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| It has taken me many years of growing and experiencing to realize what I really need, not what I want. There has been a lot of heartbreak, pain, being betrayed, being lie to, and being played along the way. I'm not perfect, I know what things were my fault, I know what issues I still have to work on, and I know what things are just part of me and won't change. I have a sadistic side, at least mentally, but when it comes right down to it, I don't really like to hurt anyone. Mentally or physically. I prefer a more loving, tender, sensual approach and relationship. An ex told me that I'm more of a Daddy Dom in that I like to nurture, push to succeed, protect, and love the one I care about. I can see this now. Doesn't mean I want to be a Daddy Dom, or be one all the time, but it is apparently my personality. I don't look for perfection, we're all imperfect, but I do need someone who is able to communicate their desires and their problems. Otherwise the things left unsaid fester inside until someone does something drastic or leaves and then does something drastic, destroying a heart and a good relationship in the process.
I love to be cuddled and shown affection. Who doesn't? There are times when I close down if I'm stressing over anything, and I may not show as much attention. Point it out, be patient. It passes and I go back to how I was. I like to be seduced just as much as the next person. If it's constantly having to be me doing the seducing or initiating things, it gets tiresome after a while and it starts making me feel bad. There needs to be COMMUNICATION! That is something that cannot be stressed enough! There also needs to be loyalty, commitment, trust that needs to be earned by both sides and kept, honesty...that is probably the most important one to me there...honesty.
I'm not always easy to deal with, but I can guarantee that I give everything I can to someone. Sometimes I've even given too much and for too long. It happens. We learn, we grow, we live. I like public displays of affection. I know I'm bouncing around on this, but I'm just letting my mind flow, so bear with me. I'm a sexual person, but this doesn't mean I'm always thinking about or wanting sex(there is a difference). I would be happier cuddled up on the couch or bed with someone watching movies at times, than I would be having wild kinky sex. The intimacy of touch...of caresses. I love giving and receiving that...so much.
I have dark fantasies and desires. Doesn't mean I want them to happen, but it's nice to be able to talk about them and share without fear of judgement or anything. Some of them I have experienced with others, and they have become things I enjoy...again, doesn't mean I need them to actually happen. I enjoy cooking together. Being able to playfully insult each other and laugh about it. To playfully argue. Wrestle around and have fun. Play video games together, or on our own. I know this is a lot, but I want someone to love me and devote themselves to me just as much as I give to them.
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Bored out of my frikin mind! Need to let loose and get out of this funk. |
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So this is something for both Masters/Mistresses and slaves/submissives. Curious to hear from all parties about these following questions:
1. Found what they were looking for on here
2. The length of time it took
3. Rough estimate of how many times were disappointed
4. How happy Y/you are with the O/one Y/you've found.
Thank Y/you in advance to those who actually take the time to read this and answer the questions.
Master Grim |
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No I don't want kids, so if you have kids or want them, please don't bother wasting My time |
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