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| My defining characteristics are curiosity and a quest for understanding. My life is one of creativity, invention, entrepreneurship and adventure. I know that I have a life that many would envy rather than pity, but I am haunted by my kink - or to be more accurate - my ever increasing awareness of my kink. My intense curiosity compels me to explore. In some instances, that's a good thing, but when you stumble across aspects of your reality that you'd rather not be revealed (to yourself or others) it is a curse. It would be naive to thaink that the infromation availabe through the Internet created this kink in me - in truth there was always something different about my sexuality.But easy access to a broad range of information coupled with long periods of business travel where I was alone and bored allowed me to hone in on exactly what turns me on. I discovered and now understand aspects of myself that I was not thrilled to find - but it does seem to be how I'm wired even if I'm not entirely pleased about it or my inability to control myself. I'm sure that I'm not alone in experiencing this cycle of trying to purge and walk away from the kink only to be drawn back in deeper. But I know that I cannot avoid my destiny, so here I am seeking to better understand and embrace my submissive nature. Discretion is very important to me.
Please note that I have no interest in "financial domination." Though I am well to do, I do not appreciate being treated like an ATM after someon spends 30 minutes chatting with me. I am very genrous to those who make a meaningful contribution to mu life's journey, but that type of interpersonal realtionship takes time to develop. I fully support and respect the right of others to use sites such as this to provide quick interaction service for fee, but I want to upront that that is not for me.
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