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(update ) i am now permanently disowned by my former Owners Master Cage and Mistress Linda.i have lied to them and dishonered them and was an embarressment the home they took me from was covered with mountains of cat urine and feces on the furniture and my clothes with atleast 3 inches of cat hair everywhere my body odor was actualy mistaken for a skunk smell outside until they realized it was my odor they were smelling,i dont know how to dress my personal hygiene needs greatly improved i thought my Mistress was going to blow a gasket when i told her i dont use soap or even a washcloth to wash my self with i just get in the water and that is good enough in my eyes they tried to teach me the right way to be and act but i didnt realize or understand that i was living like an animal and unhealthy i have wasted their time and energy i took advantage of their hospitality and acted like i knew nothing at all that i lived in a closet all my life telling them of the abuse i have had put on me but it all was a lie they treated me very well and tried to show me a better way of life but i would not accept there generous offer and continued my life and hygiene as i always have i thought they would never get rid of me but the day came that i was sent back to where i come from they packed my stuff and drove me back to where they got me from and the moment i got out of the truck and realized what i had given up a clean home healthy food nice clothes but most of all a clean nice home i realized the mistake i have made by not listening and doing what they tried to teach me to better myself my stuff was left on the street and i asked my family to please help carry my things in they looked at me like i was a stranger and kept on walking and that very moment i knew i have lost the best thing in my life just because i wouldnt change for the better i was even offered one more chance to stay and do the right thing and earn everything i had back and i literally spat in their face i wanted to go back to my old life but once there i knew just how bad i messed things up i know i cannot go back to the past and change the decsion i made and because of that i am writting this as my open and heartfelt confessionfeel free to do or say with this confession as you wish. tonya

8/21/2009 8:50:57 PM i really dont care what anyone thinks