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I am pissed.
I did nothing wrong.
This is such shit.
And how are you supposed to go out there again and think about someone else's hands on you knowing you did nothing wrong but exemplary service.
What is the point?
Why bother?
I mean why not just say fuck it and start screwing old rich guys?
Why ask for anything more.
WHy expect it.
Clearly it is all an illusion and damn this incessant inborn need to serve a king. I wonder if there is a way to do away with it. Pretend it isn't there.
If not him then who?
To think that it just keeps getting better and better.
To think that my heart can scream again with joy and fulfillment is probably the stupidest thing I have ever done to myself,
WTF is with these people that do poly households? Dood can you not see having a girl like me there would bring the roof down on top of your little fantasy? I mean hello?
Maybe I should get one of those?
A couple of slaves who like to be beaten and take out my anger and frustration on them.
Whats up bitches! ..........SLAP! My master did not keep me and the world must pay for it.
I can see if I was a cheating slut. A careless cunt. A blank minded thing he got tired of playing with.
Maybe he just isn't a good Master and I shouldn't have asked him to take me,
Oh well.
Thinking about things past can drive you mad.
I have my sanity and a shred of dignity I should hold onto them and work toward acceptance.
Here is your dinner bitch! LOL
That would be funny. |
