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I am all over the place as my present situation is dissolving as my sub ends our relationship to seek having kids. People say that another person can't make you happy, but she did, for years. I built my life around that happiness. It is pretty devastating. The level of intimacy that we shared make living alone and leaving the lifestyle to be options that I will not consider. I am exploring all sorts of options right now seeking the best ones for me. It could be that I become a slave. I always knew in my mind that because I felt so happy, that the potential of great unhappiness would be there should something happen. With the emotional support of my vanilla sister, and the encouragement lifestyle friends, I feel that I should pick myself up and pursue being a master of slave/s. Of course if you are really sick and twisted, or a true nympho, it could happen that I could be convinced otherwise. |
