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Hi Sir,
I am college educated, financially stable, and confident corporate leader with high career aspirations in my vanilla life. I am trusting to a fault but intuitive. I will always be honest since I'm a terrible liar.
I need to connect on all levels and not just on a sexual level. Friends with benefits are a cheap commodity. I hope we can share vanilla activities while privately keeping our M/s relationship when we're in public. I would like a LTR with a Master where we can relax and hang out together. Communication is so important in a M/s relationship -- it doesn't always have to be verbal, but it does need to be regular and consistent. If I have fears then I hope I will be allowed to express them without retribution.
I have had submissive fantasies my whole life and finally decided to act on them. I know that I need to please and serve an overtly Dominant Man as an obedient submissive in order for me to be happy. I love the feeling of a Man's control and power over me.
I know that I need more of what I've tasted. I don't know where all my limits are but I look forward to putting my body and my mind in the care of the right Master to find those limits. I would like to start by exchanging emails, go to IM when i feel safe, build to talking, meet, anticipate a private meeting, maybe build trust into a deep M/s LTR where I can anticipate your needs, serve you, be your pleaser. I may even thank you for your degradation and humiliation of me if we reach that level of trust. I hope to be a good girl for the right Man. I look forward to your tests and challenges to be your good girl.
I am a nymph and a private slut, but only for the right Man. I'm always wet and ready for you to take me as your rite and property. I am hoping for a man that will send me home worn out; grateful to go home and sleep and rest my body. But eager for the next time I'll be back to serve you.
I look forward to Your next loving discipline session with me, feeling my bond to you strengthen afterwards as I sink deeper into my submission to you and your power, strength, control, and will over me.
If you want a one-night toy, keep looking.
I have had fantasies about being a slave since before I knew about sex. Have discovered that this submissive side of me is perfectly normal and that I shouldn't be trying to suppress it. I discovered the BDSM lifestyle (that I was not alone) in 2010 and now I am gorging myself on information and trying to learn who I really am. I feel like such a late bloomer but I am trying to find some balance and pace myself as I take in all that is around me.
I thought all Men were dominant and that all women were submissive like me. That was a formula for disaster when they wouldn't dominate me. In fact they were expecting the same dominant woman that they saw on the street or in the office. Can you see where this was going? In my career I am very aggressive, a leader, and am fearless. Alternately, in my relationships I am very submissive and get frustrated if I have to take the lead or make the decisions for us. I like to have some input but I want to feel that I can trust the ultimate decision to Him. I like to be surprised and kept guessing. I tend to be very intuitive and will try to predict your next move. I love strategy but stink at playing chess.
I have served under one Master and played with one other, and I enjoyed what I experienced, even if those Masters weren't right for me. i know that i am a slave -- i have learned this much. I am curious and open minded about trying new things and finding out what's right for me and who my right Master is.
Here is a list of what I think I am looking for in a Master. It's a small list for now:
* He needs to be intelligent
* He must be honest
* He must have integrity
* There must be transparency in the relationship, not just from me -- trust me to be in your life
* He must be confident in who He is
* I want a real-time relationship, not online
* I want a full-spectum relationship, not the crumbs of your life. I want a man that wants to be in my life and wants me to be in his life
* I want laughter, a sense of humor, and to be with a generally optomistic person.
* No married men
* No poly men
* I don't want to be the hitachi for his other relationship(s)
* He must be engaging to my mind -- I need more than his dick
* He must be able to get inside my mind to bring me to submission -- by that I mean that I'm not going to submit to just anyone because they call themself a Master and require me to call them by a title...but if they can get inside my head and make me want to offer my submission to Him, well that's just delicious submission
I must be able to trust and respect him (sounds obvious)
* As my Master He will remove my worries and fears -- anything that competes with my focus on pleasing Him
If you don't have a picture of yourself on your profile or can't send a picture of yourself, then don't expect a response.
If you can't bother to put together a profile or can't formulate the words, then don't expect a response.
If you can't engage my mind in your email, then don't expect a response.
please, no pictures of your cock and you don't have to describe it in all it's glory to me in your first introduction. Don't send me a poem as your entire email, that's just spam. Please don't Describe a scene to me. I don't want to be disrespected as your first impression. You haven't earned my submission or the right to humiliate me simply by emailing me.
Is that too much work? If yes, then move along...
I hope that he can embrace my confidence and also recognize my weak and vulnerable side.
I will be 24/7 for the right Master. I am not currently owned or collared.
Please feel free to give any comments or feedback. I am looking to meet people and friends through the lifestyle but I am shy about reaching out to strangers. Please, reach out to me.
Thanks,
aiea
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| Age: 42 |
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