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Hello collarme!!!
My name is allison and i am the long-time (8 years) girlfriend and recently collared (May 10, 2008) slave to my boyfriend. i joined Collarme because it seems to be the largest community of like-minded people i've ever seen. i'm wanting to make friends because i'm still actively exploring my role as a true slave and talking to others about my experience is very cathartic to the process.
Why am i a slave? It's a very big step for me and one that i didn't step into right away. i haven't got a dominant bone in my body and have always been psuedo-submissive to friends and family, but as my dedication to my boyfriend increased i found myself going to greater and greater lengths to make him happy.
my profile lists a number of options that i "tolerate." These are actually things that i don't actually enjoy, but i enjoy doing them as part of my position because they remind me of my place as one whose sole purpose in life is to serve the Man she loves.
i am 5'8" and just shy of 140 pounds...i have green eyes and brown, wavy hair down to my shoulders.
i am looking specifically for friends of a like mind for chat over IM and email.
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And the hits just keep on coming! It's too much to expect to have some kind of intelligent discourse with some people on this site. I'm amazed at the number of whiny individuals- especially male dominants- whose first reaction when they find out that no, I'm not interested in leaving my current relationship for them, is to throw a temper tantrum and insult me, my lifestyle, my choices, and worst of all, my Owner.
Remember, messages are in reverse chronological order, read from bottom to top!
allyserves on 10/30/10 at 12:54 PM:
better a substandard joke than you. Goodbye.
(Name hidden) on 10/30/10 at 11:16 AM:
ahhh, so you're wasted. :-( That's too bad. I suppose some girls are content being mediocre and serving substandard jokes.
allyserves on 10/30/10 at 10:58 AM:
neither. He isn't interested in either of those, thank God!
(Name Hidden) on 10/29/10 at 12:22 PM:
Well a girl is a creature of beauty and pleasure, she should be shown off. Anal trained? watersports trained? |
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I got a new message today. It said:
"Friends are always good. But beyond that, I offer an educated take on this wondeful life that can lead the slave-inclned to new levels of thrill and ecstasy. You know, on some level inside, what you need. Think about whether I represent that fulfillment."
I replied:
Thank you for your message.
I am actually collared, and have been for a while now. I'm not actively seeking play partners, masters, or dominants.
I wish you the best of luck in your search!
His second message was a real doozy:
"You might mention that in your ournal, to save us all the time involved."
Now, if you're reading my journal, you probably read my profile, which clearly states (in the first three lines) that I've been collared since May 2008.
I wonder if this individual read my profile before messaging me and offering the universal secret to eternal happiness?
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Merry Christmas, Everyone!!
Today was an excellent day. Dustin let me sleep in while he got the presents ready. I finally got my golden shackles! Allright, so they're spraypainted, but it sure LOOKS like gold :)
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I have a very free spirit. When I was a girl i liked to run around the yard on warm summer days and enjoy the breeze and the sunshine. I'm a summer girl for sure.
but now, I live in shackles. simple iron manacles on my ankles, and only one person has the key. I can't go outside whenever I want, I can't run free and enjoy the breeze or the sunshine.
But then, every night, when I curl up in his arms, I'm perfectly ok with my life. I wouldn't have it any other way.
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Some people think that philosophy has to be long and drawn out. I disagree. Case in point: the following thought i had today:
Total Submission- nobility on one's knees.
One of the most noble endeavors of a human being is self-sacrifice. Therefore, total self sacrifice to one who deserves it must be among the highest noble acts to which a human being can commit.
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A usual day in the life of Ally...
Dustin is a college student and has a set schedule, and tends to work some nights and weekends after his classes are done. As such, he tends to have a pretty set schedule, and my own schedule is based around his.
I wake up an hour before he does (vibrating cell phone alarm taped to thigh). I shower and get dressed (I have a choice of what to wear on most days, though there are limitations on my wardrobe.) and do morning stuff, then prepare Dustin's breakfast and lunch. I wake him up and we eat together, then he goes off to class.
I have a list of duties that I am expected to do every day- dishes, housework, bathing and grooming of the dogs, and on some days, there are errands to run. If i complete the entire list and there are no other responsibilities left for me, I'm allowed to entertain myself (from a list of pre-approved activities of course). Dustin is usually back from classes by four, and likes to unwind from the stresses of the day. I've gotten very skilled at massage since we came to college!
If there is no social event or Dustin feels like staying in that night, we enjoy a movie or do a little gaming (or he enjoys a movie and some gaming while i'm chained up and gagged down in the basement) He'll do some homework while I prepare dinner, we eat, and wind away the night before Dustin heads to bed, usually between 10 and 1. I am usually exhausted by that point and go to bed when he does, but sometimes I like to come check the internets and see what's going on. It's never very long before I'm in bed and in his arms for the night.
It seems like my schedule is pretty sparse, but when you live and sleep 90 percent of your life in shackles, it takes three times as long to do any chore that involves walking. Also keep in mind I didn't list any of my sexual servitude, as those aren't so much scheduled as they are Dustin snaps his fingers and they happen ;)...LOL.
weekends are a little more laid back for me, which is why I'm posting today. I actually wonder how many people even care about my daily schedule, but i felt like writing about it so now we'll all just have to read it :)
XOXOX guys
Ally
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I don't have to.
I don't have to call him "Sir" or "Master" because he hears it in the way I say his name.
I don't have to refer to us as U/us because they're just letters to him and the longer I type, the longer I'm not serving him.
I don't have to be naked all day because he knows that I will gladly be at his first word.
I don't have to serve him.
But I do.
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| Age: 19 |
| Newark,
Delaware |
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