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I have been intrigued by female sexuality, especially exhibitionism, servitude and submission when I was chosen by one of my Dad’s “entertainers” as her Dom when I was 16. My early experiences were fumbling and incompetent but hopefully I have improved with practice. In my time I have had live-in relationships with subs and slaves, sluts, whores, `normal' relationships and just about everything in between. Much more than that, I've been lucky enough to get to know many more people, both men and women, who share my interests. I've consistently been surprised by the number of women who ache for the chance to misbehave; to throw off society's strictures about supposedly 'moral' behavior and instead to spread their wings and enjoy their sexuality in the kinds of ways that are usually much easier for men. So many feel constrained and repressed and just want to breathe freely. It is a crying shame that more don't get the chance. If these pages show how, or encourage just a few more to do it, then the effort has been worthwhile. I want you to be a or even better my cumslut
If it was kinky, exhibitionistic, fetishistic or involves the use of power and control then that is what interested me. My interests go much further than the mainstream domination-submission-discipline approach, since I'm also fascinated by situations which allow women to explore their own sexuality and revel in it. Society makes it hard for women even to admit that they enjoy impersonal sex that is likely to make them stand out in the crowd and attract the tut-tutting tongues of those who are quick to judge. Yet since I started writing this site, I've lost count of the number of people, both men and women who have welcomed the chance to see these subjects aired in public.
What interests me most of all is not just the physical, outward expression of those kinds of activities. I love to get under the skin and to explore and observe the mental state, the motivations that lead to it. I started 8 years old observing women, was chosen to be a Dom guiding 20-30, carried it straight to college where, I got My undergrads are Philosophy with an emphasis on base instinctual thinking and Psychology with emphasis on human sexual condition, If you don't do that you will always be an outsider; understand what makes people tick and you get inside their heads, share the urges and the drive and you can join in as a fully-fledged partner. For that reason I love role play situations where you can discuss ahead of time what parts you intend to play then meet up for an evening or a weekend of game-playing. The single most common complaint I've had from the girls I have spoken to is that the men they meet want something less than the reality of a complex and intelligent woman and that they don't understand that for many women, this is a release, a way of letting off steam.. Even lifestyle players have to look and act normal most of the time, so outside of the intensity of full-on sessions keep the interest and intrigue ticking over with code words, articles of dress, the occasional whisper ... be smart about it! Interest and intrigue ticking over with code words, articles of dress, the occasional whisper ... be smart about it!
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Doms can just choose to be a Dom, there is no progression of learning at all. They could have been a sub. I am a true Alpha, I had no choice. I am a Jamaican Maroon, the son of the head of what would have been the warrior class. I am a true Alpha, I am trained to be in front and with empathy of the people I lead.
I take the time to understand what the little nuances so that I actually can discern the slight line between pain and pleasure. A Lot of Doms are not training but are not worried about the progression of their, just letting out there sadistic anger on the women, that have trusted them. I truly love my Subs and realize that some times the limits have to be pushed to find a new pleasure center. If you are checking this and wish to be trained, cared for, and considered precious, I am in Long Beach and I will train you periodically how a Dom/Slave/Sub relationship should be. Who knows what growth may happen, everyday could be around the corner. My mission is not to chastise, on the contrary, I look first at myself first to make sure that their was nothing I could have done better. I am here for your release and guidance A sub greatest pleasure should come from my contentment, but my contentment comes from your stabilization but this kindness can never be taken for weakness because frankly, I walk a different path.
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