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About AnnaNaughty666
I got locked out of my previous account. Collarspace would not accept my password or email me to change it...
Confessions of a Phone Sex Girl I told myself I would never do this… But then I have done a lot of things in the last few months that I never dreamed that I’d do. I just turned eighteen. “Barely Legal” as you pervs like to call it. I told myself that my thoughts, my fantasies were too dark, too private to share with the whole frickin’ world, but here I am spilling my guts like some drunk high school girl blabbing her secrets to her best friend. I am a phone sex operator. I have only been doing it for a few months. I am "AnnaNaughty" on the Niteflirt site. Yea, that was one of the things I told myself I would never do, buy hey, it is not as risqué as stripping is it? A girl has gotta make a living, and I can’t do it working for minimum wage at some place that gives my lousy hours, doing a job I fucking hate. So I started doing the phone sex thing. The money is not great yet ‘cause I still have not built up a clientele that knows just how imaginative I am. I am GOOD at this job… Really, really GOOD… At first I hated it. I have lived a pretty sheltered life. I was actually a VIRGIN until not too long ago. Yea, RIGHT? How weird and sheltered is that in the 21stcentury? Most of my slutty girlfriends had given it up before we were out of junior high. When I first started doing the phone sex thing, it actually surprised me some of the stuff that started coming out of my mouth. I was like FUCK! Where did THAT come from??? Well, like I said, most of my girlfriends are sluts and they have always talked like sluts around me. Partly to brag about the shit they have done and partly ‘cause they know I have always been the “good girl” in the group and they like to shock me. I will be honest with you; at first doing phone sex really bothered me. It just creeped me out. I never imagined the shit guys fantasize about. Oh-my-gawd! I was like, “For real? You want me to pretend I am doing THAT???” I was about ready to quit. I just could not handle living in this sexual bizarre-o world. But then my girlfriend who got me into doing phone sex, (yes… she was the one who took my virginity also) she told me how she got “into the work” when she first started doing it. She said that she got a vibrator and she started using it on herself when she was working. Yes, I know, I know. That is the sort of shit phone sex girls ALWAYS tell their clients on the phone. “ Oh baby! You are getting me soooo hot. Yea, I am masturbating right now. I have my dildo stuck so far up inside of me. It feels so fuckin’ good in my tight little snatch. I just wish it was YOU!” Do the guys really believe that? I think it must be what they call “suspension of disbelief” like when you go to a movie. You know you are seeing things that are not real. You know you are being blatantly lied to, but it is entertaining you and it feels good so you just go with it. Well, my girlfriend told me actually masturbating while you are doing phone sex is the key to making good money and actually learning to enjoy your work. I told her she was full of shit. I was not one of her clients who would willingly buy into her sales pitch. Then she had me watch her work. I observed as she took a few calls. The callers were into stuff I know for a fact does not turn her on. And of course they were probably fat, ugly old men. It could not possibly be pleasurable for her to talk to these guys. She had explained to me that guys are not as dumb as you would think. They can tell if you are distracted or disinterested or grossed out by what they are saying, or by what they are asking you to say. They CAN TELL and they often won’t call back if you are not really into what they are asking for. Lets face it, most phone sex operators are not really into what the caller wants. Some are good actresses and are good at faking it. That kind of girl does ok doing phone sex, but my girlfriend, SHE is making more money than a lawyer doing this shit, So I was inclined to listen to her when she offered up the secret to her success. Anyway, I watched her work. She is a fucking “Method Actress” par excellence. As she talked to the old perv that pays her a hundred bucks a week to moan, I watched her actually do a lot of the things she told him she was doing. To start with, she had her bedroom like she was ready for her groom on her honeymoon. She had vanilla scented candles illuminating the room, she was actually wearing some really sexy lingerie and she really had a big hot pink vibrator that she was ready to use on herself. As she started talking to the guy, she started teasing the lips of her pussy with the tip of the dildo. She carefully slid it underneath the sheer fabric of her panties and began to caress herself with it. She locked her eyes into mine as she worked. I was just going nuts. I sat mesmerized as she allowed herself to be sucked into a fantasy that she had previously cared nothing about. Like any good method actress, she allowed herself to actually become someone else. It did not matter who the guy on the other end of the call was. It did not matter how old he was, how ugly he was, or how deeply, DEEPLY mentally ill he was. She surrendered herself to the fantasy. She pictured him in her mind as whomever she needed him to be to get that mind-melting sexual excitement that can be clearly and genuinely heard in her voice. I watched, as she talked dirty to this guy. I watched as she slowly accelerated the rhythm as the vibrator plunged deeper and deeper into her womanhood. Her breathing transformed into a nervous pant. Her lips (both sets) began to engorge with blood in a clear display of genuine sexual arousal. As she told this guy what she wanted him to do to her with his cock, she simulated the action on herself. Her eyes rolled back into her head like a creature possessed as she neared climax. By now, hers gasps of pleasure had become short and spasmodic. A thin trail of drool dripped off her pouty lips as she CAME. I have faked my share of orgasms. I know one when I see one, and this was no fake. I was overcome by surprise over the genuine nature of her experience. I was also a little bit jealous. I wanted to CUM like that too. Until she orgasmed, I was not consciously aware that my own hand had dropped down to my crotch as I watched her performance. She hung up the phone and playfully took a bow in my direction with an evil giggle. Without a word, I pounced on her and rubbed my pussy all over every square inch of her body till I had a mind-bending orgasm of my own. She coached me as I took calls for the next few weeks. She would use the vibrator on me or rub her pussy on mine as I took calls. She knew what she was talking about. Guys really can sense real sexual excitement in a woman’s voice. I started getting more and more callbacks. I started making it a point to bring myself to orgasm with every caller. In time I started actually getting more and more into what the guys were saying to me. I was starting to share in their fantasies, even if it was just for the duration of the call. This is where things get weird… I was hoping to be a psychology major in college and I had read a lot in the field. I should have realized what I was doing to myself. They call it conditioning a “Pavlovian Response”. It did not dawn on me till too late that I was programming myself with “Positive Reinforcement” to actually LIKE phone sex with strangers. A phone call equals an orgasm. Now that I am really HAVING orgasms on the phone, I am making more money. Phone sex equals money. Phone sex equals a throbbing, blood engorged pussy… I have learned to LOVE my job, and I look forward to getting better and better at it. But what bothers me is that I am really starting to think about really doing some of the things I have been asked to pretend to do… That kinda SCARES me! I am not sure how this is all going to end. The prospect of making the same kind of money right out of high school as I might be able to make with a masters degree is pretty motivating. What were the lyrics from that old Glen Frey song? “The lure of easy money has a very strong appeal”. Damn straight! I am just a little concerned that I am really turning myself into an oversexed little slut doing this job. Well, that is just some random thoughts I have been having, if any of you Internet voyeurs care to know about it… I just felt the need to share what I have been going through lately. That’s all for now. Stay tuned to see how far down the rabbit hole I fall. I would like to note that I am a REAL PERSON, this is actually my photo (I will post more among with an introductory video as soon as I can get a camera). I am not here for any reason other than to explore my sexuality and talk to people. I really am 18. No I am probably not going to actually meet you and let you lobotomize me and keep me in a cage... But I WILL talk to anyone who is interesting and who does not come across like they REALLY want to find me and do something truly horrible to me. http://anna-naughty.tumblr.com/ http://annanaughty.blogspot.com/
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Sex comes down to one thing – dominance and submission… Most people are probably not aware of this. First let me explain the way it is supposed to work, but almost never does. What are you thinking about when you have a mind-blowing orgasm? You are not thinking about anything are you? Of course you are not… You are too busy EXPERIENCING to think or to analyze. The French call the moment, “La petite mort”. That means “The little death”. The idea is that you DIE TO SELF at that moment of orgasmic bliss. The Japanese Zen practitioners would call this mental and spiritual state “Satori”. This is the moment of death of ego. You die to SELF. You do not exist anymore. You become a part of something much, much bigger than yourself and it completely devours you. When two people “make love”, or when they “fuck one another senseless” in the way nature intended, this is what happens to them. Both fuckers die to self. In that moment they become so lost in the other person, they cease to exist. Their lover completely and totally dominates them. But they do the same thing to the other person. Both lovers are completely dominant. Both lovers are completely submissive. In a perfect fairytale world this bliss lasts forever and the lovers live happily ever after. That is how it is supposed to work, but seldom does.
Ok… Since shit never works the way it is supposed to, what do we do to make it through the lonely night? I will tell you what we do. We try to fill the emptiness with relationships or sexual perversions that simulate this nirvana of selfless bliss. In the more vanilla version of this, you have a relationship where one person is the “alpha” and the other is the “beta”. One is the master and one is the submissive. I am not talking about any kind of sexual role-play right now. What I am saying it that one person dominates the relationship and tends to call all the shots. More often than not in today’s world, it is the woman who is the alpha. This is because most men are fucking pussies these days. Why do you think FIFTY SHADES OF GREY was so fucking popular with women? It is because we so seldom encounter a man who will take charge and be the man. Now granted, in this novel/movie, the dominance and submission is just a sexual metaphor for what many women (I may piss off the feminists here), what MOST WOMEN want… a man who can take care of them. Yes, most of us can take care of ourselves just fine thank you very much… And we can TAKE CARE of our men. Now I am back to my point about dominance/submission. I am completely dominant over you, but I am also completely submissive to you, and vice versa. SIMBIOSIS mutherfuckers! In the Fifty Shades story, Christian Grey is a wildly successful, filthy rich, super-intelligent businessman. Try to imagine the story being popular with women if he was an unemployed redneck living in a house trailer. Not so sexy a story is it? Are all women gold digging whores? Well, I know a lot who are, but no… I think women just want someone who can actually contribute more to a relationship than a piece of meat between their legs. Guys, we can have pretty fucking awesome orgasms without your help. I am the fucking BEST I have ever had… No one can touch me like I can touch me, and my girlfriend comes in a close second. Women were not so hot and bothered by the Christian Grey character ‘cause he was rich. We like him because he was not a fucking spineless loser. He made something with his life. He had dreams and ambitions beyond his first job at McDonalds. Queue up that old song HOLDING OUT FOR A HERO…
Ok... So all the good men are gone yada yada yada. And all the women are frigid, gold digging whores. Fuck the human race, right? So how does all this have anything to do will all that twisted S&M shit that you horny fuckers are waiting for me to start writing about? All that twisted stuff is the way our deviant little minds try to cope with the stuff we really need but know we probably never will get.
EVERYTHING comes down to sex. Thank you very much Dr. Freud… I am only 18 and I figured that out all on my own without a degree in psychology. There are a lot of ways in which people fetishize dominance and submission. Fasten your seatbelts and put your trays in the full upright position. We are preparing for takeoff…
Working as a phone sex girl, I have received a crash course in human sexuality and all the perverseness that it entails. First let us examine the dominant. Guys who want to dominate me come in all disturbing and arousing flavors. Going back to the Fifty Shades of Grey, story, I am seeing now that is really kind of vanilla. That is entry-level stuff. The guy gets off on tying up the girl and spanking her. I find it hard to believe that a few months ago I found that shocking. All that kind of dominance is, is merely restraining a girl and mildly “punishing her” to make her more “obedient”. “Call me SIR!” Call me “Master”. Ok… That is a kind of submission, but like I said, it is pretty PG stuff compared to what some of you guys demand of me. I talk to some guys who want me in pigtails and a plaid skirt. They want to be my “daddy”. Daddy loves me very much. Daddy wants me to touch him like mommy touches him… I am very, VERY young and innocent and I still don’t fully understand why Daddy’s pee-pee gets so big when I touch it or why he makes all those fun noises when I bounce up and down on it. I don’t know what all that yucky looking white stuff is that shoots out after a while, but it is, like, SUPER YUMMY, and it makes me feel so silly and submissive to Daddy’s wants, needs and desires… I am not too smart. Daddy says that it is because he keeps fucking me senseless… Every time he pulls down my sticky white cotton panties and slides his huge throbbing manhood into my tight little cunny, I feel myself becoming just a little bit more submissive to his will. He tells me what to wear. He tells me what to think and he tells me what to be aroused by. I am Daddy’s little girl and I live for daddy’s cock. This is al I am and all I ever hope to be. Total submission! Like I said, Fifty Shades is pretty tame…
Fuck… I was going to write more in this entry, but now I need to put fresh batteries in my vibrator and take care of myself…
TO BE CONTINUED… |
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