Seems to be a lot of profiles on here with the words "sessions" and "tributes" not to mention actual links to Amazon wishlists. I am missing out!

Once again after numerous emails with collarme, it seems that they are upset with my usage of the word SESSION. Those that are getting paid state upfront TRIBUTE or they have a WISHLIST. I do not have any of those things. So CM Support wanted me to edit my journal entries so that it does not imply that my sessions are in any way paid sessions.

The result was the following disclaimer following each word of session as it is used to describe my time with a slave:

*according to collarme support standards which is non payment - disclaimer added 10/11/13*

I better not see the words "Tribute or Wishlist" on profiles here or I will jump down CM supports throat! And clean up the scammers while you clean up our profiles!

Seems that collarme support is angry with me. I am apparently in violation of their TOS by not asking for tributes or redirecting others to sites for tributes and scams. I am not a financial domme and will not be pimped as one! I am a Dominant Black Woman and if this profile is closed you will know that it is due to my not falling into collarme's trap.

Yes, I am angry!

SAAAAINTS!  ha ha

My slave is really becoming obsessed with poles! I am receiving texts with links to slaves or anime either strapped or bound to some type of pole.

My pole session continues: I had him over one day and impaled him on a pole - dildo attached to the end of a pole and in his ass...his arms were bound behind his back and looped to his neck collar. Legs spread, he was wearing black patent leather 4 inch heels and of course his ankles were chained and he was on his toes. Each time he eased off his toes, the dildo went deeper in his ass. At first I tied weights on the balls to stretch them and then to enjoy the predicament. Later, I attached a bucket with water and turned the vibrator on myself...and so the journey continues.

I have just finished visiting the audio and video journal entries site here...frightening some of the things people are posting! Some of it is just down right hilarious! Dominants sounding like they are begging and submissives begging as appropriate but with the facial features of misery...WOW. No wonder no one has posted video since January.

Thank you for my rose slave. Now you must use it. Yes, spread my legs and gently caress my thighs with the rose...yes. Come close slave, smell my fragrance but do not touch me, only the rose can touch my skin....ummmm that is nice yes? I am getting wet...stroke my clit with the rose, tease it...play in the juice of my pussy with the rose...No you can not taste only the rose will taste me this night...slave

My puppy came to visit and he brought hardware for a new toy. I had made a follow-up comment on a picture of a binding post and my puppy said he would make it for me so off he went to kinky Lowes where he purchased pipe, plastic binding and screws!

When he arrived at the house with all this hardware, he was sent directly upstairs to assemble the new device.

Being in tune with my needs, puppy also brought a second set of clothes. I am not one to particulary enjoy knife play but this day...

When he finished the post puppy was ready to try it out. I did not want him to take his clothes off, I had to cut them off of his body. With his arms behind his back. I pulled out a knife which was in a leather sheath and of swiss make, approximately 5-6 inches long, extremely sharp. My slave looked into my eyes and his cock immediately became hard.

I cut away his shirt, stripping with the knife and tearing it away from his body with my hands, the sound of the knife ripping through the fabric was so hot and erotic, his moans deep in his throat, I slashed at the sleeves and then placed the cold steel on his nipples yet I did not cut him.

Then the jeans...oh so much harder to cut, but with that knife! So Sweet...and his hardness...waiting to be released...waiting to feel the coldness of that steel...That ripping sound was also an erotic sound to be heard. I could not tear them off with my hands but had to continue ripping them with the knife. Slashing at his pants!

My slave's hardness straining at his jockeys, the knife caressing his thigh...and I  was so tempted to just knick him. I wanted to see just a trickle...one small dot...to make him cry out in pain...but he was not restrained...so I had to restrain. So I cut away the jockeys, slowly. To savor his hardness.

I laid the knife against his cock and I look him in the eye...My cock? Yes Mistress

Come to me my pet, my property, let me bite you...

Someone whose music I enjoy whipping to, Karen Briggs: On this video she will give an eargasm then she dominates during the duel:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9ppgiK8R3OA

Perusing profiles and I came across this:

     "I am willing to financially support my Mistress in order to make her comfortable."

and this:

     "I am willing to pay tributes for my domination."

The first one I replied and told him that I was insulted. How can you cry out and say that there are so many fakes and financial dommes on this site yet you put this on your profile? You get what you ask for! Again, I do not knock the financial dommes, make your money!

Slaves, if you are in a committed relationship with your Mistress, it is a given that you belong to her! EVERYTHING about you belongs to her! If you see a pair of shoes that she might like and you know she loves shoes BUY THEM! you see a piece of jewelry, and it may be a simple piece, BUY IT! you don't have to spend a lot, it is the thought, you are thinking of your Mistress...at least that is how I want my slave to think of me, take notes!

singleboyslave starts out begging to be used and then sends insulting emails when he finds that he is not worthy of your time and then blocks you so that he does not face your wrath. Just be quiet boi, masturbate and let the real people enjoy our life and make our connections as we do. BTW anyone who has met me can tell you that I look much better than my pictures...your lost!

Yesterday was my birthday and I was too busy unpacking and arranging for a gardener and other services to enjoy it! Yet, Miss Mo said "enough!" and took me out for seafood. I really had to go...she said she was going to sing if I did not go!

I received birthday greetings from osam! I met him from another site a few years ago and since then he has always noted my birthday and contacted me! I know his Mistress is well pleased with his service!

I HAVE A MIGRAINE! I need release...come over

I have settled into my new house. It was sad leaving my home of 14 years and the memories were sweet yet I am ready to build new memories in this home with just the one to serve me...Actually that's a pipe dream and I know it! I am too busy for one person and I like my solitude...LOL

It was wonderful to have malesub58 to stop over and work on the sprinkler system as he promised. There are many boxes to unpack and much more to do and my garage is the staging area...for now. And of course, someone has to cut the lawn! I don't like a messy lawn.

I am moving out of my home...so who is going to help me pack? LOL

I am seeking a submissive to do yard work. Must be available to start immediately.

I was having a conversation with a slave who asked what was my attraction to a man's ass. The remark that I had made was "I do not have a problem stopping and admiring my partner's ass when we are out. Matter-of-fact, I will engage another female in the admiration of his anatomy...his ass."

I explained that it was not the attraction to a man's ass but how he presents himself within his clothes - not what he wears but how he wears his clothes. A slave can be large or small yet if he is not comfortable in his clothes, in his body, the body language speaks volumes. The set of his shoulders, the sway of his hips, ass, even the placement of his feet when he walks tells me much and I am watching all of this. Some are actually dancing to a tune that they hear in their heads...excellent. It may be something that Mistress had said and you are dancing to it...perfect. you are moving to the crop that was whipping across your ass...wonderful. These are the things I am looking for and I will whisper in your ear...

your feet are dancing making your ass move for me!

I had a very erotic dream one night brought on by a most interesting conversation with a foot slave and my need to purchase some white pumps (yes, I have a shoe fetish but I really needed the white pumps!) Anyway, I was walking with this slave and I stopped this crossdresser and asked him where he purchased these beautiful shoes that he was wearing, they were gorgeous! and he directed me to this shoe store on Sunset Blvd. I grabbed the arm of my slave and we walked into the store...he was hesitant for some reason. I sat down in the chair and an Asian woman assisted me in the selection of my shoes. Yet, my slave helped me try them on, making sure that my feet were comfortable in the shoes and rubbing my feet, calves, and thighs, as I was trying on the shoes. Sneaking a suck every once in a while (I told you it was erotic). After I found the pair that I needed, I asked my slave what size shoe he wore...his eyes became round and he had a scared look on his face but he complied. I asked for a pair of black patent leather pumps with ankle straps in his size. My slave, who was sitting on the floor, lowered his head and cheeks turned red. I asked if there was a problem which he replied in the negative...I thought not. When the shoes arrived I took them out of the box and rubbed one against his face and leaned over and whispered "put them on for me pet" to which he complied. I fastened the ankle strap for him and helped him stand up...his cock was rock hard!

I just ADORE playing with man tits!!! I can BITE, TWIST, PINCH, PULL, SUCK, RUB, BIND them and my pet will lay there with love in his eyes and pre-cum dripping as I play until I find other interesting parts on his body....hahahahaha

Are you aware if you hit the perfect nerve ending it will travel from the nipple to the cock? Try it...such a sensual shock and they release a marvelous moan especially if you are already growling with your play...

Seems I scared the boy away...he wasn't real after all. Profile not to be found. Oh well

I received a message from a sub asking if I can host and if I would cover him in welts.

I replied. Of course I could but why should I?

he sends back that he did not read anywhere in my profile that I was so negative...good BYE. Then he blocks me so I can not reply.

What's wrong with this picture?

The sub was disrespectful - no introduction: Good evening, good afternoon, how's your day going, nothing, nada! Common courtesy will get you far!

Will I host? Why is that the first thing to ask? Why did he not ask if I would like to have dinner? Talk about this encounter? Make arrangements to meet?

COVER HIM IN WELTS?!!!????!!!

Why are there so many "DO ME" submissive/slaves out there? What happened to the

"How may I please you Mistress?"

This is it for me. I am not negative. I am real. I will not do anyone.

I have a new toy! There is a story behind it and I will post it later but my slave spent the weekend building my bench and it is just the right height for me...

Look in my eyes...do you THINK you can take control...you will always be on your knees with me

Sunday, July 17 - con't:

When I returned, I released my slave and he completed his cleaning and began preparing dinner. The slave prepared grilled salmon with a dill sauce, jasmine rice, and a salad with balsamic dressing. The beverage was iced tea. When the meal was completed, he cleaned the kitchen as I sat back in the family room relaxing and enjoying the quiet evening.

I sent him upstairs as I did a final inspection of his work...he was on the bedroom floor kneeling, waiting for me with rope in his hands and a smother box! My new toy! I had him lay down and, instead of using the rope, I chained his legs to the dresser and locked him down. I locked his wrists to the top of the smother box...those LOCKS! My slave was securely enclosed in the smother box and he was hard and pulsating against the chain wrapped against his cock. I raised my sundress and sat down on the smother box...OH SO HOT! It is so comfortable and I settled in for awhile...but then his fingers tapped me several times and I finally lifted up and asked if he had a problem to which he replied "no Mistress...I just forgot to take a breath before You sat down." I suggested that he take a deep breath because he was in for a session and to use his tongue....and I sat back down! Of course this went on for awhile!

In the meantime, I placed clamps on his nipples and pulled them just so I could hear him scream out in pain, teased him with the wand...pulled and squeezed his balls. I pulled a pair of my panties out, wiped my pussy and stuffed it in his mouth because of his moaning and groaning. During all this play, I decided to stroke and edge my slave and ruin his orgasm...he started to cum and I pulled my hand away and he moaned. Cum is not to be wasted...and it was dripped into his mouth...that was so wonderful! he said "no don't ruin it! If you stroke more i will have a regular orgasm and You can feed me more cum." That was not my intention, I wanted to ruin his orgasm! My slave was released with welts from the chain, frustration from the ruined orgasm, and I was completely satiated! I wonder what he will beg for next...

My slave sent several text and asked to come over. I told him that I had a young person working in my yard pulling weeds...he said he really needed to see me and begged to come over to cook and clean for me which I agreed to. My slave had just arrived in town from a trip and had not seen me in several weeks and was literally in need. I really do enjoy denying my slaves and sending erotically charged IM's and texts to edge them when they are away from me. When he arrived he hugged and kissed me at the door...such a sweet one! I introduced him to the young guy who was working on my yard. I then told him what his assignment would be and I would take him upstairs to prepare him. My slave questioned about the guy outside and the fact that he could walk in and see his enslavement...humiliation. My answer...I smiled and took him upstairs.

I had him strip then placed his collar on as well as the wrist and ankle straps, his cock was quivering and hard and I clicked the locks and told him I loved the sound of those locks closing. Then I lubed the anal hook and slipped it in...he moaned and I caressed his ass and asked how did that feel sliding in. Then a chain went around his waist to bind the anal hook and that was secured with a lock, and a chain from the collar to the anal hook...I caressed his balls and squeezed them until I held them firmly and locked them tightly within a parachute which was weighted with a large master's lock. How I love those LOCKS! A chain was then wrapped from his balls to this collar. My slave started his assignment of mopping the floor and I sat back on the phone and called my roommate and told her of his job! During his assignment he became thirsty and I presented him with dog bowls...he dutifully got on his knees and drank from one!

When it was time for me to take the garden guy home, I secured my slave...can't have a slave running loose you know...locked up the house and took the guy home which was about a 45 min drive.

Friday Night Cont: When I returned about an hour later I gave my slave an ice tea to rinse the taste of cum out of his mouth. I went to my bag and pulled out my plastic clothes pins, the TENS unit, and the clover clamps. I enjoyed about 30 minutes of decorating his cock with the small plastic clothes pins. I am obsessive/compulsive as many of us are, so the pins have to be in order and color coordinated so I took my time in placing the pins just right...and then taking them off slowly and methodically. Of course his body jumped and he moaned with each pin placement and removal to my delight.

Next came the wrapping of his cock and balls with rope and of course it went through the open end of the njoy plug that was still in his ass. I attached the clover clamps to his nipples and threaded the rope around the chains and back down to his cock and tied it off. I placed the magic wand on the head of his cock and filmed him as he squirmed in pain and pleasure. I then moved the wand to his ass and it vibrated the plug and he started to grind upon it...his poor nipples were turning red by this time but he did not care! Of course all of this gave me more ideas and I took the rope off his cock which was dripping in pre-cum.

My slave's eyes became round with anxious wonder as I put together the TENS unit! First I attached all four pads to his cock and turned that unit on...he held in a yell and a smile slowly spread across my face as I asked what did he feel. "That was a shock!" "A bad shock!" I told him yes I can imagine so...and I slowly increased the power again and watched as his body arched with each jolt...I finally put the ball gag in his mouth only because we were in the hotel and I did not want to disturb the guests, but if we were at the house... I took off two of the pads and allowed the contacts to loosen then turned the unit on again. My slave described this as arcing, as if bolts were shooting into his cock...the sensation was very sensual to him and the pre-cum was almost as if he had orgasmed!

Now I really had to work these sensations together: binding of his cock, TENS unit, and the wand, nipple clamps! I placed two of the TENS pads on his cock and bound his cock and balls up with the rope leaving the head exposed. I placed the clover clamps on his nipples and the wand under the head of his cock and started the wand and TENS unit! OH MY! he started to get wet instantly...his cock jerking around! BTW: I had taken the ball gag out and replaced it with a head harness with mouth gag...excellent gear! he moaned, legs spread, cock jumping, and I pulled the chain of that clover clamp on his nipples and the pre-cum flowed...I later moved the wand to his ass and he moved against that throwing his head. That plug is amazing!

The night ended with a wonderful conversation as he wrapped his arms around me and held me protectively.....his Mistress...My slave

Friday night I had a session *according to collarme support standards which is non payment - disclaimer added 10/11/13*with a submissive whose boundries I continue to push. I had put off his time with me for a few weeks and he was extremely anxious...literally. he got a hotel room and set it up for me with a chain across the bed for his restraints, coiled rope pieces, head harness with mouth gag, ball gag, coiled pieces of chain, njoy plug, anal hook. My bag had the usual clothespins, whips, magic wand, etc. Yet this time I brought the TENS unit.

I started with him on his knees and my feet fondling his cock until he became hard...he laid on his back on the floor and I trampled his hard cock...the precum dripped from these actions, something he did not expect. I pointed to the bed and told my white boi to get his ass on it NOW, which he scrambled to do so...The collar went around his neck, tightly...the wrist cuffs were placed and locked on to the chain at the top as well as the ankle cuffs locked at the chain at the foot of the bed. I took out the njoy pfun plug, lubed it up placed it near his ass and made him push down upon it until it went into his ass. My slave was hesitant at first but with much encouragement...GET IT IN YOUR ASS, MOVE UNITL IT GOES IN...it slid right in!

While chained, I told him I had to leave, the wand was coiled to his cock with the rope and turned on...he started moaning, I walked away, he cried out "i'm gonna cum!" I told him not to...that wand will remain until I return, and I laughed...he begged to have it removed, that he had not cum in weeks and he could not hold it...then he erupted. I looked at him and he had shock in his eyes...I had fury in mine...a slow smile developed on my face, I grabbed his nose, his mouth opened and I took his load, scooped it up and dripped it in his mouth...he had never tasted cum before. I made him lick the cum off my fingers and then I stroked his sensitive cock to hardness again and left him tied up to the bed...

Predicament bondage is the art of restraining a person by bondage

in such a way that there is a limited number of positions in which they can be, each of which are so uncomfortable that they are forced to shift their weight or position. Upon doing so, they place themselves in the other equally uncomfortable position. This type of bondage is used in BDSM

and power exchange

play...as defined by Wikipedia

I enjoyed placing a submissive in a predicament on Friday night! A bucket secured by a board...his balls were tied and anchored to the bottom inside of the water and ice filled bucket by a bungee cord...his ankles were bound and chained to the bottom out side of the bucket, his arms were bound behind him, he was attached by his neck collar to a chain that was suspended by a bar above his head.  I clamped his nipples with Japanese clovers and placed the chain in his mouth.

Each time his legs became tired he sat down on top of the bucket and his balls and cock went into the ice and water filled bucket...he did produce pre-cum!  Each time he came out of the bucket, I caressed his cock and balls with my feet and toes, teasing him until he went back in because the water was too cold for my toes! This occurred several times until I released him. When released is balls were icy cold! The pictures are posted on my profile.

I came home one Sunday evening in March, walked into the backyard to take out the trash cans and my dog did not meet me at the gate. I called her but knew something was wrong. She was not floating in the pool and a quick look around the side of the house and her body was in the grass. She appeared to be torn apart. I live near the mountains...coyotes are rampant. I called a submissive pet of mine and told him what had occurred and his first question was "are you alright?" My pet had not seen me in months and we talk sporatically, yet his concern was genuine! I was upset over the death of my dog and the way I found my dog but I was well...he then said that he would be at my home within the hour.  That is his devotion to me and it is still strong.  That is what I mean by "come to me when I need you." Many can not perform something as simple as being by my side when I need them. I have posted his picture, the one of the flogger across the ass and the red and white clothespins.

I do not wear thongs...I wear panties! I just LOVE the way they feel caressing my ass cheeks. Sheer panties so that you can see my ass through the cloth...and when you kneel down and kiss, bite and suck on my ass through the panties...ummmm...a hand touching the silk of my panties...a nose sniffing them...a face cheek rubbing against my ass cheeks...a tongue sliding through to get to my puckered rosebud...I LOVE wearing panties...

Oh yes Jazz Season is Here!!! Flip Fantasia - Check out this an oldie but so good jazz/rap mixture:    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JwBjhBL9G6U&feature=fvwrel

 then you go into the original:  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RNAjQBOP-lU&feature=related

 CANTALOOP!!!

It is time for me to find a slave...as always, I awoke wet and in need and these toys are no longer satisfying...I truly need a slave full time

I am heading back to Southern California. I had a wonderful weekend visiting with family. My son made a comment that really made me laugh...I had picked up the mother of his friend and I drove up North with her. It was a pleasant drive since we are of the same age. While shopping Saturday afternoon, I was ready to go and naturally I made my wishes known and gathered everyone up and headed towards the front of the store. Everyone followed suit...my son, being use to my antics pulled me to the side and smiled and asked "Do you always have to be the Alpha Woman?"

He does not know of my lifestyle but recognizes my dominance.

I am at Paradise Stockton but was blocked...your loss. I will continue on

I am called a Pain Queen...and I love it...Tormentor...love it! Temptress...oh yes!!!! Yet, you will endure that pain for me...give it all for my pleasure...This is what I gave my submissives to think about:

2 clamps attached to the foreskin attached to shortened chains leading to nipple clamps. I am whipping you across the back and ass with the single tail. Will you flinch? Am I wet?

I had one of my favorite submissives over this week...he was excited that I called him over so quickly after the last session *according to collarme support standards which is non payment - disclaimer added 10/11/13*which was only a few days prior. My roommate was home and I wanted to direct some play with the two of them...

I had him undress...stroked him...he sucked her tits (which are large)...and out came the single tail whip. It was so sensual! She moaned into his whipping...I had her get on to the bed and he dove between her legs making her cum over and over as I whipped and then fucked his ass.

I indulged in some CBT as she sat on his face and his moans were buried in her pussy. Anal play on him was exciting as I played over and over in his ass with various toys...vibrating and non-vibrating.

Oh but the ending was fabulous!

First he used a double dong on her! They were large and she cried with pleasure into each thrust but took them. She finally enjoyed being fisted and that was just an erotic session!!! BEAUTIFUL....he fisted her pussy until she screamed in pleasure, tears flowing...his hand pumping in and out until she came...GUSHED with fluids flowing out of her pussy and she fell...

his submission is deeper to me...the adoration, the bond is cemented...and she has never orgasmed like that before, her bond is also intact and she was not meant to be...DAMN I love control!!!

BTW the plumber came over ... but thats another journal entry

Why? Why do you come back to me?

What is the attraction? Why do you view my profile so often...

 slowly stroking your cock...

wanting my hand wrapped around it....

My nails digging into the skin...

denying you to cum...

hearing my teasing laughter...

knowing I want more from  you...

and will take it!

 Do you want me? Then you will have to become my slave...not just a submissive, my total slave. Know what you are committing to...and we will talk. Not just anyone can do this you understand...and I will not accept the weak.

Come here...yes. Crawl to me.  Ummmm...come, crawl to me pet...*gentle laughter* yes I like that... you really enjoy licking and sucking my toes dont you? My feet...yes? Up my legs...That is nice and so soothing...you want me to spread my legs? Of course pet but I will turn around for you.

No...did you tell me NO...now you will lay down and I will sit my ASS on your face. Make sure your TONGUE is deep inside of me PET.  I want an anal orgasm...to CUM on your tongue. And to make it even SWEETER I will use the Single Tail Whip on your cock and balls...oh yes!!

Do not cum pet...you may masturbate and edge...

I am going to put the body harness on...lay upon your back! The spreader bar is secured and the chains have been locked to your wrist...collar chain is leading down to spreader bar...you are restrained and ready for me, legs in the air for easy access...

Anticipation...

Cries...

Moans...

Ecstasy...

...he loves my dots my submissive woodworker! And I have a new ruler to play with his...balls

I need a PLUMBER!!!

Just returned from Newport! Brian Culberson played a song where he kept hitting one key on the keyboard...

I became lost in the song and started hand movements of whipping. My eyes were closed and I was totally lost in this action...I imagined a slave was at my feet and I could hear him moaning and that one key... 

I could hear the women who were with me exclaiming the beautiful hand movements that I was using and one woman started copying them, they thought it was fantastic and wanted to know more...

I told them it was just something that I do...something very exciting, relaxing, sometimes...orgasmic

I did not tell them that I would have had an orgasm from whipping an actual person and was very close to it from that song and feeling that one key...

that one key...and a whip...

Family member is going to afghanistan...

he sends emails asking if I become wet while beating him with my hand, a brush, a whip, a crop...his cries loud in my ears.

he ask do I orgasm knowing that he is in pain and suffering for me and that he will do this for me because I enjoy it...the tears are flowing, he is crying.


Yes...

I was being facetious...
I'm not going anywhere...

at least not yet!

you have got to be kidding me! LMAO

The dinner started with an appetizer of dumplings...he prepared two dipping sauces one was a sesame sauce and DONT ASK WHAT THE OTHER WAS BUT IT WAS EXCELLENT! Both sauces were spicy and naturally soy sauce based. Then he served a wonderful crisp salad with an asian herb blend. The entree was Thai Fish over Jasmine rice...excellent dish and very spicy.

White wine was poured with the meal and the meal was served on asian dinnerware...

I have only spoken to him...yet he is promising, my poker player...he did not cum as instructed, only edged - over and over - he is another cum slut...

"Your voice is so sexy Mistress and your commands are to be met. i dream of you and servicing you over and over. i wake up with my cock hard and i touch myself and i remember your voice...so strong telling me do not cum...or i imagine myself on my knees and i crawl to you and you force my head between your legs."

I called him the other day...told him to stroke for me and as I spoke and gave him several situations he moaned his pleasure...he edged several times...finally the words spoken:
CUM, CUM HARD MY PET...MY BITCH....MY WHITE SLUT
he did...his moans over the phone were awesome...

he sounded disappointed that I forgot that we were going to meet...I was going to attend the erotic fireplay class at the Lair and had another appointment...I did not forget him.
When I arrived, as always, he was attentive to my needs...martini chilled...dinner waiting...jazz softly playing. My pet waiting for me.
he took my bag upstairs, and came down and sat on the couch...I felt his body, pinching, to see if he was ready...of course he was...under my clothes I was wearing a red corset, thigh-hi's, boots...I removed my clothes..."lets go upstairs for some play."
to his bed I attached my chains to restrain his wrists, I took out a back massager, prostate massager, clothespins, cock, lube and lotion
the play begins...chains were attached to his wrists...his cock immediately became hard. the back massager has a high vibration level and this sensation is both pleasurable and painful, depending on the individual, when placed on the head of the cock...the sensation goes straight through the body...his moans were loud and long.
I stopped the back massager and placed clothespins on his large balls...he is my slut...I continued with the back massager on his cock and perineum...his cock is dripping precum and I am feeding it to him...he is so hot my bitch! but I must stop...he almost cums and he is not allowed to...this goes on for several times...until I remove the pins and stop the back massager completely. he reaffirms that he is my slut...my bitch...he wants my cock but I am not ready to give it.
first I lube my finger and I slowly massage his prostate with one then two fingers while stroking his cock and feeding his juices...his mouth eagerly sucks my fingers...I take the prostate massager and lube it...slowly, gently insert it...watching his eyes as he moans with the sensation...he immediately squirts cum and his eyes open wide...he enjoys the milking as I know that he does...he is addicted to this...to my touch...I place some of his juice on my tits, my nipple and he sucks it off...so hot my pet...my slut...
he ask if he can orgasm and I tell him no that is not for him...yet...he ask for my cock... "fuck me, please fuck me" yes..."suck my cock" which he greedily does...he is fucked on his back then on his knees...but still not allowed to cum...play is slowly stopped
he is allowed to serve dinner
afterwards, while in the den, he has turned on some bdsm porn, he has set the mood for more play which is fine...
he has large balls which I love to abuse...to hurt...he moans each time I grab and squeeze them...pulling from me...he loves my touch...his head is thrown back and his cries are loud...the precum is flowing again and his need is great...
I attach a vacuum pump to his cock...the prostate massager is inserted...I am truly in zone now and he is moaning non-stop...my bitch, my slut...my eyes are sparking...he does not cum, but the milk is flowing...
finally the pump is removed and I tell him to cum for me...he orgasm...hard and long...

Now this is really getting stupid! I have received four (4) emails from different people two of them females asking the same thing and my answer has been the same...

NO how about FUCK NO or GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE NO!

I received this email today:
Dear Mistress:
there is something in your picture that truly truly pulls me towards you.
i am a sub/fiftyish white male sub who is also very psychic and sensitive to vobes and souls.
you have a very powerful and enchanting but dangerous power about you and i am being serious about this.May i have a chance to talk more with you because i feel that you may be the one woman who is capable of getting into my mind/soul/karma in a truly serious and powerful power exchange.
i am not real experienced but i some how feel drawn to you as if there is so much more about you and that in order to ripp the vail one must come to you in their complete weakness as you slowly take the will and power of the sub away.
i amy be totally wrong about you but i feel that opening a door to you could change forever my since of reality and my direction and meaning in life/i feel a cold chill run down my spine when i think of what you are truly capable off but would never really announce on this web site/you can take a subs soul in real time and wether they think they are just playing,you may devour them whole/
blessed be