Collarspace.com

I am fairly new to all of this... but know what I am looking for. I crave giving in to the submissive side of myself.. but in my real life, am the dominant one in all of my relationships. I cant trust anyone enough to break through those walls. Are you the one to break them down? and in FULL disclosure: I am married and NOT looking to change that... I am looking to explore this on my own, as my husband would NOT understand this.