You: You are a woman, a man, a couple, but Dominant. You need your feet rubbed and massaged at the end of the day. Or You need your house cleaned. Or you just need a toy boy to play with for your amusement. Maybe you need a foot stool, naked by your feet. Sometimes you get amused by humilliating your subs, maybe alone, maybe in front of others. Some other times it may be forced feminization, or maybe pain, or pony play... Or just play time, a scene charged with intensity and electricity in the air, sparks flying from my body as it is flogged merciless by you...
In any case, you get a charge of being in command... and i wish to be at your command.
I want and will be your friend. This is important for me. I am loyal to my friends to the end. Trust, honor, committment are very important for me.
What could I do for you today? How can I serve You?
12/12/2003 7:44:00 AM
Sometimes it is really frustrating for me to live where I live... So difficult to find open minded people, so difficult to connect with others with similar interests to mine. I feel isolated in the middle of nowhere.
I had thought for some time that I would be a great subbie boy... but I know that I need a lot of training and reinforcement. Not play training, but training to get rid of thos characteristics of me that annoy me, the same ones that I find in my vanilla life. I know which ones are they, I can feel them... But I can't get rid of them by myself.
I don't know how all this fits into D/s and BDSM... I know that rigth now it is too soon to get in a relationship, whatever flavor it can have. I NEED to meet new people, people I can trust, friends. There are so many issues that I want to explore that I feel overwhelemed by myself...
How can I balance wanting to feel pain with wanting to feel appreciated, loved, and cared? How do I balance being extremely attracted to women with wanting to perform oral sex on a man? Is there anybody out there that can take all of me? Somebody who can take me for who I am instead of just a part of me?
12/12/2003 7:38:28 AM
This is a very neat, wonderful feature of this system. I had never seen something like this... It is sooo cool !!!!!
