It's been awhile since i've been on CM, or any place, for that matter. i didn't realize how much i missed it, or what exactly i missed, until i came back...
There's a feeling you get as you lay at your Master or Mistress' feet. There's a sense of fascination and bliss as He or She guides you to be what they deem perfection... a completion like no other. There is nothing like the praise gotten when the simple chore of kneeling is done for the first time with no hesitation or second guessing on the behalf of the slave.
Submission does come at the sake of Dominance... Just because I have a submissive personality does not mean that I will submit to You. Being submissive by virtue does not mean I do not have the strength or the will to stand up for myself or someone close to me, it does not mean that I do not have the independence to walk away when I deem it necessary for my safety. Dominance is an art, and submission is it's paintbrush. Though one cannot be had without the other, neither are mutually inclusive for them to happen.
Neither submission or Dominance should be had or gotten from a want... Dominance should just come inherently, and submission should come naturally.
Submission isn't about being broken, or reaching that breaking point... Again, it's an art form, this time like a mold of a female form without any features or intricacies that come with an individual... Those come with the slow building of the knowledge, trust, and understanding between a Dominant and submissive.
With that said, I'll say I have a mind of my own... one that I've spent much time and energy, now money as well, in creating it. I have no doubts of my strengths with words or action... I am very much an independant woman. Every woman, however independent, has some form of dependency... Mine is having the ability to give up the daily struggles to One who is more adept as sorting through Life's messes.... They can be such a hassle...
Hm... as i sit here and think about it though, i don't want You to solve the problems i'm having or to automatically make them better. i just need you to hold them for me while i can safely sort through them from within the safety and protection Your arms...
I do not mean for it to sound as if You are the Dominant who is going to be the One to fulfill the space... As a Dominant, however, there is the possiblity that You will have that chance and/or opportunity.
The possibilities are endless, and the minnows are difficult to distringuish from hte piranha, guppies and your perfect mate... but, in the end, you'll find it. Even if it wasnt yesterday, it's not today... tomorrow... or the day after. Just trust it and Time like any fickle female will give you what you want... on her terms... or so we like to think...
