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MyraLoveless
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mystikmoonshine
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| I've tried rewriting my profile several times and it never seems to come out quite right. So to say something of my self as i'm writing this i'm 35 transgendered and submissive. I am a bit of a nerd, love reading, playing board games, listening to music, watching movies, enjoy Dr Who, Red Dwarf, and a bunch of other things people generally geek out about. I'm not really into sports at all, and would probably just read a book and cuddle if who i'm with likes them.
Personality wise i tend to be patient, affectionate, loving, silly, empathetic, quiet, loyal and probably a bunch of other things that i can't really think of to list. I tend to be a bit shy when i meet someone the first few times and who i am as a person doesn't really come through. I always enjoy a good conversation, and want someone who will want to talk with me at least occasionally.
As far as in the bedroom goes, i am very eclectic and willing to try just about anything that isn't a limit. My hard limits are scat, children, and permanent damage(not including things like tattoos or piercings. If any of those are a must for you please don't contact me. Blood play is a soft limit and if i feel comfortable enough and the other person wanted it i would be willing to try. I am a masochist, definitely enjoy cbt, scratching, and impact play including spanking and flogging. I also like bondage, urethral sounding, and about anything anal.
I am submissive and do want to find the right person to serve. I am kinky, but there is more to that i think. To me that includes daily activities as well. I very much love to cook for another. Giving massages after a hard day is always a pleasure. Finding exactly how to serve someone can take time though, and i always want to know how i can help more. If you've read all this, thank you very much for your time. I would love to chat with anyone to see if we would get along. I know i probably missed several things, and would love to answer any questions.
My ideal person is someone that i get along with both in BDSM and vanilla life. I look more for non-physical qualities hopefully they should be assertive, creative, adventurous, intelligent, at least a little patient, affectionate, and hopefully a bit nerdy. I want them to be someone who's life i can make better. I am looking for a long term relationship, but realize that isn't an immediate thing. I want there to be more than simply sex or fetishes.
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I realize i haven't made a journal entry recently. I'm still single, still learning, finding new interests, and looking. |
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Well, i recently donated my hair to locks of love to help with my promotion at work. It feels a bit wierd having shorter hair, but definitely cooler. My hair is still pretty long at just above my shoulders, but not half way down my back like it was. |
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I'd like to talk about one of my passions...cooking. I absolutely love cooking for others. I love seeing their face light up as they try something new and unexpected and the joy they get from something I've made. Cooking is also something I simply enjoy doing. I like trying new combinations of ingredients and seeing what comes out. While I prefer cooking mostly with a southeast Asian flair, I can cook from many other regions and just making stuff up that doesn't have a true origin other than my head. I tend to mostly cook without recipes once I feel I know what I'm doing. |
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Hmm, i'm not sure what i want any more. I mean i'm still submissive, but honestly haven't really found anyone yet and it becomes a question of shoud i start placing my career first and simply wait for what comes or keep trying to reach out when i rarely get any kind of response much less someone with similar goals. |
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Lately I've been looking at life, rather my life in specific and life itself in more general terms. I feel my mortality and realize life will come to an end. I know that sounds morbid, but it is what is on my mind. Exactly where I fit I don't know, and finding answers seems only temporary since at some point I will feel different about what I've decided.
I think self reflection is an important part of life. What I want out of life is transitory. Who I seek from this site sometimes seems futile. I'm really not a depressing person, and in general I am rather silly and fun, but there are always times when I think looking at the why can help. Heh, I doubt this entry will actually encourage anyone to talk to me, but I am me and if I cover an aspect of who I am then I'm probably not presenting myself truthfully. |
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I haven't talked much about what i offer in a relationship as far as skills go so i should probably explain there a bit. I love cooking and always willing to try to find new and exciting dishes to make for people. I also have a good background in nutrition, so am capable of making nutritious meals or offering advice. My knowledge of electronics is a bit old and lately unused, but i can probably do basic jobs with proper research. I like doing housework, though that would not so much be a skill as something that can be fun. I also enjoy organizing things.
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I'm not sure if anyone actually reads my profile or journal, but i certainly hope someone is. It's probably not conducive here to sound whiny, but lately it feels as though any efforts i make to write to anyone feels as though i might as well not have sent anything. A simple no thank you would suffice.
Well, i've been writing here attempting to put forth a bit of who i am and that is a part of me, but i should probably add something a bit more positive.
As far as what kind of a sub i am, opinionated comes to mind, but so does obedient. I do tend to think quite a bit and have opinions, but i'm also good at not being stuck on them. I am a sub who wants to devote myself to the right person and will accept their judgments. I don't mind being wrong, and always enjoy learning something new.
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How would i describe the person i'm are looking for, i'm not sure this is entirely possible. I don't really care about looks, but more about that persons inner workings. I am looking for someone that i feel i can dedicate myself to and feel happy to belong to them. I would hope we'd have at least a few hobbies in common, but a more important facet would be simply that we get along.
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I should probably clarrify an earlier journal entry. While i won't give money to someone to verify who i am or anything of that nature, i don't believe in something for nothing. I am looking for a relationship rather than simply a session or anything like that. In any relationship there is give and take, and both people get something from it.
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Well, it's been a while since i've written in here so i should probably add a few entries. :) I'll add my thoughts on monogamy and polygamy i guess. By myself i am monogamous. I prefer to devote myself to one person, though for the right couple right couple if i fit right i could see joining. As to other people included that would i guess be up to the other person, but i'm perfectly happy just being with one person.
Lately i've been re-watching Dead Like me. I love that series, very introspective yet cute. I wish that it had more than just two seasons. Quirky and cute things are just so much fun like Katamari Damacy or Eureka.
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I think I'll continue simply writing in my journal rather than updating my profile at least for the moment. It was written before I started writing these. Writing a complete profile becomes a hodgepodge affair cobbled together from many separate thoughts and times. I like the ability to simply write what is on my mind at the time and give a complete set of thoughts for the time. People change over time, and a journal seems to me like it would illustrate that better.
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I guess i'm a rather weird sort of bisexual person. I like any gender of person, but based more upon a mental and emotional attraction. I don't necessarily feel the need to have both genders involved. I'm mostly monogamous. I really only desire to look for one person, but if that other person wants to involve others that is up to them as i would submit to their desires.
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I'm sorry that i have to write this, but i will not send money to prove i am real. I'm willing to meet you, speak on the phone, or whatever else is required. I have no feelings of animosity towards people who do use this method but it is not for me, i'm sorry. I am a very real person and am looking, thank you.
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| Age: 22 |
| Tempe,
Arizona |
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