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| Retaining quite a few years in this lifestyle as a slave - not submissive - my current situation is forcing me to yet again lay myself out for inspection and scrutinizing.
First things out of the way, please, no women, no married men, this includes "separated" as it is just the same in my eyes. No children, preferrably, I do not make a good nanny, babysitter, nor do I have a maternal ounce in my body. Please be within my age range - no less than 25, no more than 48. I want to grow old with my Master.
The situation I am attempting to find is a bit difficult for most. Though I speak from experiences where it has worked well.
I seek the life of a kept woman - quite literally. Co-dependency to a point. My Master being everything to me, my world. My life is that of a devoted servant, maid, chef, landscaper, laundress, lover, mate, play thing, friend, and confidant.
I am not looking for just play, I am, indeed, looking for -gasp-, a ree-LAY-shun-ship.
I have lived this life for the past 10 years, working outside the home only when I needed a release, not as a necessity.
Taking care of my Master and his abode has been, and generally always will be a full time job in and of itself.
As to my current/ending situation - My Master has decided that he is Poly and I am having a very hard time fitting in with this as it is in one of my hard limits. This was promised in our original binding that it would not happen - but it has. I wish them the best of luck, but I cannot continue on in a situation where I am entirely uncomfortable.
Yes, I am a monogamous woman. Idle play with friends is one things and acceptable. But I need my Master to be Mine and all Mine. I am selfish and jealous - I can admit that. That means - no poly, no otherwise occupied men, nada, zilch, zero. Me, and just me.
As you have noticed, majority of this add has focused on the less than sexual aspects.
To me, what I do in a bedroom, dungeon, with my mouth or vagina does not define my lifestyle or me as a person.
I enjoy a variety of kinky play from very mild to extremely edgy. It all depends on the person involved and the bond of trust to be had.
I have a big fondess for ettiquette and protocol, though with that said, submissive, slave, or not, you should still have the decency to address me as you would properly address a lady. By this I mean none of the: "Bow to me now slut". That just shows your lack of tact and sincerity in the similar things I am seeking.
As for my physical aspects -I harbor a small self loathing. I am shorter, pudgy, wear glasses, have naturally frizzy curly hair that I attempt to tame with a flat iron, I am tattooed, freckled and pale.
I do have pictures, but not for public display due to steering clear of drama stirrers I have encountered in my past, and those associated with my ex Master causing me undue stress.
If I have piqued your interested in the slightest bit - i welcome a kind message.
A picture of you will get one of me in turn.
*Please, no cock shots*
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