I HATE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I WANT YOU, I REPELL YOU, I DETEST YOU, I SEEK YOU, I CRAVE YOU, I IGNORE YOU.
MORE AND MORE AND MORE....
"You push me
To go the extra mile
You push me
When it's difficult to smile
You push me
A better version of myself
You push me
Only you and no one else
You push me
To see the other point of view
You push me
When there's nothing else to do
You push me
When I think I know it all
You push me
When I stumble and I fall
Keep on pushing like nobody
[Chorus]
Every race I win
Every mood I'm in
Everthing I do
I owe it all to you
Every move I make
Every step I take
Everything I do
It's all because you push me
You push me
When I don't appreciate
You push me
Not to lie and not to hate
You push me
When I want it all to end
You push me
When I really need a friend
You push me
All I wanna do is cry
You push me
When it's hard for me to try
You push me
When I do it for myself
You push me
Only you and no one else
Keep on pushing like nobody
[Chorus]
You push me
Keep on pushing like nobody
[Chorus]
To go the extra mile
When it's difficult to smile
A better version of myself
Only you and only you and only you
To see the other point of view
When there's nothing else to do
When I think I know it all
Only you and only you and only you"
Madonna lyrics "PUSH"
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"to spend the brink of a new year with those we love, laugh with, smile with, chat with, and look forward too...each day..."
that is what I had tonight.
far from being alone, or lonely, despite being physically without others here in the house, I feel warm all over, and glowing with joy.
Thank you, thank you, thank you, to all those who came into chat room #passion tonight.
and, those, who could not, I look forward to seeing you there, shortly, to wish you a wonderful new year..
oh, and we celebrated it on NYC time...when the ball dropped.
off to catch a bit of sleep.
and wake up... truly wake up...in the new year, to the new year.
Welcome in the New Year,
resolution....resolve.....restore...
"re"....
do again.
try again.
set clock to zero...
There is a time and place for New, but, times when... the past, has not been without it's lesson's.
Ironically, those who will be the most suprised to see me return on my footstep's, need to ask themselve's.."what if." "what if all that has been explained as dis-harmonious by her, was because the tune was not right....the "in-tuned" alignement of two souls. Once sung to the right key...held there...moving the very fiber of the being...it that not enough? Enough to say. "Yes, this is worth keeping?"
once, a song is sung in tune, all the mistakes of wrong chords..(dis chord) fall to the wayside...as the beauty of a song carries the spirit..carries two souls...
far...
So, I have found peace. on the eve of 2010, peace came too me.
I welcome in the energies of the New, and place them tenderly along-side the Knowledge of the Old.
I wish all of you, the best, and a path that carries you inwards... spiraling inwards...on the subconscious...till it becomes usable wisdom in the forefront of your mind....
a journey full of pain, walking on thorns....
yes..but, the thorns are our own ego's limitations..scattered there by misuse and misinterpretation...
a very special:
Thank you to those who held my hand over the last two months.
Here is the the litmus test. If my highest good is your true wish, you will feel my peace now. If you had a hidden agenda, only anger and scorn will fill you when I cross your mind or path....
hold that litmus paper..and..with the eyes of a friend, eyes of the one who saw the pain...watch...and, see the peace roll into the new year, inmy life....thus....relieving your heart of cynicism.
or,
as a person said not so long ago to me.
"I only want your highest good, your actions, taken upon yourself by yourself, for yourself, cannot harm me. go in peace."
concerned detachment it is called in Buddhism.
Blessings.
