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	robert314433

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	I am a bedroom submissive that takes the most pleasure out of pleasing the person I am with. I am a college student seeking a History degree with hopes of becoming a High School History teacher. My other passion is religion. I have several extra-curricular activities on campus that cause my time to be very dictated and as such am not always available. As for this site, I reply to messages when I am able to. Many ask to try their luck at finding me on Yahoo Messenger, however, I will state that I do not get on very often. Also, if we have not messaged back and forth on this site I will not give out my screen name. This is for a very practical reason as I do not have a very good memory and as such if I do not have a grasp on who you are I will forget the details and you will become just a screen name. On this site I am able to re-read previous messages or re-look at your profile if I forget something. As for my interests, I became interested in the lifestyle around the age of 13. At that time I began my research into the world and tried my hand at Online Masters. This does not have the same feel or effect to me that a real person does and as such, since I have become active I have shunned these relationships. I became officially active with another person in January of this year (a member of this site who showed it to me) and as such do not have a lot of experience. However, I have found that my interests tend to be more mental than painful if that makes sense to you. There is much that I have not done or tried and much that I am willing to explore, however, there are some items that I have no interest in and would greatly prefer not to try, for example, diapers. Things I like the most though are candles, knives, and breath play. I am a VERY quite person most usually in the bedroom to the degree where I have been asked if I am enjoying myself. If I wasn't, you would know. I am a contradiction as a person many times unfortunately. For example, in most situation I am quiet and reserved from people and situations, however, there are times when I can be loud and talkative. I tend to prefer less revealing clothing as a whole, sometimes even going so far as to cover my hair. However, there are other times that I feel the need to dress in a more revealing nature, even then though I am covering more than you probably have in mind. Currently as I am writing this I am in a tank top and shorts which reach just above my knees. This is my revealing clothing. As an ultimate contradiction, when I am alone with no possibility of discovery I am just as likely to be naked as clothed. If you still are interested after reading this, and I do hope you read this, feel free to drop me a message with any questions.

Control,
I beg for control.

Not by myself,
my person,
my deed,

But of me,
control of everything I do.

I need rules,
regulations,
repercussions;

The feel of a hand
as it slaps my ass.

Words that tear me down,
then comfort,
then soothe.

“This is what you will do;
how you will do it.”

Despicable, detestable decisions
taken away and
destroyed.

I beg for control;
the taking and the giving,

The trust that ensues
as the one person allowed to break me;
makes me.

I need to live in a state
of ever enlightenment.

A place where
I live for the present;
the here and now of your voice.

I beg to be
used, abused.

But always will it be
because I choose,
because I love.

Control
can be divine.