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| Submissive TV looking for part time relationship of fantasy fulfillment. I want to serve a Master's sexual needs when we can both be available. I am tall, slender, obedient, sexual, passionate. I crave a man's cock, smell, and feel. I am open to much and can be taken to the limit.
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Relationships begin ... and they end. I am thankful for the wonderful time my Master gave to me and the lessons He taught me. I will love Him always but He has moved on and I am here ... unattached ... and ready to explore a new relationship ... a new encounter ... The most important lesson??? .... that i AM who i am, and i am a slave at heart and in my soul, longing to serve and please, ... deply fulfilled when i know my Master has been pleased and satisfied.
Love does not end, but neither does it prevent attachment to another and the love and adoration for another. I want to be in love with my Master, and will serve Him as He desires. When one has loved as I have, one becomes even more capable of giving love to others. I am ready to give my love, my adoration, my committment, and my complete devotion to another.
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I've been away for a couple months, pursuing other pleasures. I just spent much of my weekend with a man who I met through another site. It was an incredible and wonderful experience. However, while the sex (almost non-stop at that) was incredible and delightful, what it did for me most of all was to confirm what I feel about myself. This man saw my femininity, ... the girl inside, ... and he absolutely delighted in it. In this world of transgenderism, one meets so many men who are wanting to fulfill their dark and hidden fantasy about being with a man without having to "look" at a man. We girls help them get their suppressed homosexual "rocks off" without having to admit that they are really attracted to men, or at least that they crave cock. That's o.k., and I certainly understand. But, this man saw me and felt me exactly as I see and feel myself, i.e., as I am in the only reality that matters. As a result he left me feeling so much more feminine, submissive, desirable, passionate, and sensual. Every man I have met has found me attractive and desirable, but this man truly saw the woman in me. With that as a foundation, my devotion and complete committment is right around the corner. Will he drive 4 hours again?? Only time will tell. |
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Circumstances and life's demands bring us all to various decisions. We don't ask for these times, they simply impose themselves on us, and we either accept them or reject them. My sexuality is what it is, and I do not know how to apologize for it or explain it. How I wish I had been born a girl. But, it wasn't to be, and I am relegated to this manly body with a girl's soul inside. And so, I get caught up in the demands of daily life and disappear, ... only to reappear in the same form and the same contradiction ... a man longing to be a girl ... a woman ... in service to my Master in every way, longing to earn his desire and lust, wishing I could become all that he wants me to be, and wanting to be everything to him in every way. Even with my absence from time to time, I remain who and what I am. And, with time, I will be ready to give myself completely over to Him. |
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Sometimes I feel so slutty and dirty. I want to be used to sexually satisfy my lover. When I am feeling this way, fantasies of my owner inviting several men to enjoy my body fill my thoughts ... being fucked by one man after another while several other men fill my mouth with their cum lingers in my thoughts. And when they are satiated, being taken by my Owner to affirm our bond. Something happens inside that is so very powerful when a man feeds me and nourishes me with his cum. I become insatiable immediately and feel like I could never get enough. It makes me feel so natural, so feminine, and so submissive. When I am alone and must pleasure myself, I slowly fuck myself with my favorite dildo and keep myself at a peak so that I continue to cum in small amounts and taste my cum for as long as possible. This only makes me want all the more to develop my shape and breasts, and become as feminine and female as I can, ... and I dream of the day I can be myself. |
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I dream of the day my owner announces that my complete feminization will begin. Nothing would bring more peace to me than to belong to the one who sees the woman living deep inside me and wants her to come fully to the surface. I fantasize about being the perfect woman, ... with or without my "extra parts", ... and being the perfect submissive slave. My fantsies are strong and deep. I can think of only a few activities that would be off limits. Today my fantasies are particularly strong ... perverse ... sexual ... savoring my owner's fluids ... pleasing my owner's guests ... submitting to commands that only belong in a true and genuine owner/slave relationship ... commands that are intended to demonstrate my committment to my owner.
I love the website FictionMania. Some of the stories are so erotic and scream out my fantasies and desires. Two stories I particularly like are called "Club Voodoo" and "Newlyweds". The authors are Suzette and Little Tom, respectively. Both capture me so well, and describe my deepest longings and fantasies. I invite you to find them and read them if you wish to understand me. I would be so happy if either could actually happen to me!
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| Age: 24 |
| Dallas,
Texas |
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