon and the saying "Semper Fidelis" Which, means ALWAYS FAITHFUL. It is ALSO the Marine Corps little motto, and yes, my brother is a marine :)

13. I have this insane fetish for men who wear dress shirts, tucked into their pants. I am not sure why, but the image with a man in a dress shirt, sleeves rolled up to his elbows, hair messy from him running his hands through it...does funny little things to me ;)

14. My REAL name is NOT Anya. It is actually a gamer tag that I use. I stole the name from a book by Gena Showalter. In the series Anya is actually a Greek Goddess of Anarchy.

15. It is fairly easy to turn me on with just words. If you cannot mentally stimulate me, you will not be able to physically stimulate me. Yes, it is probably a defect but, I'll take it :P

My submission

What makes me a sub? My drive to please. To make someone proud to claim me. The way I feel inside, when I know I make Him happy. The way that shiver runs up my spine, when He says "good girl". What makes me a sub? How to answer such a complex question. The pleasure, and self-satisfaction I get when I submit. When I do as He wants. The urge to let someone love me.
What four characteristics make me a sub? Read above. I cannot name just 4 things about myself. My willingness to listen, my compassion, my love, my sassiness, my urge to please, etc etc.
why do I need someone to rule and control me?
Because its the only time I can be me. That I can be carefree. That I dont have to constantly think about what I need to do. I need and WANT someone I can depend on, mentally for that stability. Someone that will encourage me, and love me. Someone that will push me to be better then I thought I could ever be. THIS is what makes me need someone to control and rule me. I want that bond, between D/s.

'What does my submission mean to me?
Submission to me is big. I am a very independent person. I live on my own. I pay all my own bills. Ive worked 80 hours a week and went to school from the age of 16, til Just recently. Ive worked hard for everything I have. Its VERY hard for me to sit down and shut up...but its all I crave. My submission means I trust you, more then anyone else in my life. My submission means I am giving ALL of myself to you. All my imperfections, all of my heart, and all of my soul. My submission means I am letting you see into the very depths of my soul, when I very rarely allow anyone to get close to me. My submission isnt something im willing to handout willy nilly. Its important to me, and I want it to be important to who I give it to. I want who I allow to dominate me...I want them to realize what kind of step that is for me. When I lay down my sword to you, it isnt something to be tossed aside and taken lightly.