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Well I suppose the time has come to finally update this thing. I find myself thinking that there are two universal truths at play here. One is that anyone that is willing to read this won't bother to respond before the visual doesn't meet their expectations. The second is that anyone that doesn't care about the visual won't bother to read and end up being some fake that will think I'm desperate enough to send them money cause they are stuck in a hotel in Africa or they require some type of stipend to move from over seas. Either way for that rare few that actually give a damn about who a person is I'll take the time to write something worthwhile.



I wondered upon this lifestyle at the at of 17 the level of the lifestyle that I spend a majority of the lifestyle under is that of Gor. I have since evolved under different levels other then Gor such as the Daddy/babygirl Dom/sub dynamics which all three in my view require a different skill set and tact to pull off. I have found that no matter what level of this lifestyle you find yourself under there is a an underlining sense of self respect as well as respect for others that you must have if you are going to thrive and survive in this world of bdsm.

I supposed I'll really start with the basics for all that need that first I'm 33 I'm in Florida.... Tallahassee to be exact at least for now I want to move from here next year but I don't know how well that will work out so at best I have a plan to make the best of my environment should I have to stay here a little longer than I wish. Well now back to on topic I have studied many styles of of this lifestyle and the mental aspect has always greatly interested me... i guess because it's the one aspect that many tend to not bother with or rarely tap into as I have heard one slave put it the mental is a very important part of the lifestyle although it and the physical go hand and hand...I agree with this but I have always believed that the physical is there to enhance the mental.

I truly do enjoy my sadistic side but for me there's no fun in it if I can't fully tap into the mental side first... I see I have blabbed on and not sure if I have even scratched the surface so if there is something you wish to know that I have touched on feel free to ask me...


Oh and before I forget if you are curious as to what I see I want someone that is open minded willing to try new things that isn't afraid to look deep within themselves and find out the true nature of just who they really are and someone that is willing to explore their boundaries and push past them.
10/8/2011 9:52:04 PM

Just a word to all the useless dumb cunts that find themselves on here not everyone that email you wants you...and if you are so stupid and utterly conceited to even read what is sent to you do us all a favor delete yourself we are tired of useless profiles and  equally dumbass females such as yourself on here you cunts give this website a bad name along with the lil piece of shit money grubbers

7/29/2011 11:32:30 PM

I feel there's something I need to say....if you are so fucking stupid to write something in your journal or on your profile that begs a response read the response before your dumb ass deletes it I'm sick and tired of dumb ass people writing shit and not having the balls to at least respond to the comments that their journals or profiles foster don't start something you are to chickenshit to answer....

1/27/2011 9:12:00 PM

Ok let Me just put it out there if you will go as far as to say write me and I'll respond" then fucking respond... nothing screams idiot and retard other than saying you want to make friends or not filling out your profile and ignoring people that may actually be curious about what you are about.

 

IMOP

9/28/2010 2:26:42 PM
The point of origin for all failed communication is somewhere between the inner ear and the logic circuit of the brain. Sad but true most people spend so much time thinking they are more than they that when they come across someone who thinks nothing of and actually has a curiosity to see what makes them tick... they believe that this person wants them in every way possible. Never does it occur to them to take was is being said at face value and to see the other person as just that an individual that may only wish to expand their knowledge update their way of thinking or someone seeking to understand that which they haven't been able to or are very new to.  There are so many here that bitch whine moan and endlessly drone on and on about respect largely they bitch out it being shown to them while eagerly bend over and hand you their ass to kiss.... but never do show any in return. My thing is simple if you are an idiot that bitches about respect try showing it if you claim to be open to meeting new people then do it... otherwise you are nothing more a fucking hypocrite that spouts shallow ideological bullshit that you are to ignorant lazy or just plain out stupid to follow yourself in a lifestyle where a Dominant must lead by action and a submissive follows by design where is this theoretical philosophy where we all respect accept and nurture each other in a greenhouse that is blocked from the sun and starved of water and oxygen nothing can grow or flourish the say can be said for a lifestyle who's very foundation is nothing more than some back parlor room antidote that is whispered for nothing more than shits and giggles


just my  two cents....
9/27/2010 11:25:18 PM
*yawns* That's all I have to say.
11/23/2009 2:57:06 AM
So I would be lying if I said my faith in this lifestyle and the people that choose to inhabit it hasn't greatly diminished and almost faded...It's truly sad when in a lifestyle that the integrity, self worth, and  honesty of a person be them Dominant or submissive is greatly outweighed by looks or financial standings...but than again I can talk about this til I'm blue in the face yet I wonder who really would stand by their morals and follow through...I have found very few that seem real and yet in their own way they are fighting through the same issues to find one of substance we much question our very ideals of reality... yet to find one that lacks virtue, integrity, loyalty and the general compassion to be human we to do nothing more than open our front doors... I hear much about this is a lifestyle of understand and acceptance but really how many people on here practice what they preach but then again I digress because all I'm really doing is working myself up over  nothing again people no matter what they claim will always be fake to themselves and other...it's the small few that understand this enough to try and break the mold ask yourself on which side of the fence do you stand... just a little help...if you can understand this phrase then you may have substance to you after all.... "A crazy man is merely one that knows and speaks the truth"
10/5/2008 11:42:17 AM
So I'm minding my own business when I get this email and I'm thinking to myself this person is just trying to be funny.  The problem was they didn't make sense so I responded to ask for clarification on what they were trying trying to make a joke and got not response. This is about the time it dawned on me that they weren't trying to be funny but trying to be sarcastic which they greatly failed at but they were greatly successful at showing how idiotic they can be. I have seen many people on here saying that they have been insulted called fakes disrespected and a few other things. My thing is why do people feel they need to be so ignorant as to say useless things and portray themselves as morons you don't like what you say or read move on you don't agree with something that's been written respectfully speak your opinion and move on. All this leaving dumbass comments about something you know nothing about or insulting someone for no reason at all other than you have a inferiority complex is just nonsense and only serves to waste everyone's time.
6/21/2008 10:37:41 PM
I feel that I have to  write something for the longest time I felt that a profile should be enough to garner some attention.  Slowly I'm starting to see that doesn't matter some people on here don't care how descriptive or vague your profile is some people on here tell you what they seek. I'm starting to find out when you ask a question that could lead to the door of a slave/submissive's soul they choose to ignore you because it's not what they are looking for. You choose to compliemtn them they ignore you yet they bitch about people that do nothing more than insult and demand things from them that they feel the Master/Dominant has no right to ask so my question is where is the line where is the point where you answer or don't answer a question what is the last straw why are you here.... for Me if I ask you  a question or even just give you a compliment a response is expected if you don't like the extreme or the lite side then you need to sit here and tell E/everyone what what you will and won't respond to so we don't all waste our time thinking you are real.