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analeaze

Searching for the real thing, the one that will set me free but never let me go

3/17/2006 5:36:10 PM
I am not in a hurry to rush into a relationship with someone that is not serious about who he is or what he wants.  I am looking for long term not casual sex not casual play not part time pretend I am a Dom while my vanilla wife sits at home bullshit. If I dont answer you its not because I dont like you its because I am not playing a game here I will respond if I am interested why waste time on here if you are not searching for something real
9/27/2005 10:00:14 PM
You can use me abuse my body fuck me hard but dont take advantage of what I give you dont think because I submit that I will tolerate any sort of mental or emotional abuse and when you say you are commited to your property dont think that means you can leave me out to rust while you polish the next slave if you want my gift of submission dont treat me like someone that just cleans your house and shines your shoes because I am so much more than that when you ask for devotion be prepared and talented enough to know how to nurture and inspire the continuance of such a gift if you dont you will fail us both
9/8/2005 11:55:01 AM
I want to Thank all of the people of intellect that have read my posts and sent me comments.  I am very interested in lifestyle and have been as long as I can remember, but I am disillusioned in what I have found.  Too many weak men that need to dominant over weaker women to make them feel like men, and weak women that have no self esteem that find purpose in serving just so they can be taken care of without taking responsibility for their own lives.  Its important to me that a Master is Dominant because he is in control of his own life not because he is not and he finds it easier to micromanage someone else's life than deal with his own issues.
8/19/2005 12:21:37 PM
To all the so called Masters, just because you know how to hurt a weak person doesnt make you a Master over someone
8/19/2005 12:20:37 PM

To all the girls that say i am here to serve i will make a good slave ask yourself this why do you just serve dont you need to serve a person you resepect and love?  do you just serve because you are a weakling that cant stand up on your own two feet and take responsibility for being a lame decision maker or have you found the right Master that will love and keep you, dont think he will if you are just a servant you need to be more

8/3/2005 11:32:23 PM
Thanks for the responses to my journal entries.  Honestly though, isn't that all it really comes down to?
8/2/2005 11:00:28 PM

I am beginning to think that the so called D/s is comprised of men unable to find a woman in the vanilla sector that can simply be the woman that will have sex whenever he wants or feels like it,  cooks, cleans and keeps his affairs in order, doesnt complain about his belching or flatulence, enjoys everything he likes to do, wont cheat on him, and will never leave him alone to do her own thing with her own girlfriends and risk meeting a better man that may steal her away one day?

8/2/2005 12:47:11 PM

Is there anyone out there that claims to be a Master that actually cares about who the slave is as a person or do all see a potential slave as just a blank page waiting for the ink?  Does it matter if I have a personality, likes and dislikes, or like my name will it be changed into whatever the Master wants it to be?  I value my gift of submission and want to offer it to someone who will value me as a person.  So if you want me to be your slave by seeing my picture and speaking to me for one day, then I know you are not the one for me.  I am so much more than a picture, and what I give to a Master is so much more than a blank page.

7/31/2005 10:27:17 PM
Yes I have pierced lips both top and bottom and inbetween
7/31/2005 10:26:05 PM
Thanks for the 122 welcome to the jungle emails from all you pervs hopefully there is one real Master in all of you
Lynne820
 
 Age: 99
 Buffalo, New York