I don't think I could possibly be any more frustrated with the fact that I've discovered I'm submissive than I currently am now. It seems like it's going to be near to impossible to find the relationship I want to be in.
Men seem to be one or the other in my life. Either guys that I've fallen in love with and I think are amazing that aren't capable of truly being dominant or guys that understand me 100% (and know it) but aren't able to be there for me. Which is better to stick with? The sweetheart you care so much about whose 100 years away from being able to get you off or the asshole who makes you feel amazing and fulfilled then drops you on your face? Which tales precedent, emotion or physical needs?
I'm a little more lost than I usually am... |