MG, when I first began talking to you, I had many preconceived notions on submission, “choice" and "forced" as it relates to submission. Submission, to me, was something almost as a role play type action. The "sub" got what he/she wanted and the domme got something in return, usually money. It was something, a service, being provided the sub. In this context, different subs have different fetishes that are fulfilled by the domme. I didn't believe that a sub was forced to do anything and had the choice to act out or not. I guess in my view the sub was actually in control, but gave it up in a role play type "game". After my experience with you, my thoughts have definitely changed. Although there are still those who play submission "games", I now believe that there is another type of submission that exists. This one is real. A domme actually is able to overwhelm a sub into giving in to that particular domme’s will. This isn't a onetime conversion, all of a sudden, but a process where a person is just overtaken somehow by the strength, beauty, intelligence, whatever, of the domme? It happens over time. This type of submission is when the sub isn’t getting what they want, but is concerned about what the domme wants. A real "giving in" to the will of the domme. The sub almost starts to live for the domme. It’s not a game. Real feeling is involved. I could never see before how a man would not be able to make a choice in a matter concerning his own life, but amazingly i see that there can come a point in a sub’s life where he cannot say no to whatever his domme says, even when it is something he doesn't want to do. The need to please the domme is so very important; it becomes the only choice, leaving him no choice. And he can be "forced" to do things he would never do otherwise. Forced because he "just can’t" displease his domme. He cannot say no.

Well it has been a whole day since I gave up my life to a beautiful red head. I have not been this contented in years. Mistress MG has a talent like no other. She makes me feel like a teenager again, which includes a permanent erection. Today I get to hear her infectious giggle on her radio program. I will just hang on her every word. My life has changed for the better because of this amazing woman, i have collerme.com to thank for that. To all those out there who feel despondent, with a little effort and just a little luck you too will find a light at the end of the tunnel.  Thank you Mistress Material Girl for taking control of my life, you are indeed a Goddess.

Happy to say I think I have found my perfect woman. For all my blustering about financial mistress's I find I am just too weak when it comes to this particular woman. I feel like a teenager again and that is all thanks to Material Girl. No longer looking for anyone else. 

Material Girl allowed me the honour of hearing her voice today. I have fallen in love with the British accent. Material Girl has an infectious giggle that is incredibly hard to resist. I found myself asking, and then begging to send her a gift, anything to make her smile. Unfortunately she ignored my pleas, which only makes her more intriguing. I want to know everything about this woman; I am completely under her spell.

Update: I was in communication with a lovely young lady from England a few weeks back and have found out since that she has been unwell of late. She has the cutest smile, the most intense eyes and long dark red hair you could lose yourself in. She is beautiful; intelligent, has a wicked sense of humour. Here's the shocker, she is keen on financial domination. However I find that this woman is far removed from the usual GREED driven young brats on CM. For example, She is happy to chat without insisting on any kind of tribute, a word which she dislikes. Only those individuals who agree to be owned and under contract to her are expected to pay for the privilege. Funny thing is, I am beginning to see how being owned by such a woman would be worth it. I already feel the urge and desire to please her in any way I can including financially, it is something I have not experienced before and I find it is quite exciting and extremely arousing. I look forward to getting to know and perhaps being owned one day by Material Girl.

Material Girl it is my fondest wish is that you recover promptly from your discomfort, and that we again exchange messages. You are intriguing, and I would dearly love to get to know you better.