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| May I ask if a Mistress might offer me a 2~3 week stint as a satin sissy maid. ?I understand the reasons for a dildo, chastity ?... even a tight corset and a hood, possibly also a gag. I'm petrified about having my first anal dildo; ?I will serve; I admit that I am not perfect; ? not even close; and need Mistress to discipline me accordingly. ?I am fearful I will not be good enough.Iam scared..respectfully fearful.
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Ij ust passed my 61st b/day; I do not act my age. ?I'm a good cleaner and servant; 4" heels are difficult for me. ?I will serve Mistress as she pleases. ?I hope that she will use a 4" posture collar or a wand around my chastity cage ~ I remain fearful of the pain ang my inescapable situation ... ?no one knows where I am; she could hold me hete forever. ? I am constantly reminded of my role. What if she uses clothes pins on my nipples ... this may cause screaming pain.
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Please .... no Mistress....I try to scream thru a really tight inflatable gag ...
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This is a lifetime experience for me, Mistress. ?can you please help me? I need to learn to serve. I need discipline. ?8
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