another woman has left me because of my limp dick, i was totally unable to satisft her, so she has left me to find a real man who can

i tried to have sex last night, i managed to get hard and was still hard after i licked her and made her cum, then i put on a condom and it went quite soft, but i managed to push inside and came after about two minutes, soft inside her.

i said "look, its hard" and she laughed and said, it doesnt stay like that though.

I am seeking therapy to help me as i dont want my sex life to be over at my age

I have decided to seek medical help for my limp cock.

Saw a doctor this morning, a rather attractive female doctor, she examined my limp cock with a smile on her face, I am sure she was laughing at it.

I dont think there is anything that can be done, there is apparently nothing physically wrong with my cock (apart from the small size of it).

 I think i am resigned at only 38 to never have sex again, to never satisfy another woman, to never experience a full woman.

i have to accept my sex life is over

my ex allowed me to try to have sex with her this week

I gave her oral, but as soon as i tried to penetrate her, my hard cock fell limp and flacid.

She told me in no uncertain terms that i need to get help.

when i was married, after a night working i used to check the bathroom bin for used condoms and for her shaved pubes, as she would trim them for her lover.

i would save them, and when off work, sleeping on the sofa as she would not allow me to sleep in bed with her, i would put them in my mouth and put her dirty panties over my head.

i would make myself swallow her pubes and then lick her panties clean.

only after that would i be hard enough to wank my pathetic cock and cum

i felt constantly humiliated at the knowledge that she had lovers in our bed when i was working nights

am having trouble posting pics at the moment, there are plenty of mine available though, and they will be posted as soon as possible

i received my first true punishment today, punished for no other reason than wanting to wank

i have been banned from wanking (and attempting sex) for the rest of the year.

each time i request to be allowed to wank i will be punished

today i had to stand naked with my hands on my head with 2kg weights suspended from my useless balls for 20 minutes

tomorrow it will be a heavier weight, or a longer period of time.

i was cold and had sore feet and painful useless balls

but i know this is just the start

photos of my pathetic little maggot will be posted here in the coming week

in addition to having one of the smallest cocks seen, i also suffer from erectile dysfunction, and so am unable to satisfy women with penetrative sex

i can not remember the last time that i had full sex, and i know that because of this problem i am unlikely to ever have full sex again.