annarose

Male Switch, 29, Ann Arbor, Michigan

Male Dominant, 36, ann arbor, Michigan

Switch Couple, 36, Ann Arbor, Michigan

hey i've had an ok day i've just rearanged my home and i'm almost done.  yea, boreing i know.  than i sat at my g-maws awaiting her return to give me tv but she never showed up.  more fun right? well i need to go to bed.  now i'm the boring one?  i know!

hi i figured i'd better sign in.  I have had an ok day today.  I fought with a teenager today who's mentality is aroung 12 years old today. i'm the one who came up on top though besause she knew i was pissed off and that i was right.  o well, i also did crafts today w/ my kids and had a good eavening with friends.

hey i had an ok day.  i went to the er today for my kids cat scratch and  a nasty sinus infection.  well all is ok and we are fine.  did a lot of cleaning and i stood up on my feet and told daughters dad off today.  thats about as good as it got arounk here.

Hey, just doing some house cleaning.  I got the kitchen done and redid the living room three times.  I got laundry started and the yard done.  All i have left to do is the rest of the house.  Yea and thats a lot!  I wes able to do my nails and they look nice.  I did the do it yourself accrilic free form ones and they look profeshionaly done.  the highlight of my day!  the kids are doing fine and one is at boyscouts tonight.  He is on the way home and the other is fighting me on bed time. what an uneventfull day!  Productive if you saw the way my sons dad left it for me but thankfully uneventfull.

ok, Well this is my first journal.  Much needed to.  I just got off the phone with my dad and he still refuses to see that i have grown up and still believes that i am the roor of all evil.  He wants to only see how everyone else is feeling,  could care less that i was the one attacked nor that i was the only one not drinking so i was the only one clear-headded enough to try to stop the BS.  He critisized my home, my kids and my belief's and even my pressance at a family function.  He says he is deaply hurt by my snap decision to never go home ad that i wasnt thinking about anyone but myself and that i am manipulative and backstabbing.  All of my friends are drug-addicts and drunks;  They all have been to jail; according to my father.  So i told him to send me proof.  I told him he has no idea who i hang out with and who is involved in my childrens lives.  He has the nerve to tell me that i was neglagent in protecting my daughter and her almost dieing was my falt,  BUT , he wont be reminded that when my mather tried to kill my sister he was not only not there to protect us, he didn't believe us till years later.   I think he is the one who needs to open his eyes and see what this selective memory is doing to our family.  He has no right to tell me what to , or how to , write when i'm posting.  It is not his place to deam my an embarassment to the family.  If they would just let live and let be than maybe they would see that there is more than one side to every story,  sometimes more than two.  People are different and we don't all fit in the same size box.  Maybe if the world would stop thinking that we are all the same it would stop turning,  or more likely, it would still turn and we would still be here all the same as we are now. I'm surrendering.  Will someone understand me ever?  Or am i destoned to be the f***up in the family all alone because I choose for the first time to choose for my self what i want in my life.  not what will make less waves for my parents and little sisters.

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