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HI my names Hillary and im new to Dallas. I am a newlywed and i married a very amazing man. We are very happy together but he loves me enough to understand sometimes i just need a brake. And i get that from bottoming.

My biggest fetish is medical fetish. I stay away from things that will mark my skin. Im 21 and have wonderful skin and dont want to put flaws on that.

I work full time to keep myself busy since my husband still lives in california. Im really only looking for someone i can play with from time to time and understands its not sexual.Im intrested in the Daddy Dom situation, as alot of the reason i bottom is for the attention. Im in the process of forced lactation, so you must me ok with that.

To me servitude is a PASSION not a game. Im not here just to play im here to serve and to please. But im in not ur whipping post. A Dom must also care for me as well as keep me safe. I know the difference between punishment, play, and abuse.

Thanks so much for taking the time to read this. Please send me an email if you have any questions.



9/2/2007 4:30:17 PM
WOW a lot has changed! Im living in Addison and i absolutely love it. Hubby is still in cali *tears* many nights alone...eating dinner on the living room floor in an empty apartment..how sad. But i work full time so that keeps me busy! Can't wait to start making friends here!
3/10/2007 1:59:45 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!! YEAH 21 AT LAST!

ill post pics after we get sober!
5/5/2006 3:41:23 PM

hmmm havent done this in awhile. Im sure many of you know that i have got married since my last entry. Im living in fresno now and havent been able to locate a group in this area.  I have started to switch and i have found that i deeply enjoy both sides....I have come to see how many fakes there are on this site, people who arent really intrested in the lifestyle but more into kinky sex and getting their rocks off. Thats not what im about i truely belive i can find a Dom/sub who knows that its not all about sex and can have fun exploring the lifestyle kinks with me. To all those Doms who think women are here to be beat and used as your fucking post, I hope you find your girl because i am not that. To those Doms out there who know how to treat a sub like a little china doll then maybe your the one i have been looking for. But all must remember my husband is my vanilla partner for now and always and nothing can change that. Good luck to all in you life long search and if you the one i seek or i the one you seek then hears to a new chapter in both our lives.
P.S. I JUST HAVE A BIRTHDAY! IM 20 NOW!

10/7/2005 7:14:43 PM
I LOVE fre cupping....i did my first session ever with fire cupping and the feel and look great!!! this is going to be a new favorite of mine.
10/6/2005 2:56:13 PM
Once agian i have been mislead by a dom. Told i was exactly what he wanted them pushed aside. Im no longer being mentored so once agian i find myself alone. Please all you doms out there, either you like us or you dont. Don't play these stupid mind games. It doms that play around that make good subbies leave the lifestyle and go back to vanilla lives.
9/26/2005 9:56:53 PM
Ron.....Today i saw the beauty of the ocean and within myself. Your kind eyes, touch, and words, made me see i am beautiful. I cant thank you enough for showing me every woman, even a broken on is beautiful. its been so long since i smiled this much i hope we have more memories. once agian i thank you.
PS guys out there take a lesson from this sweet man.
hugz and kisses
9/25/2005 10:55:55 PM
why do i let myself get hurt. I met someone who really makes me feel special. tells me in great then just tosses me aside like yesterday news paper. Hmmm i thought i was worth more then that....i guess no one out there has a want or need for a young whilling subbie.
9/21/2005 4:06:58 PM
Clarification on my profile....I did NOT sexually submit to  my family members for those of u guys thinking im into incest. i just have always known my place agong dominate males and knew how to act. no talking back, lieng, or misbehaiving. i was trained domesticly by my mother my whole life...i hope this helps!!!
9/20/2005 3:23:54 PM
Wow sometimes i wonder if people really know what the lifestyle is about...
9/18/2005 2:38:34 AM
Maybe this site does work after all....i guess only time will tell if life has brought me something wonderful, and hmmm strict enough..(if i may). KISS KISS all
9/16/2005 10:08:06 AM
Wow what a great site. i have talked to so many great people...but time for work 
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 Age: 24
 Abeokuta, Nigeria