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Im Polish. Single. Romantic. Now Im living and working in England. At the moment again at home ) My hobby is composing music, playing on the guitar, (long time ego i was pro musician) writing talls, cooking, decorating home, psychology, meditation (10 years ZEN meditation experience with the ZEN Master Jakusho. Kwong Roshi - Soto Way ofenlightenment).Im creative, good looking, sensitive, romantic, tender, with a sens of humour. Skills Computer skills Windows, Mac, Linux, graphics, DTP, Internet, Music,Relaxation skills tibetans massage (includ special way to feet massage) and meditation (I got also true gift to motivate ppl and inspiring them to positive thoughts. I know many technics to do so affirmations, meditations, mantras, visualizations) Household chores Im a sigle (though im living with parents in independent room and i got small kitchen) so i have to know household... almost everything except ironing.. opsss.. well..)
I,m looking for a woman or dominant man (55 - 65 year old) who will take me into her or his world and put me corset on, chastity belt, dress, pantaloons, its calling Petticoating. (50s housewife style) Im not a sissy. It just makes me totaly submissive, helpless and defenseless. Total submission LTR and TPE. Woman or man who will deprive me from my will, my male ego and my possibilities to handle with life alone. I will be complately depends from her or him. I want my partner to control every detail of my life. Thats my gift for love. My secrifice to be loved and to be in love for the rest of my life.. And even longer. Well.. Love is never dies so... Just her or him. Just one and only one. Is she or hi out there? We will see... we will see ) Could be.. who knows? However Im realistic and have no much hope to meet someone who would be interested this option. But... Im always open for chat )
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- A few persons asked me do Im willing play online... That's not my turn.. Im a real person and never been interesting virtual games. If I do I will go to Second Life of something similiar. Then someone asked me what then if you won't able to find someone? That's possible.. sure.. but so what? That's not the point... I belive in Karma.. If i have to meet someone i will cuz we will have connection from past if not, that means this person is somewhere else.. not here. Could be we won't meet ourselves here, in another places and during this lifetime. Could be we won't meet each other through 100 next generations. Online game?.. nahhhhh... My imagination being 1000 times more interesting then poor virtual world. IM NOT INTO GAME.
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- Delaight xperience to be able to view all these wonderful paints. Besides exposed in a perfect place. Strong Da Vinci combain with soft Rafael. His delicate touches of brush. Bright pastel colors, form of shapes... lovely. Very spiritual. Vinci like Vinci.. Strong hand... but amazing sensitivness considering him as a perfect creator of war machins. "Lady with the Ermine" exellent.. every time when i see the paint. But honestly i would like to see again "The female head". Music backgroung.. well.. Monteverdi.. but.. i would like to listen there Palestrina, Dowland or Josquis des Pres. It could be just my impression of Rafael. Nice saturday... and today again raining. Im thinking to make some nap and listening as the wind whiping window by rain.
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- Today just short note.. or maybe not?.. yep.. its late.. tomorrow
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- Wake up finaly... seems today will be nice day. Sunny and not too hot. Perfect. I need to add a few things to my profile. theres nothing special... But i thought that would be good to add something about skills... this says far more about ppl then something like: i like music, painting, cooking, etc etc. So I will do this. Im thinking also to write some short tall to my Lady friend here. She asked me will I do this. Sure.. Just for now i haven't got enough time.. Busy real unfortunately so i will have to do this slower. Oh no! im not gonna writing about BDSM.. nope! Thinking about story of magical journey.. that would be the topic... we will see how it goes.
- Tomorrow i will go to Castle of Warsaw. Theres exhibition. 1 paiting Leonardo Da Vinci, 1 Rafael, 6 Remmbrant and a few less known painters. Everything from our King Staś Poniatowski collection. Hi was a collector. But i will write more tomorrow
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- When a man announces out loud to the world own birth, Albatross rises high, up to the gates of heaven and pick up from the destination tree fruit the human condition. Lowered his flight Albatross return and staggers wide circles over the homestead blessed. Then when tired man goes to sleep affected by cry, Albatros releases the fruit of human fate, and yellow ray of the sun takes it straight to the heart of the newborn. Sometimes a ray of sunshine is light blue, then you know that he who was born to be a sailor, what ocean of lifewill wander in a lonely journey . And after years, when the sailor embarks on its longest cruise, Albatros arrives three days after his death and takes a blue sailor's soul straight to heaven. On the the vast meadows of heaven, which graze on other people's souls. Every human soul has in heaven their tree. Each tree is born fruit. Each fruit is born aroma and flavor. Smell and taste born senses. The senses are born the man back. Born from the senses and desires man, forget about the sky, the soul of a tree, fruit, and Albatrosie wanders is looking for love, freedom (or contrary), and God (Higher Power, Allah, Budda, Christ or whatsoever).
- I've often had a sense and awareness of the lack of something I could not see,measure it, touch it, to assess, define, assign, etc etc.. Something what I wanted but did not believe that I can have achieve it. I do not mean physical. I could feel it intensely during 2 or 3 monthly meditation sessions. Karma. You have a"good" - you reach it, you have "bad" then you can burn it up trough a million years. Karma is nothing special. It's just a name. Word, or term. Without example, it says not too much. But if you get drunk you can be sure that the next day you'll have a hangover. That's Karma. Consequence of your choices, actions, fears, desires, anger, etc etc..
- Opsss! Seems im babbled ... Okay .. Im gonna return to Proust \ a
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- Hmmm.. next wet and dampy day... Sky is crying. Too much lonly souls above. That is just my digression. Im an Autum person. I like rain and dim earth colors. Wow! I have friend here :) Lovely Lady. My first friendship. Oh right! I chenged my pic.. it wasn't fresh one so now its quite new :)
- Yesterday i found quite accidentally wonderful musician. His name Ted Green. Amazing person. How sad hi is died :( Hi never played official concerts. All his life hi teached ppl understand guitar and showed them way how they may explore and use whole possibilities of guitar. Lovely person. Real human. I think i will start playing from beginning again. This how im playing seems really poor compares his way and technic.
- Some young lady left short msg to me and said: you are ugly and you should give me all your money hehehehe.. that is sweet. I thought as first that she should be careful cuz if whole ugly things would be forced to give her money she would be like Midas and as i know end of his story wasn't optimistic.
- Lets say it again... Im not a slave.. Submissive :) and i like it
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| Age: 24 |
| North Dakota,
North Dakota |
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