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***My Master and I are also looking for a female sub playmate to tease and explore with :) Please message either myself or my Master (Newton76) if you are in the Swindon/Bristol area and are interested in getting to know us :D xxx *** |
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Have had a few requests for my wishlist... so for all those who would like to treat me..
http://amzn.com/w/1YN269BTFKSHP
Kisses
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I love my Master so much words are not adequate to describe it.
He is the most kind, caring, compassionate,loving, open, honest man I have ever met. He loves me just the way I am, my faults, my good points, my moods (lol).
I want to give him everything I can, I want to make him the happiest I possibly can.....
Because that is what he has done for me xxxxx |
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Master and I are looking for a female play toy :)
We are looking for a sub preferably however if you just want some naughty fun with us thats great too :)
If any ladies are interested please drop us an email
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I require a sub for beating, humilating and generally being my toy.
Who wants to be my footstool? :) |
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You're so hypnotizing
Could you be the devil
Could you be an angel
Your touch magnetizing
Feels like I am floating
Leaves my body glowing
Kiss me, ki-ki-kiss me
Infect me with your love and
Fill me with your poison
Take me, ta-ta-take me
Wanna be a victim
Ready for abduction |
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I now know what it means to fly... I feel full, sated and at peace... |
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If you could only see, the beast you've made of me. I held it in but now it seems you've set it running free.....
Screaming in the dark, I howl when we're apart. Drag my teeth across your chest to taste your beating heart.... . |
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hmmmmmm... have I been dropped...? |
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I have been having lots of issues connecting to the internet and have not had my laptop for nearly three weeks.... if you have sent me a message in the time.. very sorry I havent gotten back to you x |
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Things are changing... I am looking after my self now.....
Consider the red hair a warning label..... |
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week from hell..............please end.... |
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Am I a sub, a slave or a masochist..... or all three?
I have no idea right now.... |
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I am finding myself craving pain at the moment. I need to feel the burning, stinging, hot pain that makes me space and float. I need it so badly.
I am ashamed that I am thinking of myself before Master. My all consuming need should be him. Not me thinking about my needs.
...sigh.... |
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Must learn to be more patient, it is not my place to put demands on my Master, no matter how horny or frustrated I am.
But GOD its sooooo hard....!! |
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Have just finished reading the Sleeping Beauty trilogy by Anne Rice.
I now want to be a pony!! :o) |
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I would like to hear about anyones experiences on being caged.
Please drop me a message as I am very interested in what it does to you....good and bad. |
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I am unsure. I feeling a little better but still confused. I am hoping this weekend will bring quiet in my overactive mind. I crave silence and contentment.
I wonder what a cage will do for the raucous noise that goes on in my head. I have heard some slaves experience mental silence when caged, that sounds like bliss.
I wish for things to be easy...huh.....don't we all. |
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Confused. Upset. Denied. Betrayed. Angry. Down. Low. Dejected. Unsure. |
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Having a very stressful time at work and at home at the moment.
Thank god for vibrators.... Natural stress relief! |
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Hmmmm......... Thank you Master :o)
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I need a beating, a really hard thrashing actually.
Please....anyone?...... Sigh..... |
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Master is in a bad mood and I can't do anything to help. ( he's not mad at me!).
He is having a really tough time at work and I hate not being able to make it better.
When he gets home I fetch him drinks, make his dinner, rub his feet, anything to help him relax and I can see he is still stewing on work problems.
Sigh.... Any ideas to help Master relax? ( I have offered myself, massages, blow jobs etc but when he gets stressed out that is the last thing on his mind ) |
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Having one of those days where my self esteem is at rock bottom.
Everyone is prettier than me, thinner than me and more attractive than me.
God.... Why would anyone want me?
Master must just pity me, I swear he can't possibly find me attractive..... |
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After my really grumpy message the other day I wanted to say thank you to all the kind messages I have recieved offering help or advice. It is really appreciated..thank you :o)
I have since sat down and had a very long talk with Master and I am hoping we have sorted out most of what was bothering both of us....
fingers crossed :o) |
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So angry.
Why should I submit if it goes unnoticed?
Why should I make an effort when its not noticed.
I can submit, obey and serve.
I can also be bratty, unccoperative and rude.
Both gets the same reaction. NOTHING.
So what is the point. |
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I wish I could purr...... It's a perfect sound of contentment and it matches how I feel right now.... |
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They make me feel ecstatically happy.
They make me smile.
They make me want to try harder, push further and do more.
They make me feel light inside.
They make me love you and want to please you more.
They are what I work for, suffer for and take all the pain for.
For those two little words from you...
"Good Girl"
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I have this nagging ache almost like hunger.
It makes me want to howl its so frustrating.
I dont know what it is that I need. |
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I was sent to work with a butt plug in this morning! It's been an interesting day :o) |
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Today I am savouring some lovely marks left all over my chest from Master.... |
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So nervous I can't sleep.
What will tomorrow bring .... |
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Master has just rescued me from an enormous spider in the bath....
...I actually screamed!!! |
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Today, for the first time in a long time, I feel content.
I am beginning to learn my place and I am happy to accept it.
I am your maid, servant, slut, friend and wife.
I am Your's.
Your slave....
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I feel like I am a toy in a box not being used.
Please play with me, beat me, hurt me, I need you so much I am in pain already.
I am ashamed that I am thinking of myself before you, please put me in my place. Make me fear you and love you more than I do now.
My eyes have been opened so fast that I am blinded by all the possibilities we have, help me slow down, help me see, give me patience.
Please understand me..... |
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Just had another very vivid mental picture of my Master taking me to visit friends. When we are given drinks I am made to kneel on the floor and drink from a bowl..... |
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Currently at work. Having trouble concentrating on what I am supposed to be doing. I keep getting a picture pop in my head of Master tying me up with my hands over my head and beating me until I scream! Then when he's bored of me.... Letting My Lord take over :o) |
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Just gonna stand there and watch me burn...
But thats alright because I like the way it hurts.... |
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Experienced my first sub drop the other night. Very peculiar sensation.... |
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I have confessed to my husband that I wish to be his slave.
He is currently training me to serve him and he has me on my collar and lead at all times while I am learning.
I am a very happy slave!!
Would like to mention that none of this would have been possible with the help we have recieved from "My Lord".
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Am starting training on how to be a good little sub today...... |
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And not only that... he's MINE .. all mine... xxxx
I am exploring a lot of new things with my Master, one of which is me playing with other submissives. Which is what we are seeking here.
If you want to know more please just drop me a message... Master will be reading them so be nice :):)
xxxxxxxxxxx