alidah

all these people in the lifestyle and you'd think there would be somewhere in the world the Domme for me... but as it seems you'd think wrong. I have met 3 maybe 4 Domme's in person and they have no interest in me. the only ones out there that seem to want anything to do with me just want my money. not that i have any in the first place. I have to say that to each there own i suppose but in my eyes Pro Dommes are nothing but Prostitutes and as such I view them as unclean and unsafe and would ask them to not message me or otherwise. I'm not desperate enough to pay for someone to beat me sorry...actually no i'm not Real Domme's feel welcome please. but these so called pro's are not the real thing as far as i am concerned. Pathetic... absolutley Pathetic

Have you ever in an instant know True Bliss?
To know who and what you are simply from a kiss.
For all your life you have toiled and bled
Simply for freedom from the demons within your head?

Have you ever felt that the ropes are your own?
twisted and knotted from threads of your soul
When the web it creates lifts you to space
then all of a sudden you are dropped on your face

Have you ever felt perfect in a place so obscure
with other people of origins unknown
but then like the night and fading sun beams
You awake in your bed You awake from the dream.

Oh how i wish to never wake up
To be in that place with unspoken trust
With people i know will accept who i am
and if they don't it's ok not to give a damn.

i will not spank others

i will not aim for Master's head

i will not yell safe word in the grocery store

i will not yell fire every time Master lights a candle

i will not slap Master with my bra

i will not call Master, Dr. Death

i will not call Master, spud head, butt head or any kind of head

i did not win an emmy for my last session

i will not hide all Master's toys

i will not say "oh Master you're the bestest and biggest" just to get a spanking

i can not fire Master

i will not perform breast implant surgery on the newbies

i will refrain from saying "hail satan" when i don't like Master's orders

i will not waste wax by playing with it or putting it on all Master's clamps

i will not use Master's bondage table for a skateboard ramp or a slide into the pool

i will not wear Master's underwear on my head

....and last but not least

i will not use the pages from Master's Dom Handbook to start the grill...