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annawilson

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annawilson - Transgender Submissive, Inebriation Pennsylvania | BDSM Profile on Collarspace

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About annawilson


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Homeless and destitute, I will do almost anything for room and board and reading material....7173182715


annawilson@rocketmail.com



I'd love for a caring Mistress to take me and "force" me to be Her slave girl. My entire adult life has included crossdressing, at times I truly believe that I'm a woman in a man's body, then I catch sight of myself in the mirror and can't help thinking "Geesh who are you trying to kid?". I thoroughly enjoy 'pretending' to be a woman and i'd like to find a situation where I could do so 24/7. I have a great deal to offer, very little of it monetary. I'm very bright, warm, funny, well educated, and quite willing to do those nasty menial chores everyone seems to hate. They say that there's some one for every one but i don't think 'they' have been to this site. as i may have mentioned I really am quite desperate and will do anything in my power to adcvance a 24/7 situation. I'm offering my mind, body, and soul, not to mention devotion, loyalty, and adoration. What i ask in return doesn't seem so much by comparison. What type of scene activities are you active in or would you be interested in exploring?:
Body worship, Bondage, Breast/Nipple Torture, Chastity Devices, Collar & Lead/Leash, Cross dressing, Depilation/Shaving, Enemas, Fisting, Genital torture, Physical humiliation, Power Exchange, Role Play, Verbal humiliation

Alas, alack......Just when things seemed to be going my way everything falls to pieces.  A friend and lover for over thirty years had agreed to be my Mistress and to transform me into Her slave girl.  Within a few days She inexplicably recinded Her offer and cast me adrift.  So here i am once again brokenhearted and drifting through my days contemplating life cruel twists of fate.

It could be that I'm not ae submissive as I thought.  I saw this quiz and here are the results, you tell me.

Experimental              100%

Degradation Lover       96%

Submissive                  93%

Exhibitionist / Voyeur    93%

Bondage                     50%

Masochist                   39%

Switch                        39%

Sadist                         29%

Vanilla                           4%

Dominant                       0%

 

i have tried to be as open and honest as possible but it just doesn't seem to matter.  i have now listed myself as trans because that's how i see myself and that is what i wish to be.  If i am not right now i one day shall be with or without a loving Domme's help

I guess it is not true that there is some one for every one, either that or I'm just incredibly stupid, probably the latter.  Can no one see the benefit of having a slave not just for sexual domination but to perform all the nasty day to day chores that you despise?  Can no one look beyond the immediate to see the long term benefits?  Is it not true that service, obediance, devotion, and adoration outweigh immediate financial gain?  As I say perhaps I'm just stupid. 
i pose a question.  Why is it that the only way i can show my respect is to give You money, how does my giving You gifts or tribute make me genuine or real?  i'm not talking about "professional" Dommes, i understand you provide a service for a fee, but rather those who are seeking a LTR.  it seems to me that if i were to gift You this way it would only add to Your contempt for me, and as we know contempt would soon grow into dislike and loathing.  this doesn't seem to be a cornerstone for a relationship built on mutual trust, respect, and or eventual love.  what i have to offer is everything i am which to me is more valuable than mere money.  perhaps i'm mistaken, if so would some one please educate me?

In the interest of honesty I've listed my self as 'male'.  although I don't view myself as such, the rest of the world does(common misperception?).  I also listed my preference as bi-sexual, again I don't see my self as such, I'm not terribly attracted to men, but I think i'd enjoy some aspect of a male anatomy

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