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I guess I should start with a self introduction, my names Alcy currently 24 and working. I don't really know when I started getting interested in BDSM. Ever since i was young whenever i watch TV dramas and I see the "slaves/servant" (these are TV drama about old age when slaves/servant were a common thing) get slapped around, ordered, or even whipped, a thrill would run down my spine and that very night i would think about that happening to myself. The earliest I remember should be around 8 cause i still remember that scene from the drama very clearly. But that was the most it got, until I guess around 16-17? when I actually heard that there is something called BDSM then i started exploring the web, surfing sites to learn more about it. Well all i can say about that was the more i read the more interested i got. Finally i reached legal age and i joined up on this site and a few others to meet people and chat on chat rooms or via msn. and again the more i learn the more i am interested in it, and that brings me to present time. Sorry for the long intro.
So far i can tell that I should be a sub, i can't imagine myself being a Domme since i dont like to control people. What I feel myself intrested in is humiliation, slapped, taken away on human privilages, denial of things, objectification, being controlled very very strictly during the scene like when I can eat, drink, go toilet, what I can do, can't do, and being merciless to me, and bounded not able to move, and gagged.
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