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I could use a good little subby boy to do my dishes... |
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Almost done with this site..... |
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ok if you like chubby girls or chubby boys join the site Chubbyfishing.com |
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merry christmas kinkers and more. |
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Thinking I am about to get dressed and go to Walmart. lol |
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Bored out of my fucking mind! |
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Here I am waiting. Just waiting. Getting sicker and sicker to my tummy. Will he really text me or will I hear nothing from him again, Waiting here all day for him. Feeling my heart break. I feel so depressed. I feel like I am losing it. I can't text him I can't call him. Does he care how this makes me feel. I feel like nothing. Just waiting. |
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I hate it when he is away. I miss him so much and I feel so lonely. |
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I am two sec. from deleting this fucking thing. |
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on Friday I spent the day with my master. It was magical. I felt so safe in his arms. The way held me. We had a wonderful play session it was nice to have my limits pushed and to see what i could take. I am going to love growing with him, and learning from him. I love him so very much. I has happen so quickly but I am ok with this completely.
Kitten |
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I think I may have found my white Knight. And I like it when he calls me Kitten. |
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I have found my self training a slave boy and a sub boy. My slave boy can be bratty at times. But I am enjoying him. My new sub boy seems sweet and listens beautifully so far. We shall see. Finding myself enjoying all aspects of the lifestyle. |
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Finding myself getting my best friend involved in the life style. Enjoying being a teacher and answering her questions. |
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It is said, that before you can master others you must master your own life. |
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I hate collarme sometimes. 9 out of the 10 people you meet on here or talk to on here are fakes and go away. This guy Mike seemed pretty nice in the first then bam gone… No where. I get so frustrated.
Then my olive tree.
Over 90 % of my life I have felt alone. Trapped in my own mind with in all of my own confusion. No one every really knowing me. I felt like I had to hide myself, my flaws. My disorders. I felt like I had to mold myself for each person I would encounter. May it have been physical or mental. Not knowing my self it makes it very hard to be what some one else needs. Only knowing my true submission and finding how or where it would fit in my life seemed so tiring, but I knew it was there. How I long to give myself over completely to someone. Being there for there every need, but only wanting it to be me. I wanted to know they needed me as much as I them. That only I could fix something that could be or maybe just as broken as I.
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So according to my therapist I need to take emotion out of my sex life for awhile. She said aimless sex seems to be what you need if you are going to be having sex. So here is the deal. Guess I want to play. But nothing serious. A long term play partner is one thing but I need to take love out of it. So I will. At least till I fix myself. |
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I was reading threw random profiles. Just to see what people thought and had to say. As I am going threw the Doms profiles I came across one that in the beginning this individual seemed Intelligent enough to continue reading. Saying his likes disliked what he wanted. I knew from the word this Master, he was not right for me. Anyways he stated he didn’t like BBW’s witch is fine all the way till the point he says,
"A slave of mine will not be the save of a twinky".
What the Fuck? I would like to state I do NOT like twinkys. |
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I can take pride in knowing I am more Intelligent than over half of the people on this site. I feel bad for peoples lack of words, and the beauty they are missing in which they have. Sighs. |
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Is it bad I find it refreshing to put little bitch Subbies in there rightful place, when the try to be all hard and insulating? Give me a break. I am happy with me if your not share your opinion with some one who cares.
Do I really seem that weak? |
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Please if you feel the need to be a child. Do it else where. I honestly do not care what your opinion of me is. |
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OK! Lets put this on the table. I am a big girl. I love being a big girl. I have curves and Loves. I don’t want to change that, And if I ever do that will be my choice and decision no one else. So please if you are looking to mold me. Don’t bother. I want to find some one that wishes to be with me for every part of me, and that includes any of my flaws. I don’t find tiny girls attractive why would I be one. |
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