aeryysadoll

True D/s Lifestyle submissive. Naturally submissive, but i am -=not=- seeking *anything* more than friendships right now. Please respect this. Not interested in "play time" friends, nor "players" .. my life is oriented around the Lifestyle, and in some ways, i am very old fashioned in my line of thinking. i am constantly learning, as should anyone in the Lifestyle. at the moment i am re-evaluating my life, my involvement in D/s and all aspects of myself.

At the present time i will be taking some "me" time, redirecting where my life is going, and trying to reconstruct what is "me"..

If i were interested in a relationship, the ideal person would have to accept that i *am* me, that i'm not going to change for anyone but myself, and that this is in no way, shape or form a disrespect to that person. i believe in self-preservation. If i cannot do things for myself, i would be unable to do anything for anyone else.

***ALSO, please note, i will NOT perform on webcam for anyone's pleasure. i believe that my body is a "temple" so to speak, and i'm not going to show it off to whoever asks me to do so.. i have *much* more respect for myself than that. Even if You were my Dominant partner, i would **refuse** to "play on cam". It's not my style.

i have a mind of my own, i speak it quite frequently. i'm a pain in the ass, and i like it that way. i have no intention of disrespecting anyone, however, i *can* think for myself, and you will either accept this, or keep walking.

i tend to be a bit silly at times, and a little misunderstood by many people, to which all i have to say is, if Y/you dont understand me, please, ask me to try and explain, and i will.

To me, the D/s Lifestyle is *all* about Love, Respect, Trust, and Faith.. If Y/you can't understand these concepts, Y/you're probably just looking for a cheap thrill. This is not me. i am generally respectful to those who prove to be True to themselves, and very respectful towards Dominant peers unless (they are) otherwise proven to be a complete and total ass-clown.

Without Love, you cannot Respect, without Respect, you cannot Trust, and without Trust, you cannot have Faith, and without Faith, you have nothing..

If you cannot have these things with Y/your partner, why the hell would you let them put you into a potentially dangerous situation!?

Current News: Life is a cold, calloused c**t...

With that said...

Hi. i am Adra.
There is not a whole lot to know about me, at this point.. If Y/you would like to know something about me, please send me a message.

*** Uncollared stray... As i've stated above, i'm going to take some time out for myself, and take things *slow* when i do find someone worthy of my attention..

I've been through a lot, yes, i have "baggage" ... but dont we all?

The Following is a little excerpt that i wrote inspired by a whirl of chaos i went through at the time.. Please feel free to send me a comment about it, or any advice or criticism Y/you may have to offer!

"Squeezing the last few breaths out of empty lung cavities exposed to the light of day.. Smoke swirls, calling your name, pulling you in like a moth to a flame..

Your mind, a wasteland of thought too precious to feed.. The only thing crossing your mind is how much you miss the caress of warm cloth wrapped around your naked skin when hearing his voice calling you out of the dark...

Scratching nails along the ivory of keys that never quite hit the right note... Fragile little sounds come from the back of it like rats flee from a plague..

Your voice too damaged to hear yourself harmonize with the mis-tuned chords you try to bash out of a dead piano.. No addiction could make this sound pretty to anyone.. The tone deaf scream in horror at the monstrosity.. "
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