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About ABrokenGirl
I'm not very good at writing about myself. I never really know what to say or what might prove relevant to you the reader. I was told by a friend that this would be a good place to find what I want. I suppose by now, I'm willing to give almost anything a try.
I'm looking to meet new people right now. I can't really stand the thought of giving myself up and locking into a long term thing at the moment. My Master, Johnny Elk, was killed in a car accident and I really just want someone to talk to that can understand what it feels like to have your Master die like that. Just die and not have a chance to say goodbye.
I'm from Minnesota originally and yes, I have the accent. People mention it all the time. Not much I can do about it other then sound like the midwest hick that I can be sometimes.
Anyway, if you're looking for a one night stand or some no strings attatched booty call, leave me alone. Not interested. Why would I go and let myself feel cheap and used for your own entertainment?
If your looking for conversation and making friends, then yeah, send me an e-mail and I'll respond. |
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Obviously, this is my first journal entry. I'll start with why I'm here. I'm here because the three men I have met here in Portland have been complete disasters. Two were married which I discovered after the fact. The other was a man that claimed to be Dominant but rather needed me to be the Dominant one so that he could get his jollies off. Pathetic.
So yes, I am a submissive and no, this doesn't mean that I bend to everything everyone wants from me. If I did that, I'd be dead. I have a hard time letting go. It's harder now because I lost Johnny. He was killed in a car wreck in November. The roads back home in Minnesota were slick with ice. Two 22,000 lbs coils fell from a semi flat bed and Johnny hit one of the coils head on. It killed my Master and his passanger, a mutual friend of ours instantly. perhaps I'm being melodramatic, but I feel lost. I feel all alone and I don't understand why he left me here alone. Johnny had all the answers. he knew how to fix any problem and help me. He knew how to be there for me and how to love me while still doing what was best for me. I'd do almost anything to feel that sense of peace and tranquility again. |
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