For those who made an attempt to view my profile and couldn't , it was simply because I named the person in my journal entry not the content of what I said!!! It's called black listing according to Cm's policy. So if we have been chatting friendly or making an attempt please try again.  I make no apologies for calling out someone who deserved it, but I won't state your name so you can continue to freely do as you please.

I'm beginning to develop a new respect for the bull shitters on here. At least I don't have to deal with you. So thanks! Luckily for me, I have actually found what i'm looking for via friends, vanilla ones and those sexy assed kinksters. LOL That's what happens when you're honest and do things the right way. So the rest of you can kiss my sweet little ass! 

January 15th 10:44am

Old habits die hard....SMDH

HERE'S THE DEAL!!

WE ARE ACTIVELY SEEKING TO EXPAND OUR HOUSEHOLD,BUT..WE AREN'T DESPERATE OR NEEDING A BOOST IN OUR BDSM-SEX LIFE!!! WE HAVE AND WILL ALWAYS HAVE EACH OTHER. 

WE ARE SEARCHING FOR LIKE-MINDED INDIVIDUALS,WHO WANT SOMETHING BETTER,A SOLID FAMILY ATMOSPHERE,LED BY EXPERIENCED ADULTS! MASTER WILL LEAD,WITH THE VALUABLE ADVICE OF MYSELF & A MATURE SISTER SLAVE. ALL OTHERS WILL HAVE TO PROVE THEMSELVES TO BE WORTHY ADDITIONS! THEY MUST BE WILLING TO WORK,TO THE BEST OF THEIR ABILITY,TO HELP SUPPORT THE WHOLE!! "ONE FOR ALL AND ALL FOR ONE"!! THE "ONE" BEING THE FAMILY!! AS WE'LL ALL BE IN IT TOGETHER!! NO FREE RIDES!! IT DOESN'T MATTER WHO YOU ARE,HOW GORGEOUS,HOW SMART,HOW MUCH YOU THINK YOU DESERVE!! NO ONE DESERVES ANYTHING,YOU GET WHAT YOU WORK FOR,PERIOD!! 

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

I had an awesome day today.  Spent time with family and friends in *Fayetville* and ate too much.  lol Came home watched some cool movies and serviced Master well. My favorite treat was given, sitting on his face and cumming like the wench I am. I got what I wanted then some. 

We know it's two days before Christmas so lmao, No Cam, using an older version of a computer, and no money to relocate yourself, hmmm What does that tell you? You only get one guess! People if you bother to send a message, read the profile messages for Master Foz and I both.  It's very clear what we are looking for. If you can't read, I daresay you can't follow instructions, now can you?

On Vacation!

The beginning of the New Year promises to go well. On vacation, at home until New Years. Master found out last night when my boss called to say , they were going to visit her daughter in Florida. He did the cabbage patch dance, and  a wheelie!!! lol So this morning, I was treated to french toast, coffee all made and served to me by my Master. Now that's just fucking dandy!!!!!! Days of pleasure, like Saturday, when I didn't even have to suck his cock to get it hard, it just bloomed from stroking it lightly.  I was told to roll over on my stomach and without hesitation, I was plowed into, fucked downward doggie and shot loads of cum. Yes he needed that badly, and I held his hands and kissed them over and over again, just letting him have this moment to appreciate me and my service. 

In the words of Dirty Harry " Go ahead, make my day!

Good morning, I'm very sober, coffee in hand and head straight. I've learned to rant a little, replacing negatives with positives and It works for me. I've taken great care of other people, now I have to do some things for me. I work entirely too hard not too. 

Update

In the words of U 2, I still haven't found what I'm looking for!

This year is quickly coming to a close and to recap all of its events would be lengthy. The best things were the worse things.  I grew into an entire new being, more confident and assured who I am, what I need and more importantly how to get it.  I look at profiles on here and I wonder if anyone truly gets this lifestyle?  So many use their time to defraud others, which is a true abuse of power. Sad. Dominants whether male or female or no more dominant than bad behaved children. So I ask, anyone who cares to respond, what do you really know about this lifestyle? Why are you in it? If you are submissive, are you begging to be abused? What do you really want from it? Do you view the lifestyle as a means to take from others, rather than actually truly living it? Where are your people skills? Do you know what it means to care for, yourself as well as others? Lol There are more people are a pure joke! Honestly a vanilla relationship in comparison isn't at all bad if you add the kink. (My opinion to which I'm entitled) More truth, I found the balance I need to have it all, and the someone to have it all with.  Now that's priceless!!!!!!!!!! So who am I? 

"Marie"

lol

Thanks bkdaddy4u,  MasterPain4you

 

I got  it!!!!!!

Getting hammered on Vodka Lemonade, while Master plays his playlist of rock, singing to the top of our lungs, and either we're going to fuck or  else lmao...... Poker tomorrow is going to raw! Dammit I need a release!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yep it's been a week, we've  had so much to deal with and we're partying  and going to fuck each other silly! Yep I'm past sober!  It's either fuck me or bust!!!!!!!!!!!! lol Pain, pleasure, just fuck!  Once upon a time! lol you don't know what it's like to love somebody like I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Going to bed I'm smashed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Goodness Gracious!

It's been a few days since I've taken the opportunity to journal anything.  lol Let's see, where to start?? Play time as always has been fabulous! Even yesterday was hard to beat. Let's just say somebody (Master Foz) bent the cast iron head board, while getting a blow job. Then he went from pussy to ass so fast, I was dizzy!!! Now that was hot!

Updates on the boarders

They're gone!

The short of the long story is you can't live anywhere for free people! Geez! And if someone is kind  enough to help you out as a friend, be a better friend and appreciate it! And for the love of Peter, Paul & Mary, never tell a private home owner, they can't put you out of their home. We aren't a boarding shelter, apartment complex and no contract signed. Just two people who were old friends of Master Foz, that was homeless literally! I'm not kidding! 5 times in the last year, they have moved!  This couple had two dogs, two sugar babies and we accommodated them all! That's a rap!  Things started out well then just somersaulted down hill, to being really nasty, not paying rent, and just getting high. I leave on Monday or Tuesday and there were dirty dishes in the sink, when I returned on Friday,  their room looked like hurricane Katrina passed through, breaking things, the female worked two days in 3 months, but couldn't keep one room clean?? What's up with that!  We bought groceries and they ate! lol  Master Foz was stressing and the 6  months or more offered became  lesser. On Monday he  had a talk with both and by Tuesday he was ushering them out.  When I arrived they were gone but the pets were still here. He took very good care of them.  Friday was the worse as the male showed up with his mom and brother, to pick up belongings and we didn't even know they were in the house!!!!!! So this morning we cleaned the sun room and placed the rest of their things neatly, securely  on the carport.  And the sun room is now again our favorite room in the house. Yep spent the day cleaning, sanitizing and rearranging it all.  It looks great!  

Slaves, pets, toys, playmates, friends! 

Thank God for the friends! lol  I know responsible people who work and do the basics, food, shelter etc. To live here means being responsible and contributing (without malice) to the household. We both have grown children who are taking care of themselves and that's just the way it should be. In the meantime, the search continues... 

Please read this before you contact us about being a slave, sub, pet, dog, cat, whatever! If your profile says you are in one state and you are actually in another, I expect you to say that in your response . It doesn't matter if I  or Master Foz contacts you or you contact either one of us. Let us know where you really are. Here's the deal, if you start out with a lie, it's a deal breaker!!!!! No we aren't going to send you money to move a fucking shoe for you or anything else. If you want to be here, you will and I repeat, you will move yourself! We aren't in the pussy or cock buying business, and Master is retired and I work. Not one red dime will be spent getting you here, or not coming because we get scammed or get you here and you end up like the first slut we had earlier this year, a dam thief, untrust worthy, and would fuck anything on two or four legs! And mostly it's dam females!!! You give the lifestyle a bad name! Fuck all you scammers!

Where to begin?

This weekend has been a blast! Off for  two days and back for the holidays! Yipee Yi  Yea! Last weekend we fucked like Royality! What is that? The best fuck ever! So dam good I forgot to journal it.  lol 

The best thing happening was a lazy Saturday, doing just whatever. Then Master decided we should bake today.  Hmm Shrimp-veggie Casserole, brownies and a chocolate bundt cake. Dear heavenly father, I just want to thank you for this day and all that we have endured. I just want to say thank you, it has been a beautiful, beautiful day. The food was delicious! Master Foz, thank you for loving to cook. It was wonderful!!!  Kisses all over!!!!!!

Updates

Searching for pets & toys ( male & female), a sister slave for me, continues to be a challenge. We don't bite unless you want us too.  lol Seriously we are talking to a few males and females, but haven't confirmed either as we're looking for more than fuck buddies. I have narrowed down an awesome male slave who fits the bill very nicely. Hopefully soon either over the holidays we will meet or soon there after.  Now tonight we are going to fuck like rabbits then sleep. I need another face to sit on!!! Master needs two pussies to tko him. Where are our pets & fuck toys?? LOl I'm sending a letter to Santa. 

Dear Santa, all we want for Christmas is a pet and a toy slave. We have been really good this year and even helped out a young couple in need. (LOL actually they are on  thin ice but we won't mention that, ok) We will leave milk and cookies on the mantle, and the chimney is clean. We'll even feed the reindeer! Lol Thank you Santa, Mike & Rose 

Monday

Play time is anytime, so there's no complaint there unless one is resting while the other one is hungry. Lol Played like the champs we are and scored a touch down with Master's cock. Yep I deflated that hard cock, like a balloon with no air. Drink, drank, drunk dry! Roflmao Today it's pussy eating time! I feel a kahuna coming on! 

Sunday

Up late, breakfast, Master did laundry and I took a short walk. Played with Master filing all three holes nicely, now getting ready for dinner. It's been an awesome day all day!

Stunner Moment

After an afternoon and early  evening of poker, in which both did very well.  Returned home, got comfortable,  spent a lazy evening on the pc's and rocking out to classic Rock & Roll. A little while ago, I teasing asked Master if he wanted me to stay another day, as Monday is a holiday.   Master replied " No ! I want you to go back to work tonight silly! Roflmao diffidently a subspace moment. A great weekend so far. 

Damn Babe!

Okay, I want just one submissive to tell me that you've never scraped the cock while feasting??  Liar!! Lol Lmao Let's just say the cock is a fast healer if you're not intentionally biting on it, and I wasn't.  lol So within a few hours, we picked up groceries, Master blew leaves off the house and driveway, I took a 4 mile hike in the neighborhood and took a rest. Master soon let me know he was fully recovered and ready to be served. So back to bed and for my former mishap, I worshiped his cock. All healed and Master is back in "MASTER SPACE", hanging on to the headboard at some points, thrusting hard cock in my throat. This time there were no errors, Master domed the shit of me! He was giving, he was taking!!!!!  He repeated lodged his cock to the max in my throat, cam hard, took it out, then back again. Clean Up! lol ok clean sheets tonight after we get back from poker. I have to say Master is beginning o worry me a little bit though?? He keeps walking around at different intervals  saying " DAMN BABE! Lol 

WAKE UP, COFFEE, PLAYTIME, BREAKFAST & MORE PLAYTIME 

A great morning so far, with one exception. Both Master and I got slightly carried away during the second playtime! While being dommed and deep throated, it seems my teeth and Master's cock, made accidental contact. Blood was drawn!!!!!!!!!!! Second half postponed, depending on recovery time. OOOOPPS!

Monday

Off from work and been playing off and on all day. This is what I need and crave. Master even cooked two pumpkin pies! Yummy!

SUNDAY MORNING!

 Sunday Morning

 11-03-13 10:04am

 Up mid morning and enjoyed sleeping in. My job keeps me from home several days during the week, so when I do get home, I feel I'm on vacation. Master says "VACATION?", No baby. it's like fireworks and things are always better when you home:) My my routine for the day, was to start out with a brisk walk, then play! In the middle of a topic on my pussy  muscles, clenching tightely, to prevent myself from peeing during a walk a few weeks ago, Master remembered what it felt like milking his cock.  So the walk was postponed. As Master said " I love your tight pussy and how it feels on my cock, so meet me in the bedroom as I want to fuck you right now! Shoes, socks went flying, a quick sprint down the hall, shut the door, emptied bladder, clothes off and in bed snuggling beside my Master.

What's Up CM?

I posted several entries after last weekend and this error 404 message keeps popping up and won't let me post. ???

I returned home again Friday and the weekend so far has been a blast! Saturday we attended a Kinky Halloween Party in Garner, all decked out in Halloween attire. Master was hilarious! A scarf, a letter vest, sandals and a blonde wig!  Pimp / Caveman?  Only if I had taken a photo! As for me, I went blonde for the first and only time in my life, with a grass skirt and leaves as a top. Nope, no pics of that either! LOL BDSM scenes in every room, everybody in full costumes from vampires to Waldo & Elvis! Made some new friends, partied with some old ones and came home. Now to get some more play time in somewhere during the night and morning.  I think I'm going to take another day off and pamper Master. It always gets me rewards..... 

Sunday

Up early and meeting family and friends for Sunday events and pre-birthday wishes for me. Had an awesome day with my girls and grandson as well.  Home late evening and 420 friendly, pink vodka lemonades, a couple of movies and kidnapped!!  Such a generous Master, fucking his little girl.  I was told I was sorely missed , which meant giving daddy lots of TLC.  So I worshiped his cock until his cock had the dry heaves!!!!!! Master said " Feel those balls, there's nothing left, but don't stop, because it feels so good! lol  Somehow I managed to suck a little more, and the cum reserves was dry! Dammitt! Oh well, have to take care of Master's needs, and the pleasure is all mine.  

Happy Campers!!!!

Saturday

Early morning play and today was great! Shopping for the house done, watched movies, had a great breakfast and dinner. Making awesome headway with a new sub and looking forward to setting up a meeting. It's going to be a great weekend! 

Home

It's been a normal week and I'm back at home. 420 friendly and serving Master, getting cock drained. Finally feeling that cock inside, pure bliss. Snuggling and cuddling, getting him hard and being fucked all through the night. At predawn, i reached back between his legs, stroked his cock to hardness, receiving a side fuck and an ultimate Kahuna for Master. One hand on my shoulder and one on the right breast he grabbed a chunk of hair and fucked me like a dog! Yep, Happy Pussy! Back to cuddling and sleep.

Master slipped out of bed early and made coffee.  I was up shortly after, checked emails and made plans to hang some artwork in the bedroom today. More 420 friendly and now I'm horny and I need some face sitting, pussy stabbing and a good lube of cum in the ass would be an excellent morning.

Monday Morning

Delayed until midday, since I had to service Master this  morning before leaving for work. I was his urnial, his cumslut  repeatedly. Master of course gave me my special treat of sitting on his face and clearly destroyed all resolve. I lost it completely.  He ate me so good, licked, sucked,I couldn't stop fucking  his face.  I cam, then cam again, the more I cam the  more I wanted too cum.  He hit that spot that  drives me into another zone and will hurt you if you remove a cock, or tongue.  shit! shit! shit! I have never had that Kahunas in one session ever. Every woman wants that and every man wants to give it to her.Even when Master finally told me to stop and get off, I cam hard just sliding off his tongue. His face was being used for a fuck toy, and the cum the cream wouldn't stop flowing. 

A reprise and Master took my ass, hard and cam several more times.  My switch is on and I could fuck all day.  But duty calls, so that's that.  Dammittt 

And Fuck We Did!

After being fucked so nicely, Master received oral so good he became animated. Draining him dry is one thing.  I got that down pat! But draining him dry to the point of over Kahuna load and "Please let daddy's cock rest!", is off the dam charts!!!!! I could have sworn  I heard music! 

Awesome Day!

Late morning and our day was off to the grocery store for the house. We did great, saving money shopping at 3 different stores. Back home watching a great movie. Then Master made dinner. It was superb! Chicken, squash and potatoes all seasoned to taste.  I love a man in the kitchen.After clean up, Master decided we should all do something together and we played Monopoly. Awesome game, lasted for hours.  Master was the first to lose to me, then Nicole and finally Rickey. Yep I kicked there asses good! It's really been an awesome day period. Now get showered, and curl up in Master's arms. I don't care if we fuck or not, just cuddling and snuggling is perfect. Ok well honestly, we will fuck. LOL There is just no way to get around it. Lol

NC State Fair On Sunday

Meeting some friends in the lifestyle and hanging out at the state fair, should be pretty awesome. Funnel cakes for me and massive meat, ribs or subs for Master.  Lol I wonder if he can take the rides?  Anyways, planning a beach trip. I've never been fucked on the beach, so we have to have that. Also looking to save for a Disney trip, taking the train. Hmm.  Never fucked there either.  So much to look forward too...

Main course Served

Up mid morning, making plans for the day.  Need to grocery shop, 420 friendly, relax, or go out.  It's cool to do just what you want. 

Remembering last night, makes me smile. Fucking is glorious, but making love strengthens bonds. Cuddling and snuggling gets us in the best sessions ever. Where desires are so strong, having an orgasm comes quickly. Getting him to complete hardness was easy, then He made love to me downward doggie, in complete control. Still reeling from the earlier playtime, Master said he had about 10 Kahuna's from that wonderful blowjob.  MMMMMMM Loved that. Covering me completely, he fucked slow, until he Kahuna'ed, growling and yelling his orgasm. After lowering himself to the bed, totally spent and breathing highly irregular, I reached out to stroke his cock.  lol Master cam so hard, he said Baby girl  its too sensitive to touch right now. Daddy is wiped out. Yep! That's what baby girls do for their loving Daddy's.

7:34 - 8:48

Home, Happy and just gave the best blowjob of my life! The work days are long, we get bored, we miss each other and honry enough to kill. My last look at the clock and we were in bed and snuggled and cuddling.  Talking laughing and yep ripe to play. Taking our favorite position, Master began kissing, touching, stretched his leg between mine to grind my pussy on as I licked on his right nipple.  My left hand was stroking the very tip of his cock, just like he loves it. A quick dash of the last puff of the cig and he was heading down hill fast.  His hips were already thrusting and his cock soaring to rock hardness, he ranted on endlessly, asking his baby girl pleasure him. I zoned completely. I didn't just want to fuck, I wanted to drain those balls.

Quickly getting harder, Daddy asked me to suck his cock. It sprang to hardness painfully and Daddy needed pussy.  So I bounced to the edge of the bed, bowed and felt him enter me in oone swift motion. His cock was home. Tucked and surrounded by hot wet pussy.  I expected him to slam it hard, but no! Not this time. Daddy slid in and out of me slowly. Sometimes coompletely, rubbing his cock down my pussy lips and stroking my clit. Teasing, prodding he continued, in and out, then down the clit.  I was wet, aching, ready to beg him to fuck the shit out of me.  I needed cock and I needed it now!!!!!!!!!!! Slam! His cock hit bottom and I screamed. The pain the pleasure was blindingly good.  More! Do it again! Please. Slam! Cum little girl he said" as I hit an orgasm and heading back up for another one.  Switching his rhythm he made me cum over and over, while stroking and slamming his cock deep inside me. Fuck! He stopped and the warm semen, ricocheted off my pussy walls.  More! He poured another blast, deep inside me, and then more and more, until it waas dripping and running down both my legs. Fucking EH! A quick trip to the bathroom, cleaned and back In bed to lick our juices off his cock. My mind is going in circles, thinking then losing all thoughts and I let go. In that second, I wanted all his  fluids.  I wanted him to drain dry as a prune. So I sucked his head, tucked his balls in my right hand and stroked his right nipple with my left hand.  I was going for the gusto. I repeated to myself, I'm draining you dry Daddy.  I want to fuck you up, draining you.  I want you to lose it, feel the loss of pain and pleasure, like you give me. There was no hope for his cock.  It wouldnt survive the torture of me sucking it. I madr sure of that. He zoned. I felt the release of the cum from his ballls travel up through his cock and on my tongue.

 WTF!  

What the hell just happened!

Something was different.  I went exploring moving my knuckle right below his balls and ass hole and stroked it lightly, massaging his balls, licked the head of his cock with my tongue and twisted his right nipple hard.  Another load of cum filled my mouth to  over flowing. I swallowed and made my way back to the tip and repeat the torture   More cum.  Master was saying something in audible, leaned forward to watch me work, fell back on the bed and shot another load in my mouth. His legs spread on their own, his was pushing, releasing and the flood gates of Cum poured down my throat. I licked, I sucked , I swallowed, I tortured. We were zoned. Daddy said, Please! Just love me little girl. So I slowed my tempo after about 30 minutes and then slowly barely touching his cock with my tongue, repeated the torture slowly and rubbed my knuckle on that spot.  THAT SPOT!!!! He came, he urinated  he cam, he urinated until, there was nothing left.  Each time I felt the release  I pumped that cock for more.  IT WAS FUCKING AWESOME! Master blushed, smiled, sated and drained said, You have to journal that shit!! I want you to do this at the next kinky camp out. Every man there will want this, and every woman there would want me to cum for them just like this.  Roflmao! Yep he's conceited, but he has a point! Hmm?? I looked over at the clock.  It was 8:48pm. Yep that was a good welcome home appetizer! Now for the main course...LOL

We Both Love To Snuggle, Cuddle & Play For Hours.  Yep It's Time To Go Home

Time to play catch up....All work and no play :(

A Sadistic Switch, Just Call Me Mistress. Wow!

In one weekend I've learned more about this lifestyle, and my Master than I have in 3 years! Well it's more like, I learned something so deep, able to apply it to myself as a single person. And that is how to live it happily and successfully with this Master. The fact that I was able to sit down, say what I needed and ask for what I wanted , get it, but understand how to get it, is mind blowing. I'm just beginning to venture on getting my own playmate. The timing is the most important aspect as, I have  experienced another female with Master, but he has never experienced me (with his consent) being with another male besides him but once in 3 years(without his consent), and he takes responsibility for that.  Again timing is of the essence and I do plan to keep that in mind. 

In the same token there are going to be moments taken and I have to decide how I'm going to handle that. I'm prepared to be and take what  I need both ways. That's my Switch Sadist side, and that is a whole new territory to be explored. Yep she's a bad, bad, girl! 

Sometimes you can want something so badly it becomes a distraction. So what do you do? Wait it out of course if it's worth your time, and in the meantime, if it bothers you that much, when you do get it. Use it it well! 

Monday Morning

Busy as a beaver, yep that's me. Up half the night researching and still awake! Amazing!! On coffee pot number three.  Lol Well i drank the first pot alone only, so there! lol Master was up after 7am, had coffee and pc time,then off to bedroom to play. Long stroking, deep sea diving, that cock worked this pussy this morning! Dam A short break and fucked in pussy and the tight little ass. Yikes! Oh My, my, my daddy you  sure do love to spear your little girls pussy. Then off the side of the bed, spearing that asshole too. 

Taking Time Off

Taking another day off and staying home, just because I had another awesome weekend. There's always something new happening, which I love! Wish us luck on new endeavors! lol

Play, Play, Poker, Play Lol

Home

Getting home a little late was bliss as what came afterwards, keeps me smiling even as I type. Our boarder's boyfriend came home too from Florida so we had a small party, and then Master took me to bed and made love to me with his cock.  Simply wonderful! In return I sucked him sooooooooooooo well he cam and pissed in my mouth, with me drinking every drop. Nope, nothing was spilled. Lying flat on his back, I drank and emptied his balls and bladder, while sucking that head gloriously.  Poor Master howled, groveled, and stretched one singe word at a time as if he couldn't let go of it.

He fucked me doggie, then pulled out, and I sucked all my nectar off his cock. Then  he fucked me doggie on the side of the bed, and sucked more cock. Then lovingly, he turned me to the side, grabbed a hand full of tits and fucked me from the side, and I bounced and pounded that cock back.

And then I sucked his cock, wanting and needing to be fed. I tortured his cock with my mouth making Master cum and lose restraints, It was on! Master, was being served, legs spread wide open, and I was doing nothing, but sucking that pink cock as Master goes:

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Theeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Pleasureeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Itttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt

Feeelsssssssssssssssssssssssss

Soooooooooooooooooooooooo

Gooddddddddddddddddddddddd!

Baby, Girl ! Baby Girl!

Daddy loves his baby girl!

You're Sucking Your daddy's cock sooooooooooo good!

Don't stopppppppppppppppppppppppppp

Drain me baby girl!  Drain Daddy's cock!

I love you baby girl! dammmmmmmmmmmmm

God Daamiit, baby girl! I taught you well how to serve and please me, didn't I?

Keep sucking, and drinking.

Suck me how you want too

Just don't stoppppppppppppppppppppp!

My cock belongs in your mouth, in your pussy and up your ass!

But right now, you're sucking me sooooooooooo good!

I can't stop cummingggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!

After draining the last spurt of both, Master had to pry and pull me off his cock.  LOL Master had me turn off the light, pulled me into his arms and slept holding a tit with his cock pressed tightly against my ass.  Kissed and wrapped up in his arms I smiled,knowing I served him well. 

Yes indeed, he relished and basked in his incredible orgasm and slept well.

TGIF!!!!!!!!!

A lot to do this weekend, to include family and spending quality time at home. Balancing both is important and necessary. First things first, going home and serve Master and get fucked simply as that! I want cum everywhere, my pussy aches from non use, and my ass has threatened to fall off, if not entered ad pounded. It's a cool fall day, and the best time to eat, drink and fuck. Dam! I wonder if his cock is detachable? Lol

I have unique moments that comes in 3's. I added 1 more for good luck. 

Sore!

Master watches wrestling, which I tolerate (hated it when my mom and brothers watched it growing up) but look at some just because he does. Well from the OH Boy!, fucking on Monday, Master managed to pin me face down on the mattress while ramming my pussy doggie.  Ass up, legs spread and pussy fucked hard! My left shoulder remembers it well.  Ouch!

Needs Fulfilled

The amazing thing about getting what you want is fulfilling your needs first.  Refocused and and grounded, I'm getting just that. It  gives me a sweet sense of satisfaction to know that as unstable as things have been or could be, I'm anchored and set.I know what I need. I know what I want and getting it is just gravy!

 When new additions are added, it will be more than, but all of what they need as well.

So if we connect, you are sincere, prove trust worthy, want to be loved,  no bullshit give me money (you have to be able to stand on your own two feet),  ready to serve a couple,  take your place, be an asset, participate in community events, live this lifestyle daily  with us and all of the initial requirements are met, we will welcome you.  We offer a loving, caring, home environment as family, not a circus, buy me trinkets galore, wasting money, cause I let you fuck or suck me, so buy me  institute! Master oversees all, but I am his right hand, (our left hands are somewhere else LMAO) and I don't bullshit! It either works or it doesn't!

Back to Work

Yep and hungry and going to be hungry later :(

Scam # 3

If you plan on meeting a user who'll be traveling to you from a distant location, think long and hard before sending them money for their travel expenses. Unlike some other scams, these scammers may be completely honest about their gender and appearance, show themselves to you on webcam, and talk to you for weeks. Neverthless, once your money is sent, they'll disappear, never to be seen again.
If you wish to reimburse visitors for travel expenses, the safest approach is to do so upon their arrival. Be particularly wary of anyone who asks you to send them money via Western Union, Cashier's Check, or MoneyGram. Remember, the moment you send money to a stranger may also be the last moment that you see or hear from the stranger or your money again.

A Poor Slave or (scam)

I'm not the first to note the gamers on here but here is one that we've dealt with and she just keeps making new profiles and carrying on.  I think several others have done the same but let me help you out. She's from Statesville Nc but has listed, Selma and Algeria since we started making notes to her that we were very aware of her many profiles and listings. Looks like she needs a Sugar Daddy, so if you're in the market and over 50 or 60, here's your girl. :) Ages, weights even tit size all range the same. Just do your homework guys and gals and you'll see her around, ready to relocate, wants an older(rich) dom, ready to serve  pronto( you don't have to know her just go get her lol), says she's obedient and honest?? She won't have money so get your wallet ready. She uses two sets of pics so I'm not sure which one you'll get. Lol

Oh Boy!

I was told to get off the pc and head to the bedroom. Gladly I hopped and skipped my little ass right into the bedroom, on the bed and face down onto cock.  Something primal hit and it was fucking brilliant! I sucked cock like I was getting paid, drank like I was stuck in the dessert and rode like a rodeo cowgirl. The more he fucked me, the more I wanted to suck him dry!

Master demanded I get on my knees, doing so he fucked me doggie and that primal shit hit again, and I pussy sucked his cock, meeting every stroke he thrust. Yes it was Kahuna time for Master.  All fluids gone, heart racing like a runaway slave, he fucked me from on my knees into a downward doggie position.  I didn't want him to stop, just keep fucking me I begged.  He hunched over me, pinning my arms and shoulders, and drove his cock in and out of me until he collapsed. 

But something was happening.  I needed and wanted more.  So I continued to suck his cock with my pussy muscles, until he pulled out. WHAT THE FUCK!! I WHINED AND BEGGED TO SIT ON HIS FACE, WHILE I HUMPED HIS LEG! AND HE SAID NO! NOT RIGHT NOW!!!  NO COCK, NO ORAL, NO FUCKING???

I HAVE BEEN HIS LITTLE FUCK TOY ALL DAY!!!

Crushed, horny and ready to hump his leg numb(LOL), I curled up and dosed with him. Woke up 20 minutes later, so hot& horny, and needed a dick badly!  I began humping his leg slowly, showing him I needed more. I was so ready to wrestle his ass and take some cock if I had too.  LOL

He  thrust my face on his cock and I worshiped it. Now that's what I'm talking about! I gotta have it!!

Besides, in his case, it's always been you get me hard you get fucked.

 So fucked again, I still was hungry. He then told me you are on restrictions until later.  (just shoot me, why don't cha) This may  call for a sneak attack by me or lots of begging, because I need to Kahuna dammitt

Midday And Hours To Go!

It's been an awesome day! Early morning wake up, paid some bills, coffee and play time! Master's been fucking me every which way but loose. Lol Doggie in the bed, doggie on the side of the bed and reverse cowgirl just fo my pleasure. Of course I've sucked his cock like it was a gold bar and been fed loads of cum.

That dam head of his cock just melts me.(swoon) In betwwen sessions, we both were smoking a cig and Master's goes " Oh! You're  smoking too? Well if you can't smoke and stroke that cock, put the cig out!!! Hmmm What do you think I did?? Lol Nope, I smoked with the right hand and stroked that head like a snake charmer with the left.  Multitasking, I do well.  Taking a break, and then sitting on Master's face for an encore! Yep, it's raining, and it's the perfect weather to fuck allllllllllllllllllll day!!! I'd say my week was starting off with a huge hitch. 

Monday Morning

The week is starting off grand! My boss is taking her sister to South Carolina, so  it gives me the day off. Whoop! Whoop! Wait, that's the theme for Wednesday isn't it?  Any ways, it's great.  Bills have to be paid, the grocery shopping is done, Master even blew leaves off the roof already.  So today is more discussions on the house etc.  By the way, our boarder family rocks!  He works, and she stays home, taking care of two dogs and a two Sugar gliders. They all are so cute!

But the best part is, the girl is no slouch when it comes to house work!

In the last week Master and Nicole have stepped things up and when I come home, it's to a clean house. Master is so motivated and calls me to share what he's done and leaves a few surprises for me to see. I love it!  Now that's going to be hard to top as I do so very much want to have a pet for Master who shows her worth out of the bed as well as in. That goes for a male sub as well. We are not into having anyone just for sexual favors and then we feed, shelter, and run up our bills while you lounge. That's not the addition we want or need to our family.

So if you're looking for a couple to  do that for you keep it moving.  We don't give money for gas, hotel rooms, well lets just say this,

We don't send money to anyone prior to anything!!

Now that includes if you're willing to relocate or not! You will move yourself! Coming here is because everything fits, and you want to be, not because you have to be, sheltered en route to someone or  somewhere else. We have a home, not a rescue mission !!! I assure you, not one dime will I send or agree to send to do that.  We did that already  with a slut, and trust me, I got my money back! But it cost us both, to recover financially. 

 Get it!

The only adults we ever plan to do that for if needed are our kids and my grandson.  And all four (Master's two daughters & my two daughters) are doing well.

Time Is Going Too Fast!

It's Sunday and almost time t return to work. This too is changing as my work weeks will soon be normal. Go to work and come home daily. Now that's going to be a blast. Can you believe we haven't played Poker this weekend at all yet? Me either! Lol 

Saturday was great. I spent the first half of it with my grandson, then came home to Master and played and drank Pink vodka lemonades the rest of the evening, watched a movie with our  boarder and then went to bed. Master had rest for a few hours while I was away , so I took a siesta and left him on the pc. Yep adding to those files and we've added two new ones, pets and  a file for me.

Later Master came to bed and wrapped me in his favorite position,  head curled  on is left arm, my mouth at his nipple, right hand under his ass cheek, left hand holding and playing with his cock and his left knee up high between my legs, rubbing my clit. Somewhere in the night, while humping that leg, I climaxed and came all over that leg and the bed. OOOPs had to  get a towel  cleaned up and back into position, latched on to my Master.

Woke up this morning and Master took some pussy and fucked  my ass so good, I was standing on one my leg, like a stork,  while he pounded me Geez! Then after a quick clean up, he went racing back in that pussy and then demanded i sit on his face and eat his fresh fucked pussy. At lightening speed, I hurled away the two pillows and somersaulted to across his torso to rest my wet dripping pussy on his lips. Dammit! Using one of Master's favorite terms, OHHHHHHHH The Pleasure!!!!

I rode that tongue, fucked it, then begged him to circle my clit, and cam repeatedly. I was so hungry and greedy, as Master chuckled, knowing he had me spiraling to a Kahuna. I grounded that tongue and felt it circle my clit and all dams broke loose. I came so hard, I think I cut off circulation to that tongue while squeezing it with my pussy muscles.

Wired! Holy Shit!  Uncle! Fucking Uncle! 

Before I could recover, Master stuffed his cock back in my pussy and fucked me on my knees in the bed doggie twice more. There is a Poker game at 5pm, we have to go to the grocery store.  I wonder if we'll make it???

Wow! Busy!

It's been two wonderful days since getting home. Friday, I must have been certainly missed as Master treated me to total pleasure be taking his own. It began by simply lying in bed talking smoking cigs.  Master loves to always touch and he slowly inched those fingers to the inside of my  thighs. Slowly, ever so slowly he continued that journey to the lips of my pussy moving each finger in turn and strummed my clit.  I lost thought and all concentration, until Master broke the spell, saying don't forget about your cig.  One puff then  pressed it out and begged Master to put his fingers back in place, where they were teasing me so well. After a few strokes, my pussy was soaking and aching for more. So Master dragged me to the edge of the bed and began a slow tortuous war licking my clit with his tongue. He does this swirl thing with his tongue, that if every man could master this technique eating pussy, the world would be a safer place.

Roflmao It's to die for!!!!!

Master for the next hour sent me reeling, soaring, begging, screaming for more. He sucked me dry! Well, so I thought until he put me in the middle of the bed and just fucked me downward doggie in  my pussy until he collapsed like a marathon winner. Pure fucking bliss I tell you, pure fucking bliss!  With a rock hard cock still standing, what was I supposed to do? Silly people, (just teasing) I made love to his cock of course. I got drowned in cum and urine, and being the bad assed, greedy slut that I am, didn't spill a drop.  Just drank it all, thirstily  hungrily  and the wench I am begged for more.  Can you believe that??? So he fucked me again (yippppie) from the side of the bed and downward doggie again, my dam toes curled up and that shit hurt! Lol After relaxing a bit, I barely (I'm Lying heehee) remember getting rolled over and fucked downward doggie again until Master was done. Yep, this old Master is a fuckaholic!!!!!!! 

It's going to be a lovely day! "Wait", it is a lovely day! :)

I hope he's ready, because I sure am!

It's wonderful to wake up next to him/her and be dominated and sexed to the ultimate orgasm.  But you remember the moments that have nothing to do with anything other than the two of you sharing the same space. In those moments you get the substance that glues it all together. I am proud of all my accomplishments, but I remember the simple small things more. 

I started out in this journey stating that I give as good as I get. That hasn't changed, but if you take my  kindness for  a weakness, it is a mistake. Some mistakes you just don't repeat twice. I'm smitten... lol

Pay attention to your relationship with yourself. – One of the most painful things in life is losing yourself in the process of loving others too much, and forgetting that you are special too. When was the last time someone told you that they loved you just the way you are, and that what you think and how you feel matters? When was the last time someone told you that you did a good job, or took you someplace, simply because they know you feel happy when you’re there? When was the last time that ‘someone’ was YOU?

Up early, showered, coffee and ready to head to work & hungry! Where is that off switch?? LOl

Tuesday

Today was very productive. Spent an extra day home cleaning with Master and our new boarder. I have to say it went better than I could have hoped for. The kitchen was almost thoroughly cleaned except for a few more cabinets. 420 happy off an on all day and now checking a few emails and off to bed. :) It's a short week, but I miss being home already.  Lol So tonight won't be a lot of sleep, that's for sure. I'm ready (been ready) to complete some nice naughty acts on Master's body! lol I'm sure he's recovered from the last ball draining, I gave him. His balls were light as feathers, when he pulled my head off his cock and said" Baby their empty, I swear! Of course the favor was returned as he ate my pussy like good Master who treasures his slave! Yummy! I wonder if I can order some more of that tonight?? We shall see. 

Tuesday Night

All work and no play? Not in this house. We work hard and play  harder! Serviced Master well after cleaning the house. That beautiful tool was ridden frontwards and backwards, sucked and used to fuck pussy for over an hour! Now that's the good shit!! LOL And the nights is still young! Night, night Master, I love tucking you in and tuckering you out!

Have you ever been fucked , when the pussy is so good, he starts out slow, hits a run and keeps humping? Then Kahuna yells like  a dog fucking a bitch in heat? Ok Try it! LOl

Monday Frolics

It's going to be a really short work week for me. Not returning  until Wednesday am.  Don't know if we're making up for missed time or going to miss time, but fucking whenever you want, how you want all through the day is pretty spectacular! Now where's my pet?  LMAO

Home Holiday Weekend

Home on Friday and what a welcome! Master was so horny and hungry he fucked  his poor cock almost raw! So you know his little girl was purring like a kitten. 

Saturday

Up early and off to the Fall Slave hunt @ Wingnut Farms.  Called a couple of friends hoping they could come as well. Got there early and watched the slaves run like rabbits, then captured and tied to the slave poles. Let the flogging and spankings begin!!!!!!! Met a few new lifestyle-rs, played some adult fun games and watched the rest of the hunts. One cutie asked to spank me with a smile as I was viewing items for raffling  and off I trotted to get  Master and get his approval. Yep I got paddled. Ouch! But so good.  She swatted my ass twice and wanted to do more.  lol  Since she was a slave in the last slave heat, I promised to return the favor. We continued to chit-chat and I introduced her to Master. We gave her pointers on not being captured as it was her first event, and then Master switched shirts with her and wore hers for several hours!!!1 Wow! It was awesome. Yep we have pictures to prove it! Master is such a good sport, especially when it comes to wenches! LMAO !!! so off she goes, running to hide, gets captured and tied to the pole. It was definitely time for me to return the favor, and smack some slave ass!

And boy did I! I spanked and flogged her ass red & blue, and she jumped, skipped and laughed through the entire ordeal!! She loved it! The wench even asked for the flogger. A true pain slut, and  wanted so much her protector had to intervene and take her off the pole. She has no off switch! Her protector took excellent care of her, and we observed, watching and learning what these pain sluts need after that bad assed beatings they get while on the poles. It was all handled safely and well.

Then off to secure a cabin for the night, had dinner, and sat around the campfire. Ok this is the first campfire event that went amiss. No exhibition limits stretched for me as Master thought the night air was too cold. Eventually we got bored as shit, almost came home and kinda retired to our cabin early. Before retiring I went to the play room , watched some people scene, ate cake from a couple renewing wedding vows and wished, Mrsadistic4you and phonenixingrising were there. :(. Yep we were bored stiff! So off to bed, listened to Master snore like a forking horse, and kinky campers fuck each other in their tents. 

Early am rising, packed, loaded and came home. Master and I had some 420 fun, went to bed and fucked properly! LMAO Sucked his cock, the pussy was rammed  then rewarded with a pussy eating so good, I think he thought he was at a Chinese Buffet! Dammit  My ass on the edge of the bed, Master o his knees, licked and sucked me to orgasm so  hard, I think I even fucked his nose! 

Kanhuna! Uncle! Kahuna, Katata,

I fucking  had to crawl backwards on the bed and collapse. The rest of the day got so much better, I thought it was a holiday!!

So in return, I sucked Master to the point of , dick still hard with no cum or piss left. You know it's a shame to let a hard cock go to waste, Oh No, I can't have that, so the pussy and ass were rewarded equally. Hmmm Actually the pussy got so much attention the ass got jealous and oops, in the ass, Master's cock plunged! Yikes, that hurts soooooooooooo gooooooooooooooodddddddd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm still buzzing from everything, and still ready to have and give more. My next treat is to sit on Master's face. (swooning) I really don't have a high sex drive (big fat lie) and Master doesn't either (bigger fatter lie). Just love, need, want more of it at any given time of the day, everyday! Ok It's high!LOL

Boarders

So far, very good!  

I"M HUNGRY!!!!!! lol

No poker! 

Ok no complaints here. Eat drink, and merrily fuck at random. lol Waiting for the kinky campout @ Wingnut farms in Cameroon NC,  the up coming weekend. 

Round 2 & still going! :)

Round 2 was awesome!!!!! No wonder ex-slaves want to play LOL Master fucked until he collapsed!  All I heard was "Oh God" and completely drained!! See what I mean about getting another female, I have to have another cock?? Oh well as soon as he's ready to mount this chocolate honey, I'm begging for some pussy eating. Got to have it!!!!!!

Yeah! I Got Rammed :)

Home on Friday played poker and out early. But not before taking a challenge that cost me later.  Sitting at poker with the 2nd hottest white male I've seen there so far, and cracked his A's and floored his ass! lol Beat him badly after we both raised major bets and  went all in and he folded his pocket A's. Poor guy got up, walked outside, smoked, bought a beer and came back to the table and faced me. With  his bruised ego, challenged me to gulping my glass of wine and he would buy me another. Silly me, I love a challenge and took it! He gave me 4 minutes and I picked up my glass, drowned it in less than 10 seconds flat! The table broke out in whoops and hollers as I took a bow. Mr hottie ordered me a glass of wine came over shook my hand and gave me a bear hug. I was out of the game shortly after that, pleased as I played well

Ok,

Mistake 1. no food before drinking

Mistake 2. never chug a  glass of white wine

Mistake 3. never drink the second glass fast!

Mistake 4. never, ever eat a Mcd's premium chicken bacon wrap, after  2 & 3 !!!!!!!!!!!!

 1, 2, 3 & 4 leads to kneeling before the white porcelain throne!

Needless to say Master spent the night sleeping on the inside of the bed, next to the wall, just in case of a repeat performance. LOL

Awake Saturday morning, lots of coffee, two tylenol and lots of water, slave Ebony rebounds and ready to play. LOL After checking pc for events and emails, Master used me well, in all three holes! Feeding me multiple loads in each! 

Ready for round 2 !!

Listening to Luther Van dross!

Feel It!

I need to be on my knees, ass up hands behind my back

Pussy ready, ass ready, as he slides inside my crack.

Fucked hard, made to scream , while he pounds away!!!!!!!!

HUMP DAY!!!!

Wow! Beautiful summer day, breezy and sunny, and I'm horny, clitt swollen beyond recognition! What's wrong with this picture?  LOl

Sunday

Lazy Sunday morning then off to poker at 2 pm  We played both games and Master scored much higher on both. As  for me, I didn't place in the top 20 but had fun anyways. Besides it's free poker and geared for serious fun.

Came home, relaxed, discussed some nice issues  began Master's Blog (http://masterfoz.blogspot.com/

 )on some of his life's most memorable encounters, then updated both our profiles stating what he wants and I made sure, I got what I wanted as well. As for the bi-sexual women, it's great as long as you're serving me,

"I only bottom to Master"!. 

But of course our new female addition will serve us both and be trained to dance (Master's Dream) and serve as needed to enhance our lifestyle. If you're not serious about being that slave, then don't come, we're not buying slaves, subs or their skills. We cohabit dam good together and life is too short for bullshit antics, shits & giggles. If you want a mind fuck, use your pc and cam. LOL You will be required to prove you are STD free at your own expense of course as it's just irresponsible to offer yourself and you're not healthy and clean. We are life time partners, looking for someone who wants the same, Or even if you are a sub, the standards and requirements are the same.  

Meaning you have to be an exceptional female for me ever to take your precious little honey hole in my mouth. With the right female , totally trusted it would be a pussy eating extravaganza, but I love cock too much to go that route for now. Since Master gets to have an extra kitty to play with, I get  cocks. Damn! Damn! Damn! 

Played with Master as always and thoroughly drained his sweet cock! Rewarded with a nice pony ride atop this sexy ass man and came quicker than natives on a scalping raid! 

Back to work and taking care of business. 

Poor Me :(

Came home, watched football, watched movies, ate a luscious meal Master prepared, had drinks, and got Master rock hard and fucked well, then Master ate his little girls pussy like a champ! HMMM it's a tough life" and somebody has to endure it. :) LOL

Regional WPT Poker Championship

Saturday, September 14, 2013

Master and I, along with our house guests, went to the Millennium Hotel in Durham NC. This was my very first Regional, YEAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!  

I was not the first person out of the game, but I didn't last as long as I hoped. The Poker Gods said NO!!! LOL Master didn't last much longer either!!!! LOL So we're home relaxing, enjoying this glorious, Indian summer afternoon!! A vodka pink lemonade or two, a little help from our 420 friend, a luscious slave, what more can a Master want? 

NOT A DAMN THING!!!!!!

A Beautiful Day

Wow! Thursday was absolutely wonderful from beginning to end. First I took off to go with  Master to court in regarding an accident he was involved in 2 months ago.   Looks like by the 23rd of September, the DA is going to dismiss charges!!!! I will explain that later. But trust me that is simply awesome!

Then we go home and play!! Between getting his cock sucked, Master text-ed  back and forth with an old slave, and  an asl chaser from India, so I  fucked him too see if he could focus lol. That was hilarious! The asl chaser wants a rich American to take her shopping and he told her, he wants a sex slave. A great mind fuck for Master. As for me, the pussy and ass were entered multiple times, and saving the best for last, he ate pussy like a champ!  I think I worked his tongue into overtime! Tried to get a second bout and Master well, went MIA! LOl Don't worry, I'll be home tomorrow and order another serving. :)

Master may journal his experience in grave detail later. It's 4am for me and I'm hungry! Lol ok going for healthy snacks, have to keep the ass in shape!!  Then play some online poker, words with friends, and watch some porn, watch some recaps of the Patriots and Jets game. Master and I had a bet, I lost lol He can cash in later when I get home. 

A Busy Week

Taking care of personal issues this week and heading back to work. Boarders so far are trying to pull themselves together, but having them independent by December which is Master's goal might be a problem if we don't intervene and stay on top  of things.  A lot of just life, and time for play..well?? Can't have it all the time right. At least there are new games, pet etc, possibly on the horizon. 

How do you handle a vanilla that wants benefits of the life style? I'd say thread carefully and truly the results are of your making. Lol

Sunday Afternoon

More poker at 2pm and after we both placed in the top 20, Master said let's go home. I love it! Poker and poker friends are so cool but I'd rather be at home even if we're doing nothing. Ok now this evening is going to be play city. I'm hungry and I don't know what protocol fits this but this slave is going to totally take advantage of her Master and do some serious fucking and eating pussy or he might be in trouble.  LMAO

Out 0f all the toys I've seen duplicated, there is nothing for eating pussy! Now that sucks!

Interesting Weekend

Arrived at Bucks on Friday night to play poker with Master and enjoyed the evening. Friday night free poker and the element of people was pretty darn interesting. A flow of alcohol and hot tempers, escalated into a poker brawl with fist swinging during the second game. No one was hurt, thank goodness and  intervention on several players behalf cooled things down rather quickly. It's a very interesting group of people who gather here from season to season, year to year, all friends somewhat, but take playing poker seriously fun. Master and I both with our naughty buttons turned on, had a grand opportunity to have a fun evening and play, which quickly dissolved as the entire mood changed after this little brawl. Master had asked an old fuck buddy and a cute blond, who used to work there to come home with us. He struck  out too. Dam!!  BDSM with a little vanilla would have been quite delightful, since we knew our optional players quite well. Geez! Oh well, another opportunity will arise and I'm looking forward to having a little something different in the mix. This slave doesn't sit on the sidelines waiting very well. LOL So being the smart little cookie that I am, I'm making sure an additional cock is available for me. Yummy! This is  Master's play ground and since we both get to play, I've taken the opportunity to only consider what would work for me. Besides out of all of the vanilla's he tasted here, none could sustain his sex drive, so that wouldn't do for multiple play now would it? The only encounter I had with a female servicing me, left my itch unscratched, but Master had a blast fucking double. Hmmm, get my point? If I'm hungry after a trio, then a fourth(preferably cock :) should not only scratch the itch, but satisfy a fetish. Otherwise multiple partners means????????

I'm always being approached of course, but friendly banter doesn't get you in my honey hole, even if you ask nicely. Besides, what fun would that be if I have no interest?  Horny, I most definitely am, but parking in this space has requirements and must meet my approval, before I even entertain asking Master if I can play with you.  I've discussed this with Master letting him know who  I'd like to choose from but only a couple have sparked my interest enough to play with. Also since I like playing safe, I have had the opportunity to entertain my choice for over several months, after he so sweetly  asked if he could have me. LOl I replied "Can You"?

It's interesting to watch the expressions when I ask" do you know what an alternative lifestyle means"?  My choice is younger of course, has super soft lips that triggered a purring in the kitty when he kissed me. Yep that's a requirement, chemistry my  friend must exsist.  It's not difficult to feel those lips kissing my sweet kitty and that's a requirement. LOL

We came home, laughed over the evening antics, spent time with our vanilla boarders and off to play in bed. 

Saturday morning, well we were a little lazy, some house chores, some excellent play for Master and off to poker for the  evening. We only played one game, ditched the second one, came home, spent time with our boarders and then to ourselves. Early evening, I retired before Master, since I had a nice buzz and woke up to Master's hands a couple of hours later. I rewarded him for waking me, then slept like a charm. It's Sunday morning, and I'm dying to walk, stretch and keep this body in form, so I'm leaving Master where he likes to be, adding to his erotic collection of ladies and hitting the pavement. Two miles is my goal, working my way back to 5 per day. Ok I've had two cups of coffee and it's time to go!

What happens when you want what you want but just don't get enough? HMMMM LOL It's the creation of a greedy Master's touch. Be careful what you ask for! :) Yep, I'm hungry and getting a headache from the lack of. :( 

Missing falling asleep or waking up with Master's cock in my hand.

I'm happier than I've been consistently in a long time. I'm enjoying it now, living in the moment and it's good. Dam good! Really good! Forking good! lol

"Submissive"

A submissive's benediction

Play Time was spectacular!! I loved and sucked Master's cock so well it tingled afterwards and he couldn't let me touch it. Lol What a face fuck! Once the right rhythm was started it was on until he Kahuna'ed in my mouth. Limits expanded!!!!!!!!!!! :)

The Day Off

Early morning cup of java and time to play. Master's cock received lot's of attention, so the mouth , pussy and ass are happy.  Did some cleaning in the kitchen while Master washed dishes and then pancakes, bacon and scrambled eggs for brunch. Now we're relaxing until the urge to play rules, LOL!! Yep that means begging to sit on Master's face, as often as he allows. :)  I may need a back up tongue! LOL LOL LOl

Labor Day!

Happy Holiday! Thanks to all those working today and keeping things running!!

Sunday

Another great day. Up early morning yesterday cleaning, so to day it was play time and off to Poker. We both have deep itches to scratch, and we're not done yet. But he has loved me well. Sexually we are conceited at our own abilities to endure in and find it difficult to add someone to that mix. But we're trying Thanks to the holiday, I'm taking off another day and staying at home.  Being missed is one thing but being needed is another. I'm meeting those needs and supporting him in all decisions made. Poker was great with us both placing well in the top 20 on Saturday and Sunday games.  Master is very proud of my improvement in playing the game and the fact that I enjoy playing.

And to the friends on here who actually wish us well and give a dam, it's good.  I'm proud of us both at this point. 

Humbled & Proud!!!!

It's been a week of TRANSITIONS!!!  Taking on a young couple who are good friends of ours, came on hard times   We've taken them in temporarily, until they can back on their feet. We'll see how it goes.

Through it all Master and I have worked hard together making our home our sanctuary and taking care of friends.  Mostly I am so dam proud of Master's ability to deal with  several adversities,  of his own and still be a good friend. That shows his true character, as Man and then Master. 

With that being said, treating him to best of anything, sexual or not, gives me the greatest pleasure!

Changes

Master and I have agreed to help out a couple of his friends that were in a bind.  The sunroom is now a bedroom with two dogs and two additional pets. Both are working so it should  hopefully go well. It's a transition for us and  neither are lifestylers so I'm not sure if we've adopted two kids!!! LOl  We will just see how it all goes.  Sitting down tis weekend and addressing house issues and expectations. We live privately and I'm sure it's going to be an adjustment. Otherwise all is well.  Just not enough play time. As soon as I got home, my ass took the royal treatment and a very very nice downward doggie fuck left him breathless and panting for air. 

Poker again today and we both played well. Funny thing, we both ended our hands early to come home.  I guess it's true what they say, there's no place like home. 

Master's mind is busy these days also dealing with medical issues. He's going to be just fine, but everyone knows when you're going through things it takes a toll.  He's truly the alfa male.  It's hard taking care of a man who asks for a band aide for a broken bone if you follow my drift.  Lol

Sunday Morning

Being a good partner is much more than being a good slave. There are so many aspects of caring for a Master as well as yourself.  As a strong black woman, I know very well how to do just that.  This morning I'm caring for and Master in other ways that have nothing to do with sex.  Cohabiting  together is one of our stronger points. Sometimes you just need a friend.  

Saturday

Today like all days, spending time together is never boring nor do we have a lack of entertainment. Centered here in Raleigh, we're simply close to any and everything we need. I would definitely say it's a prime location to live. I'm looking forward to branching out, meeting more of the neighbors and love it that so many people walk for exercise. That's a plus. I miss my 5 mile hikes daily.

 Even before sleeping soundly last night, with the coolness of the evening and relaxing, the cock was our main focal point for pleasure. Role playing his little girl is such a turn on, for us both and I make sure I'm a good little girl.  Lol

Today, we've been quite lazy and played all morning, mostly giving Master a glorious continuous blowjob. What can I say?  The man loves his cock receiving attention. Feeling his cock enlarge and grow inside my mouth is freaking fun, to the point today, I actually had a wonderful orgasm while devouring him for over an hour.  Master first asked me if I could handle his urine output since he'd enjoyed several cups of coffee. With a smile , I said, let's see, then gulped all of it until his bladder was empty. Master  placed his hand underside my throat, enjoying the feel of me drinking. I could feel  his legs trembling, as I held onto his thighs and sliding my hands up to his buttocks, as he gave into the sheer pleasure of it all. I love giving him that  pleasure. 

Later we were back at Poker, both of us playing quite well. I'm getting pretty good at this, to my  amazement, and making him quite proud of my skills. In the last game, Master was out well before me and I came in 8th place. It's the beginning of a new season, so we have a lot of Poker playing to win, if we're going to make it to Los Vegas next year. Now that would be so cool!

Back home and Master is cooking dinner, making an awesome chicken stir fry with hoards of veggies. Yummy! I love a man in the kitchen.

Home & Hungry (:

Okkkkkkkk, yes I stay hungry lol. News flash right?? Shaved Master's head and face, then showered together, now ready to, sit back relax and be naughty. Really naughty!  Master says he's extremely hungry, well let's see if I can curb that that appetite, shall we! 

Cravings!!!!!

I need to be daddy's little girl today (:

A recent flash back

"Are you daddy's little girl" he asks? "Yes" I replied, nodding my head as i'm softly circling the head of his cock with my tongue. Then flickering the base of the head as I took him in my mouth. A low groan from Master, as his hips thrust upwards demanding more. I'm giggling now, knowing how hungry we both are, but the need to serve him first out weighs the ache inside my aching wet pussy.

"Are you daddy's little slut, his cum dump, his urinal "He asks"? UHMMM, I moan sliding a little further down his cock, as his hips thrust upward, seeking more of the pleasure his cock is receiving in my wet and hot mouth.

"ooooohh" he replies, You're pleasuring your daddy so good little girl. This elates me, making me feel proud and greedy to give him more. Honestly, I wanted to taste his cum in my mouth, shooting down my throat as he face fucks me. He gets lost in the power and thrill of forcing me to, open my throat with his cock as he pours his cum inside, feeling my throat contract as it splashes down that deep. So pleasing him excites me to a place of empowerment beyond control sometimes, and I've learned to devour and explore his cock and balls with my tongue eagerly but slowly, knowing full well he's in fucking bliss! He holds nothing back, and the sounds are like exotic music to my ears and all the encouragement I need to suck his cock dry! So unless instructed to do specifics, I alternate my techniques, listening for further instructions or moans that indicate, I'm rocking that cock well and instructions need not apply, LOl.

"Then", take it all deep "he states", then the middle, now the suck the head hard! Yep, techniques are good and he wants more. 

"Daddy's gonna feed his little girl, then fuck and cum in her pussy! Would you like that little girl?  "Oh Yes" Daddy, as I slurp and change the tempo. "God Dammit", that's good he throws out, Daddy's cock belongs in his little girls mouth, pussy and ass, all three holes.

 My pussy and ass are now wetter and pursing their own battle over who gets fucked first as I continue to suck and prime his cock.  His cock is brick hard and the thrusts are more frequent, so I wrap my arm underside his opposite thigh, locking  my lips on to his cock, stroking it at the same time with my tongue, massaging it as I suck hard, then gag myself. Master grabs my hair and head, forcing my head down and his cock so deep in my throat, tears roll and no air is allowed. He  thrusts twice, pulls my head up and yells "BREATHE"!

 A quick inhalation of air, and my head is buried in his soft, red pubic hair, as his cock lodges in my throat again, THRUSTING HARD SEVERAL MORE TIMES THEN, "BREATHE! "You want more," as he sneers and pulls my head up to look in his eyes, "Yes"!! I barely get out before my throat then is jammed full of cock and the first load rockets out, gagging me as I attempt to swallow.  Before I can get air or swallow, another load erupts as he plunges deep inside my throat again. This time when he raises my head, I boldly BEG, "MORE PLEASE"! Given only a moment to breathe, Master growls loudly as he rams his cock down my throat, rocking now with weight as he cums twice more. I somehow mange to swallow some of his load, while the rest spills down my chin, and Master pulls my head up and forcibly kisses me so hard, I can't breathe. Master slows the kiss, roaming his tongue in my mouth swallowing his cum and my saliva  then rolls me over to my stomach without preamble and plugs into my pussy in one single thrust. Shit! "Daddy's raping his little girls pussy", isn't he little girl?? I can't answer as the power of the impact of him entering me so hard, caused a scream, that never left my throat. I suck in air and from somewhere, I heard a "Yes".  Was that my voice? With a steel hard cock tearing through wet pussy walls and hitting bottom, I found that voice and screamed "YES!!!!!!! omg!!! FUCKING YES!!! "You want daddy to stop little girl"?? NO DADDY, PLEASE DON'T STOP FUCKING ME, "I BEG!

I knew he had no intention of doing so, as I raised my ass up to take the impact better, I hear Master say " Daddy's going to take your ass little girl. Do you want daddy to take your ass? "Yes daddy".  You do, he asks?? Then beg daddy to take your ass little girl. Daddy please take my ass! One should most certainly be careful, when begging this Master.  Lol He takes as he pleases. My ass has never been the same since! No lube, just downward doggie, straight in the ass to the hilt, every inch of cock plunged.

 "Where is daddy's cock little girl"? In my ass daddy! "I"m going to lube my litle girls asshole with my cum,  while he was resting his full weight of 200 and some odd pounds, he fucked, telling me over and over, how he loved fucking his little girls ass.  Then lubed my rectum with his cum as he yelled like a fucking mad man, then whimpered, then pissed so long, I thought he had plugged in a water hose by mistake! Used, bruised, and slaughtered sexually, I was still horny, milking his cock with my muscles (:  So while Master lay on his back after rolling off, drained as dry as the Sahara Dessert, I borrowed his his middle finger on his right hand and  stroked my clit until I cam in his hand. Then being the awesome daddy he is, I was allowed to slide my well fucked pussy on his face and Kahuna so hard, I saw stars!  

After a warm and cleansing shower we returned to bed, with me holding and stroking his cock to full erection and loved being fucked again and again. Yep, he's created a monster, in this needy, greedy little girl. And I'm still trying to find out how we can sit in his recliner, with me in his lap and fuck daddy, oh so good.  (:

I'ts Hump Day!!!

I Need Master's Torture Touch! Just Reek Fucking Havoc! 

Suck Cock, Terrorize Pussy And Make A New Asshole!! (: Wait!): Did I say Make A New Asshole?? Silly Me, Master Changed Positions This Weekend And I Thought I had One Already.  Soooooooo Let's Not Wish For That Okkkk(:

Pre-season Football!

I love football! But during the pre-season game while rooting for the Redskins, Master kept soothingly touching me.  So I returned the favor, distracted him long enough to blow up his cock, make it hard and got fucked in the pussy and ass.  (: Ok, "Who knows I did that on purpose" ?? LMAO

Late Morning, Early Afternoon!

Drained Master's cock well again and received a over the top ass fucking with lot's of lubing! Lol Relaxed, then lunch and smoke break, checked emails and then back to  the bedroom for a Kahuna for Master, downward doggie!! While Master roared his mating call, I creamed on his cock answering the call!

More to come!

One More For The Master!

A wonderful repeat of last night and Master get's his cock worshipped, treating me to oodles of delicious cum. Wait? Is that coffee I taste?? Yummy!! Master then goes straight for the ass, lubing it with more coffee flavored cum, then simply rinsed that glory hole with his urine.  Yep, the colon is clean. 

Monday

Remembering the events over the weekend puts a huge smile on my face. Saturday we entertained new friends in the lifestyle, double dating with dinner and a movie. Then back home for personal time and play.  

Sunday morning  I was hungry for breakfast and more of Master's touch. We ventured to the Golden Corral for brunch, with our friends from the night before and another couple who are old friends. The funny thing is, it's usually our monthly munch meeting with a larger group, but that group met on Thursday night instead.  Small and intimate in size, the munch became a meet and greet, and we had our own munch.  It went very well!!  Back home for desert, Master out did his self!! I've never had a double Kahuna back to back within seconds of each other. HOLY MOTHER!!!! Drained?? I was completely unplugged, drained, and wiped clean of fluids!!  Basking in the aftermath was even better. Yep I had one proud Master, who loves nothing more than giving pleasure, as he receives it. (: 

Poker Championship tournament at Bucks went well, but we didn't place in the final three. Oh well, another season begins next weekend.  Home, watched the tube, played more poker then Master prepared an absolutely wonderful dinner.  After dinner more tube then off to bed. Now Master's turn. Sucking his cock is great, but stroking it on the weakest of spots, gets you a steel hard cock and more time to play with it.  LOl Listening to Master's burbles, and soft sounds of pleasure, enticed me to give more. Well into an hour of just sucking, stroking and teasing the hell out of his cock, with him exploding volcanic ruptures of cum, Master was drained to the point of dry cumming and his cock was STILL HARD, BUT EMPTY!!! The balls were feather light and blowing in the wind. I love draining him to the point of, give me a few hours to recover please!!!   LOl Such a wonderful treat for Master since he gave the same to me earlier. Match Point! 

More to report later!

Ok!!!!!! Wet, wild and hungry! I'm ready to get the kitty serviced. Eat me, then let me  ride!!! lol

Saturday

Slept late, served Master off and on all morning, invited a new couple over for a first meet, went to dinner and a movie with them and returned home and served some more. I have to admit, now I have a sore ass since Master  entered me in a whole new position.  Dam that hurt soooooooooo good! (: Going to FuQuay Varina for a TMG munch meet breakfast with friends then play in the poker championship @ Buck's tonight. I've got some begging to do. I need to sit on Master's face until I cry "UNCLE" and squirt in his mouth. We are greedy monster's. lol

Home!

Geez! We have been fucking since after poker last night! YippIEEE!!!!!!!!!!  No hole left untouched. Lol OMG!  There is cum everywhere!! (:

Back at work and hungry!

There's nothing better, besides being fucked well in all three holes, then sit on Master's face and have him torture me until I rain cum down his throat! That's what you get when you devour his cock and create a Master piece of pure hardness! Now if I could clone it and make one more, I'd never have to beg for anything lol

Sunday

Poker Championship Tournament at Buck's Billiards,  dinner at home and then out to the movies.  Yep we're both Star Wars fans!  Prior too, Master still recovering from the heat on Sunday, took a much needed nap after I exhausted his needs and tucked him in.  It's going to be interesting how two extremely sexually and needy individuals manage to cool the heat and work out daily living. Remarkably, it's going very well.  A little late night play and lights out.

Monday

I took the day off to spend with Master.

I'M FINALLY HOME!!!!!

After what seems to have been forever, I made it! Master and I are now living together full-time.

Saturday Events

2013 Wingnut Stables Wild West Festival

After a late start, due to unavoidable work related issues, we arrived mid afternoon ready for all the fun activities and events. Our invited guests, arrived hours ahead of us, but had such a great time, they both joined Wingnut stables. Yeah!!  OMG!!! IT WAS SMOKING HOT!!! The crowd was dressed in their finest, American Indian and Cowboy finery. Every imaginable character from the Old West was present! The food was great, the vendors had all kinds of BDSM Toys for sale and there were games and events galore. Everyone received a certain amount of Wingnut Bucks at check-in to spend at the auction, which many items and services were donated by the attendees. Bidding was fast, furious and exciting to participate in and observe. OMG!! IT WAS SMOKING HOT!! Thank goodness for the late afternoon thunderstorm, that saved the day and cooled it off. Dinner was excellent, with a generous buffet, supplied by everyone. KINKY CAMPOUT, was the kinkest yet!! There were scenes happening all over and the best was the three couples, who did it all!!  NUFF SAID!! There wasn't much sleep had by anyone, as we were all having  too much fun!!!!!! Thanks to WhiteLight for the supplying delicious marinated steaks for breakfast. A big round of thanks to Caretta & Danny for another smashing success!!!!! It's a shame that there is only one event left for this year ):  

TGIF!!!

Weekend plans are Great!! We're back in Cameron NC, attending the Wild West Festival for all  Kinksters @ WingNut Stables. The only downfall is I  forgot to bid on a cabin so we are camping in  our tent ): Dammit!! Nonetheless it's going to be fun, work, and then some serious playing. I've never fucked knowing there are hundreds of people around and knowing anyone could just walk right in at any given moment and watch Master work his magic.  MMMMMMMM  This weekend we have a couple of friends we invited attending for the first time as well. Tent or earth floor, It's going to be a blast!

There are as many styles as there are people who participate full time or when they can in this lifestyle.  I have had the ultimate pleasure in corresponding with a few here on cm and a few on that are the most beautiful people ever! One of those on is a sexy ass Dom who oozes all the good stuff. He writes beautifully as well. So I thought I'd share one of his writings, that revolves around being a Dom and his sub. Enjoy!!!

A Dom's Reward by Inquietos_Lupus

When I speak to anyone not in the lifestyle, or anyone new, we talk about the things I do as a Dom. The most common question asked is: What do you get out of it?  Most assume it's blowjobs and kinky sex. Most assume it's the freedom to take what I please, when I please, as I please. Most assume it's the servitude and ability to demand.

 Most would be wrong!!

My reward, and I hope any Dom's reward, is so much greater than that.

Split Weekend

Had to return  to work this morning. One part-timer in Wake Med and my client had a medical emergency. MasterFoz stayed with me until it was determined that I had to stay. I really appreciated his support and loved having him so close by. He will tell you it makes me love him more! 

Home!

It's mid week and I'm just where i'm needed and wanted most, HOME!!!  With my editor and chief sitting beside me, I'm taking a few moments to journal while he snacks on pbj sandwiches.  We have a lot to discuss and plan for the weekend and upcoming weeks. It's never a boring moment unless we're in separate places. This Saturday, we're attending the TMG(Triangle Munch Group) Fashion Show here in Raleigh. It's going to be a blast with Kinksters  in the lifestyle strutting their finest!! Then Poker on Saturday night and on Sunday night. Tonight we're 420 friendly and paying bills tomorrow. Finally I see where we get to save for a few projects but mostly one special gift for Master that he really, really, wants. I'm a true money manager, so it's a done deal!  

Stoner Moment!! LMAO!!!!

I  tore the top of a crush proof cig box,so it wouldn't close. Master says "Here,I'll fix it!!"  So Master tears the top off completely, hands it back and says "Fixed"  NOt exactly what I was thinking for a solution, LOL LOL LOL!!!!!!!!!

If you can make each other happy with simple things, the bigger things play out well.  MasterFoz you're making me proud to call you Master!

It's mid week & I"M soooooo needy!!

If everything goes well I'l be home again tomorrow then back home for the weekend.  Our place has a beautiful wooded back yard and very private.  It's been a long time since I've had the pleasure of having him take me outside.  MMMM So primal!! Due to the swamp area though mosquito's reek havoc an being bitten would be quite nasty.  Hmm the thought of tasting bug spray on his cock doesn't seem quite appetizing either. Oh well, the indoor sun porch will have to do. Besides I love watching his majestic form hoovering over or behind me while he slides in and out of one of the honey holes, calling me daddy's little girl while he rams that hard cock deep. Downward dogie or on his knees, his thrusts are sensually  slow or break speed hard, sometimes lifting me off the floor or cramming my face into the carpet. Taking ownership of my pussy, commanding that I cum then sliding his cock in my ass asking me "Where's daddy's cock now little girl"? I like him hungry and demanding. He fucks for hours just enjoying the pleasure of my mouth or other two sister entries serving his cock so  well. Oh but nothing beats this man when he wants to dominate me by leaving his body fluids merged  seated and sent to the depths of my pussy and ass.  Then hungrily roll me over and suck his cum from my well used pussy.  Dammit! Dammit! Dammit! Ok I'm homesick....And I need a day of fuck on and off all day  until he raises his white flag and states, " Baby! You drained me dry! I just don't have anymore! Then 30 minutes later he's saying, "Suck that cock, make it hard, cause I want to fuck you some more" ! 

Beautiful Weekend!!!

A late start Friday night, due to unavoidable circumstances.  We came home and downward doggie was the flavor for the night. MMMMMMMM Love IT!

Lazy morning and early afternoon with a brunch with bacon and pancakes.  Poker at 3pm, came home watched movies, until I fell asleep( too many beers) so Master read in bed while I snored! LMAO!!!!!!! 

Sunday morning I was up early letting Master sleep in while I took a short walk around the block.  I made coffee and aroused Master  to get up and ready for the Sunday TMG Munch Brunch .  Looking forward to a lazy afternoon inside together.

Yep it's the weekend! (:

LMAO, I just had a friend from out of state call and complain about her man not paying enough attention to her.  She was gone for several days and returned home expecting to get thrown to the floor and taken.  Instead he kissed her lightly on the cheek and said I missed you, and then preceeded to leave the room and watch tv.  Well?? "I said" maybe he's just tired from doing nothing or maybe you weren't missed that much!

It's fascinating what a smart phone with an excellent camera can capture!  I'm such a good girl with a little sadistic flavor!! LMAO  

Bleep forking Bleep! lol  Been off for hours, got an eye full! Now what? Ok time to regroup, recoup and pay  it forward! 

It's Wednesday, breast are tingling, pussy is wet and throbbing, and ass needs lubing. Geez!! Cum in my mouth, pussy and ass, and drain his cock, get an enema, then sit on his face while he eats my pussy and squirt like a banshee !! In other words getting ready for the weekend and some long lip smacking kisses, bent over a chair or sofa, or just lying on the floor and my pussy and ass taken!!! Yep I'm hungry. Gonna suck his cock like it's 1995!!!!!  LMAO

*When I  learned what part of this journey entailed, I thought I would never be able to have a true love, lovers relationship again. I was wrong. Not only am I very open and capable, He gives it freely in return. Being in love is one thing, loving someone just because is even greater, but I have his heart. I'm going to treasure knowing and remembering how that came to be. 

Highlighting the events for the weekend later as Master has a nasty spider bite and I'm taking care of him. Poor baby broke out in hives all over. 

Home & Hungry

Having a high sex drive can be the greatest pleasure when you have a partner that can quench that craving.

Wednesday and Starving!!

Geez! Women have two tits to play with, pussy and ass to fuck. We got short changed when a man has just one cock! Dammitt lol And no I don't like dildo's!!!

Going Home Early!

Yep, and I'm hungry!

Master Turned The Big 60!

On Friday we began celebrating with Poker! Yep he's a previous poker tournament host and loves to play at Bucks Billiards in Cary. We partied and the bar graciously picked up our tab, which was very cool.  After the game we brought a few guys home and played on the sun porch into the early morning. One of the players girlfriend and I cooked breakfast, and we went to bed about 5:30 am. We were up again about 8am, and headed out to Lake Crabtree Park about noon to picnic with the TMG(Triangle Munch Group). Check them out o , its a really core cool group of people.  Great picnic,  tons of awesome food and games with BDSM related prizes was a good start to celebrate his birthday. I played and won several  pieces of rope. hmmm!!!! Now that can be used later! LOL 

Saturday evening back at Buck's for more poker, gathered a new set of players and another home game lasted well into the morning.  Master cooked his famous poor mans supper which was absolutely delicious! Master was pretty dam content, with entertaining out and at home. After everyone left, we began our own party, never went to bed until late afternoon.  Yep, back to fucking like rabbits, off and on all day. Face fucking and gagged all morning! Whoopie!!!  I love that pink cock!  The pussy took a pounding and the ass sang "Its going to be a great day".  Master was so hard, I thought he had an inflated dildo!! Being fucked in the ass and bitten makes me squirt like a gusher! Dammit that was cool! I think I need to check his drivers license again for the age. Yep he's 60 alright, but fucks like he's 30. To top things off, Master was completely drained of any fluids all day and and the last drops he was able to locate, while we were in bed and I tucked him in nicely snoring like a freight train! LOL     Roflmao Needless to say after  playing like rabbits Master fucked hisself raw!  The mouth, pussy and ass survived! 

Its Monday, so back to work. :(

Looking forward to this week, as it promises to be an interesting one!

TGIF!!!!!!!!!

Ready to go home soon to serve and be served. Master's birthday is tomorrow, so we are definitely playing poker and partying! Other plans to feed his sadistic nature tinged with severe revenge is in the works but unfortunately not happening on his birthday.  AWWWWW lol any who I'll keep you posted on how that plays out. In the interim I have a plan B, that should knock his socks off and rock his aching knees and exercise his cock for hours! Let's see if Mr. I need to fuck every hour is up for the challenge! lmao   

Growth & Unlimited Potential

When you stand firm holding on to what you bought into, adapting ,excepting, understanding that the changes make you stronger, revolving into a love so rare, deep and binding, it brands you. I found that rarity and seek nothing more than to have it, keep and treasure it. Without this journey, I would have never had the opportunity to explore and find it. I'm indebted to a friend who encouraged me to determine what I needed first, and everything else would follow. This journey  and everything I experience  is just the means of getting there. 

BDSM & ADAPTIONS

Where every and anything can change in a moments notice to suit the needs of one, communicated maybe if you're lucky and you realize what you started out with no longer exists.

Midweek

Going home for lots of TLC and servicing Master's cravings. 

The last few weeks have been a tremendous overtaking of balancing my vanilla activities and friends and living gloriously happy with my chosen lifestyle. Some take being a bitch the wrong way.  lol I don't know what it means to others, but for me it means you're not a doormat and to handle things with this Master, you have to certainly explore as he calls it" My unlimited Potential".  Kisses Master for your insight. 

Balancing Act Between Two Worlds

I wonder if there is a threshold of just how much BDSM or how much "vanilla" we can take in our lives before we feel like we are stuck. So it just goes back to my initial question of, do full time BDSM relationships utilize completely vanilla techniques in an effort to change things up?I suppose that if one is completely satisfied within the realm of their relationship then therewouldn't really be a need to explore the other end of the spectrum. I know that I am not satisfied with a purely vanilla sexual relationship but I also know that I cannot be fully satisfied with 100% BDSM aspects all the time. I mean, a slave needs sensual kissing and slow love-making every once in a while right?

I can't help but think that sometimes we categorize ourselves too much and end up missing out on other elements of intimacy because we become too comfortable in our stereotypes or we are afraid to speak up within our current roles.  

Regardless, like the rest of life, I believe that there is a balance that needs to be achieved and that the middle ground for that balance is different for all types of roles and relationships, but I still think that there is balance to be found somewhere. 

A balance is always the preferred goal. Often times it take a frequent re-evaluation of the things in our lives that bring us balance. Clear communication and a good understanding of who we are, are building blocks of finding this balance. As with almost anything else, too much of one thing can be bad, and often is not healthy. A mix of different ideas and styles will most often bring a more balanced result that we all wish for.

OMG! That little Bitch is having a freaking ball! There's a song in this somewhere? 

 Gary Glitter

 - I didn't know I loved you (till I saw you Rock Roll).flvhttp://youtu.be/r0MjAFqFpX4

What next?  A mock slave revolt? lol

Ahh just joking about the revolt, its a little hungry slave humor:) I need a new script, I know this one by heart...

A friend of mine told me that I was too nice, and needed to get more in touch with my Bitch side and express anger more. Well ladybug the Bitch is loose and i'm going to let her roam for awhile. lol Actually I like being a little sadistic. Who knew??

Heading home to take care of a horny Master! Its going to be a marathon night! All three holes and waiting to hear that Alpha yell!!! Then give him a super blowjob and drain him of all fluids. mmm looks like another TKO for Master. lol

What a difference a day makes!!! 

It's Wednesday and I just hit sub-drop like a fucking ton of bricks!!!!!

If you view my profile just searching or a friend or follower who reads the journals, please take the time and tell me what your definition of a mind fuck is?  I'm very curious to see what you think lol

A Lazy Father's Day On Sunday

Sunday morning was lazy, breakfast out and slow rabbit play throughout the day. First wishing Master Happy Father's day then making calls to all my brothers and close male friends who are father's. No poker today as Master wanted to stay home, eat relax and play at will. So we did just that. Played when we wanted to or needed, relaxed and ate well. Later while watching movies that Master had chosen, I felt my breast ache feeling heavy and realized I was lactating. Yikes!! Oh but wait! Now I can feed my Master! Yummy!!!!!! lol

Master's qoutes

Sometimes things are said to make you think, if you're really listening.  Master often says things that are pretty profoundly  interesting. lol so here is his latest quote that I found interesting, while he was viewing a profile here on CM.  He stated  the sub had been on cm for years and never bothered to change her age. and wondering if he knew what he said was truth??

You are, what you say others have become that you hate! hmm 

Nesting

Setting up a house is one thing, but making it a home is totally different. We are setting up a home that at the end of the day is our castle. Working together combining incomes, and budgeting is an important part of meeting needs and saving for wants. We are both very thrifty in most areas and can avoid overspending in the others.  This weekend we were on a tight budget, but still managed to eat out every meal and go out each day for some cheap fun & entertainment!!!! 

Master and I also spent quiet time, sharing, talking for as long as we could keep our hands off each other, LOL!!! (Sorry, no details this time)

Counting the days until my contract is up in July and I can FINALLY, be home everyday!!!! (HURRY UP DAMNIT!!!) 

Master 13 & Ebony 6 1/2

Yes I earned another point! Lol I took another day off to be with Master and it was well worth it!

Sunday Morning Dom Session

I needed to be totally and completely dommed by Master, so I  asked for a session.  I produced the bag of toys in the living room and then had Master come in and spank, flog, bite and fucked my pussy and ass with a dildo and then his cock. While stuffing the didlo up my ass, I begged Master to bite me, which he did on both ass cheeks. Then Master had me serve his cock so I could get fucked roughly. My plan is to be fucked in every room in the house before midnight.  So far we have the only rooms remaining is both bathrooms, the library,  the kitchen and the hallway. The session is intense and so intense, Master broke his paddle on my ass while spanking me. More to come as we venture to use the other rooms.

Life Is A Bitch , Then You Die

I used this tool at my Master's request to journal a small portion of our lives, for acceptance and training purposes.  I am happy to say I have mastered that. Enlightening as they have been to those who have enjoyed them it only shows a small portion of what this lifestyle consists of when you're living it 24/7 or when you can. There are real issues that have nothing to do with sex that takes work and effort to pull it all together.  As much as I have grown in serving sexually and submitting to be , I have recognized my own needs more. In doing so, I can make better choices on how to govern myself and be happy. It doesn't matter how I got here , but how I live here, and what I've learned and applied it that enhances my choices. It's still a work in progress, and the journey has taught me well.

Last Of The Mohicans

On Friday Master & I had set up a meet and greet that went belly up. She was invited and agreed to stay the entire weekend, with us giving her a tank of gas, and a possible place to stay, all based on how the meet and greet  went.   It's amazing how people who are offered something true and decent, cower behind hidden agendas, make promises and have no intentions of doing anything but satisfying their needs while using and taking advantage of others. Well for me, saving women in dire straits is a wrap!!!!!!! She was sleeping in her car, and I'll just pray she locks the doors at night or find a more resourceful means of getting help. WE ARE NOT A RESCUE MISSION!!! PLEASE DO NOT APPLY!!

We Finally Met! Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Moving in a much better area, today was another happy moment as we finally got to meet two friends in the lifestyle, meeting for lunch and then coming to visit, and finally went out to dinner.  It was freaking AWESOME!  MasterPain4u & phoenixrising2u

 are real people who are true to their word for who they are and work hard to keep things the way they should be. Our meet and greet couldn't have gone better if it was written in stone. It was my first with Master and I daresay sets the standard of how a meet and greet should go.  We have talked almost daily and known of each other for at least 5-6 months and just meeting. The entire day was a blast with both of them.  I'm looking forward to all other encounters we have as our friendships grow.

 Slave Greedy 

Two enemas, pussy ate out, ass fucked and pussy fucked, and Im still hungry!!!!!! Ok going for the cock and see what else I can get! Lmao

Mid Week Headaches

There is something that puzzles me. Most women decline sex because of a headache or fakes one to get out of it. I get headaches when I don't have it and I need it pretty badly!! Problem for me is I need Master's cock and tongue and fingers. dildo's and toys are of no pleasure unless Maser is using them. I love , need, and want a live throbbing cock to play with.  lol Sigh 

Spoiled

This week's  vacation ended too soon. It was wonderful each day to sleep and wake up and play at will at any given time during the day. Our motto was eat, sleep, and do whatever we wanted. After poker on Sunday, we went home, made sure all three holes were entered and used, then on Monday rain kept us in for awhile.  Most of the house is presentable so we sat out in the sun room and relaxed.  Master needed his balls drained so like a good slave, I did everything imaginable to that glorious cock, made it hard, then Master fucked me down dogie on the sun room carpet.  Master was riding in the wind fucking, and said "LOOK" as I  looked  into  the glass you could see our reflections as Master fucked my pussy and ass.  It made me wetter. It was amazingly beautiful and erotic! We both watched as he slid in and out of me then cum deep inside me. 

Later Master took me bowling, bought some shoes and the fun began.  I told Master I bowled backwards which is pretty funny to watch, but I can make strikes, if consistent, so it works for me. During bowling, Master hurt his knee to both our dismay, so the evening was spent taking care of his knee. We had a few drinks and had him relax in the sun room and then later to bed. We were both up early this morning with me returning to work.  Vacation over, and missing him already.

Doming Session

Master and I had a doming session this am involving deep throating his cock. I am proud to say there is much improvement as I can take several more thrusts down my throat before gagging.  He loves it!!! Of course with him the rewards are freaking awesome since a hard cock means the ass and pussy get fed.  The ass muscle is a fascinating tool, as you feel some pain upon entry, it soothes into some fierce pleasure. Master's movement intrigues me when he's fucking my ass.  The mixture of pleasure, goes from one extreme to the next.  Slow indulging strokes, taking all of his body weight at times, while his cock is deeply embedded, to fast and hard, pounding strokes that lift me off the floor.  After eating lunch, he during another session, Master had me on my knees on a pillow while he deep throating me, then fucked me in the throat, running his hand down along my neck so he could feel his cock as he moved in and out of my mouth.  Then dropping my shorts, Master slid into my ass, fucking me slow, easing the head in and out completely, then ran it deep until he pissed inside me.  Using my rectal muscles, I was able to control the flow, which also gave additional pleasure to his cock. I liked this session, being partially nude with just walking shoes, socks, sports bra was definitely naughty. Ok more relax time then off to poker at 3 PM. Well we have 3 hours so who knows what he wants before then.

Poker And Master's Points! (Damn! Damn! Damn)!

Master is a great poker host, making the game fun for all the  players. Midway during the game he gives happy chips of 5000 to each player and for some it means a chance to play at least a few more hands. Our first game was 2 PM, Master was out early and I placed in the top 20. The second game at 6 PM I placed in the top 20 and Master placed 3rd.  It's a fun group, great food from the bar and something Master truly enjoys. As for me, I'm still learning to play, but enjoying the game and doing quite well.

After the game we watched a little SiFi  movie, where after no sleep the night before, dinner and relaxing, Master put me to bed. Somewhere during the night, I was being entered and fucked from the side gloriously (1 Point Master). Earlier morning still dark, I was being fucked hard dogie(1 Point Master).  

Ok so here's the deal, we have to wake the other person up and began play. The night before, Master was sleeping and tired, so being Ms. compassionate ass, I let him sleep checking on him periodically and playing Scrabble on the pc. WELL NO MORE MS NICE LADY!!! LOL To top it off Master has poked fun that I didn't take advantage of him at all and could have as he laughs his freaking head off.  Ooookkkkk, that's a challenge and  GAME ON!

MASTER 13 - EBONY 5 1/2

Play Day!

A hard cock deserves attention and if you make Master's hard, well you get fucked! He loves his cock in my mouth, pussy and ass! Since I've been working on deep throat fucking, Master has become hard much faster. I'm no fool, sucking his cock gets me what I want. Now later some time for oral for me, sitting on his face.  I love that as much as he loves me worshiping his cock. One good turn deserves another, so when you stick your feet under this table, pussy worshiping is most definitely required.! 

Cleaned up then went outside to work, with Master blowing leaves off the roof, blowing the driveway and sidewalk. I cleared debris from the yard, canned it and now we're relaxing before heading outt to 3 poker games.  

Awake!

After sleeping for less than a couple of hours I am up, focused and ready for the day.  After visiting the bathroom to expel two previous cups of coffee, I came into the pc room and said good morning to Master.  Picking up a cig and heading back through the door, Master goes"I have something for you" to which I turned and replied "Oh really? Facing him in the doorway, Master dropped his shorts, and his cock sprung out like a yo yo  just waiting for me to gobble it up. What a beautiful site! I sat in one chair and began to devour my morning treat, gagging on it, kissing it, and priming it guaranteeing I'd have cum to taste. I was rewarded well! Then Master fed my pussy and ass leaving no holes without attention. My last treat was an enema that was so loaded, the muscles in my ass did something strange and tried expelling it causing a slight mishap.  OOPpsie! Never had that happen before! Luckily the bathroom is close by. After clean up and more coffee, I'm ready to get my day started.

Master - 11 Ebony 5 1/ 2

I've been up all night while Master slept. He gave me a point just because lol

A Food Fetish

Today we have accomplished, well not too much of anything, but enjoying each other's company mostly and dinner out.  Golden Coral had a wing fest, ok so we ate like little piggies! There is very much such a thing as a food fetish, as I watched the look on Master's face while he was devouring those wings. I made a short trip to the bathroom and Master had scarfed down 5 wings before I could return to the table. LOl After gorging ourselves on food, we stopped for supplies, returned home and had drinks sitting out in the back yard. Just relaxed, made tentative plans for the next three days until I return to work, and others through January. After dinner we were very, very lazy, watched some TV and enjoyed accomplishments from cleaning the house. Earlier this morning I managed to even clean a portion of the sunroom. 

Before retiring to bed, I loved Master's cock sweetly, got him hard, me on my knees with Master positioned behind me and was speared! Dammit! I just don't always know when he's going to do that. LOL

SOMETIMES

 THINGS GO SO GREAT, IT'S HARD TO BREATHE.

THANKS FOR CHOOSING ME TO BE YOUR  #1! I WILL ONLY SERVE ONE MASTER! HEY THAT'S YOU! LOL lOVE YOU MASTERFOZ!

Early Morning

Lovely morning cock worshiping, a tender pussy fucking, slow long strokes in my ass, coffee, a walk around the neighborhood is a beautiful beginning for a day on vacation.  After the walk, more cock worshiping time for Master, until he was completely drained of cum. MMMM good to the last creamy drop! Master then very weak kneed, toes curled, and staggering was ready to relax then get some business done. First an estimate for the car door that needs repairing. I;m staying home and will have a surprise for the big guy when he returns. Oh and he'll like it. 

Master-11 Ebony 4 1/2!

Ok I wake him up and he has to go to the bathroom to dump, well I still get my point! 

The Real Man

Master worked very hard yesterday, lifting things and cooked dinner. I spent a  little time talking to my girls  and a few Vanilla friends. After dinner we lounged on the long sofa, I gave Master a blowjob and he hung me on the side of the sofa and fucked me hard.  I think I like the loveseat better for play. Later I was speared again in the computer room, as Master fed me creamy cum, then fucked his sweet pussy and speared my ass.  He's quite the Neanderthal man with that ass fucking, Dam!

 (LOVING IT)

In every Dom there's a real man that no matter how stubborn, and mule headed he is,  has to get some rest.  So out with the contacts, a few games of poker on his phone, a full body massage from me, Maser is in happyland counting slaves  instead of sheep! LMAO Oh well a few games of scrabble for me and back to bed. 

The Living Room Is Completed!!!!!!!!!

Yeah!!!! We now have a living room and it looks fabulous! The hutch, the love seat, the piano, the sofa, the coffee,  seaside terrarium all fit nicely leaving plenty of room above the fireplace for the 65" Samung flat screen!!  It's been a long time coming with the Master bedroom, the kitchen and sun room left to clean and organize.  Three down and three to go! Master has a lot of things from his 4 year stay in Saxpahaw which we place intricately around the house. Angel wings to Annie the lady that made it all possible. 

In between cleaning play time was wonderful, with the much loved cock worshiping for Master and the pussy and ass fucked hard for "precious me".  I think we're going to give that blue sofa a try again. easy access to giving the best blow jobs for Master and being fucked silly from every angle all around it. I wonder if he can take me riding him hard in it?  For a man of near 60 in a less than two months, he holds his own, but for an aigle woman of 53, I do defy my age. Must be good living, or least country living for me.  Lol I love it!!!!!!!!!

Missed the Wake Up Points(Dammit)

Master11 - Ebony3 1/2

Master and I have this game, where whoever wakes up first and starts a play gets points. Ok, well, I'm still behind.  LOL Master woke me up after only getting a few hours sleep, fucked me from the side with a major piss hard on, tore up the pussy and the ass was speared! Dam him! 

Master completed some house chores, letting me sleep in and made coffee. I'd give him points for that too if we were counting. I cleaned the bathroom after purging, when Master walked in looking for his phone, Oops! Seems I knocked it off, while getting out of bed racing to the bathroom to purge. I'd say I was in a big hurry! Lol

My time to make coffee and let's see how much we get done today. 

We Have a Living Room!

After a little rest time, we started moving, cleaning and arranging the living room.  It's amazing what one can accomplish in a couple of hours, working hard.Only a few more  small things to do and it's set. Master was so impressed, we ate dinner, sitting on the love seat and discussed more thing s to do this week and goals for the future. We both agree, things have certainly moved forward positively.

After moving the blue reclining love seat, we just had to test it out. First in a total reclined position, Master received an outstanding blowjob! Then Master had me stand, with ass up and face down over the armrest, fucking me hard. More cock worshiping , with Master sitting and me on hands and knees, then Master had me place my face on the cushions while kneeling behind me and fucking me more. Seems like we were playing ring around the blue chair!! LOL Well it's after 11pm and its time to get some sleep. Tomorrow is a brand new day to do more (fucking) I meant cleaning! LOl

What is the big Kahuna?

Mine is sitting on Master's face and having my pussy eaten like it was his last meal, then cumming so hard, my clit can't be touched. I had one, and want more!!!!!!!!!!!!

Play Time!

Yes indeed, we play a lot. Sitting in our favorite play room, I was ordered to suck cock after finishing my drink.  Happy to oblige, I worshiped Master's cock, to full hardness and was rewarded with several loads of cum.  Then Master fucked the little pussy and deposited cum there. Unlike the first ass spearing, Master slid in my  ass, lubed it with cum, and a an enema to boot. Dam! Dam! Dam! I love it! Ok now i'm waiting for my clit bath while sitting on his face and then we can start cleaning the living room. 

Vacation!!!!!!

We have waited two days to begin my vacation, but finally it began on Tuesday!  It was delayed by all kinds of mishaps and medical issues from my client, her sister and others, that I made time for.  Finally after waiting and no changes, I called Master and said, "It's time to come get me! Master being the most patient person(NOT!) lol hit the road and somewhere mid way, was involved in a wreck! Unhurt physically, with some damage to the front drivers door, he finally arrived. I listened to the accounts of what took place and knew that whomever this person was, something transpired and the he hooked on, and didn't allow them to get away. True enough some poor soul made the mistake of cutting him off, blocking lanes, and  attempting to run him off the road. 

We had plans to go bowling but canceled those,  grabbed a bite to eat and came home, did some damage control by relaxing while watching a good movie. Later Master received major tlc from me until after  3 AM  a golden enema for me and sleep.

Up early, worked on setting up my laptop, played like horny teenagers, getting his cock hard over and over again so he could penetrate, and fuck me repeatedly.  So far my mouth , pussy and ass aren't being neglected at all.  But of course neither is Master's cock, as I've drained him as his urinal, and drank him dry. Then we went to Chapel Hill picked up his contacts, ate lunch, picked up some needed groceries, now home ready to relax and play at will. Master has recovered from his previous stomach issues and the stamina is back in full swing.  I can get used to this, as my needs echo his.  After moving in here totally by July, I feel sorry  for Master, as my needs to serve and be served are not like he has had in one slave at at time.  Hmmm its a big job, and i'm counting on him to handle it. LOL

HAPPY MEMORIAL DAY TO ALL THAT SERVED

Parting Is Such Sweet Sorrow

We played poker at 6pm then returned home to spend some quiet time and talk before I had to leave for work. Valuable q-time, a much needed serious discussion, then play time. Master is certainly back in the swing of things, which includes his cock being in my mouth.  Hmmm I wonder if he likes that.  lol Downward  doggie is the play for the day, in pussy and ass!  Hmm? I wonder if  I like that?  Lol I hear a song coming on" Can't get enough of your love baby". 

 A Much Needed Kahuna

Back from the Pony Derby, showered and just loved each other for awhile. My favorite thing to do, worshiping his cock served us both well.  Master then loved me silly, fucking me, fast and hard downward doggie in pussy and ass.  Then Master ordered me to the side of the bed, fucked me some more before, eating me while sitting on his face to a glorious Kahuna!! It didn't take long, as I was starving! Afterwards Master was served again to complete hardness, then fucked me downward doggie again and  "Praise Be", a Kahuna for him!!  He screamed so loud, my ears were ringing!!!LOl We both needed this and I'm happy to save, mission accomplished.  Going to poker at 6pm then back to work for me early. But returning soon for a blissful vacation next week for a full WEEK! Somebody call 911!!! Roflmao Ok we have a house to clean, yard work to begin, and play will be play. 

2013 Pony Derby At Wingnut

After making the decision to go, it took one hour to pack and load the car, and we were off!!  We stopped off for supplies and upon arrival at Wingnut, registered and joined the festivities.  The "Ponies" were having a FREE ROMP in an enclosed area.  They were playing kickball and enjoying themselves.  Then came snack time, carrots & apple slices, with several "Ponies" getting very frisky!!!  After play time was over, it was time to set up camp for the night.  As top bidders for the four cabins, we got the largest, which was the jail.  YES THAT'S RIGHT A JAIL! LOL Complete with cells, bars and the whole shebang!!!  We sat around chatting with the other campers, had dinner, sawed firewood and waited for night to fall.  Then things got really interesting, IT WAS KINKY CAMPOUT TIME!!!  Needless to say,  KINKY, got out of control with the youngsters,  burnt gonads, chemical light cock rings, fireworks, suspensions, whippings, knife play, you name it, they did it!!!!!!!!!! All this around the campfire, while the "ADULTS" played in their cabins and tents. 

After sleeping a short period and up at 5am to rebuild the campfire, the weather wasn't cooperating down there, being cloudy, chilly and looking like rain any minute.  Everything was delayed due to circumstances beyond anyone's control!!  Master at this point had run out of gas physically, so we decided to return home, after wishing our hosts and friends well.

A Quick Trip To Old Haunts

After a fruitless trip to Chapel Hill to pick up Master's contacts, we had a quick lunch and I talked Master into taking me to where he used to live in Saxapahaw.  It was a lovely drive in the country and the downtown area was AMAZING! There is this old mill that was converted into restaurants, shops and condo's.  When you're driving down Saxpahaw-Bethlehem Church Rd, you can see the mill before you get to the stop sign. Once you stop it's breath taking. The bend in the road takes you directly past the mill and over the Haw River. Master's old place on  1987 Morrow School Rd, is nestled in an wooded area, that seems serene and private.    Master has very fond memories of his 4 plus something years there, to include the loss of two former slaves who were very dear to him.  Then we ventured to   Marette Daylily farm, that took my breath away. Older mixed with newer buildings with ponds on both sides of the driveway, was like taking a walk back to yesterday.  As a Historian and Genealogist by trade, it was like a trip to the last century!!! I could live there easily.  Then on the way back we toured Jordan Lake Campgrounds. Master showed me his favorite campsite, G20, which is situated in a quiet cove and perfect for a relaxing camping vacation.  We plan to go back this summer and spend a few days there. By that time, Master had food in his stomach, taken his meds and felt better all around, so off to the Pony Derby we went.

Ok he's better and we are off to Wingnut Stables!!!!!!!!!!!

Nursing Master

Master has been sick for several days now. I had to call 911 and have EMS pick him up and take him to the local hospital in Raleigh  while I was at work. I knew he was sick when he cried"HELP" and agreed to go.  I'm home taking care of him, making sure he takes meds and eat. No caffeine and no alcohol for him, Dr's orders. We have canceled our weekend trip to the Pony Derby in Cameron, where we had a cabin for the night. I'm letting him sleep, then to the grocery store for needed items, then put him back in bed to rest.  He's a trooper, as we relaxed watched tv, then later he served me. Dam this man! So unselfish but head hard as bricks! I lavished his cock for awhile just so he could have some pleasure. My poor baby, so true to form and old school stubbornness.  But no more play until he has proper rest and his tummy tolerates food.  Men! Horny little bastard, big baby, and a sweetie all rolled up into one.  Ok back to nursing and cleaning the house while he rests.

I'M HOME!!!!!!!!

Midweek, Waiting For The Weekend

It's midweek and we both need tlc time.  So Master and I drove up to the lake, talked, kissed, snuggled and I drained his cock, with the moonlight as a backdrop. The night sounds were were awesome, as I lay in his arms, inhaling the scent of him. Male! Pure clean Alfa Male. There's nothing like it.

This weekend plans are all new to both of us @ WingNut Stables Pony Derby in Cameron. We have attended many events there earning Wingnut bucks to play with as a reward.  So I bid on a cabin for us, since we wanted to camp out. Well, we won the cabin!  Yes! Yes! Yes! It's going to be a "Rebel Yell" Kahuna for me and an Distorted Alfa Explosion for Master.  LOL You've never heard music, until you hear my Master cum.  Dam!

It's A Beautiful Monday!

I wanted and almost spent the entire day at home.  It's still raining and such a perfect day to do nothing, or clean house.  But I  have to work, so I pleasured Master first by servicing his cock, drained him as his urinal, then later gagged myself and took him fucking me deep in my throat. Once he reached brick hardness, Master speared my pussy, fucking me in the computer chair until I SQUIRTED!  I needed and wanted that since Friday. Reluctantly, I got dressed, just taking a few things since I still have a lot to move here later. 

I'm at work and the day is going great! I miss Master BADLY  of course, as we both need and want each other daily and several times a day. When I'm away, like Master, I miss having that someone that wants to be with you and everything counts. Especially the small things, the kisses, the small casual touches,  everything that is daily. Waking up and seeing him there beside me is priceless! Smiling to myself, I wonder what kind of adventure tonight will bring?? We are simply so bad in the best way. 

Indoor Activities

We did everything! An awesome downward doggie Kahuna fuck in bed, Master fingered my pussy and ass at the same time, with a "Six Pack Grip" and another Oral Doming Session. Then Master and I watched TV, with a passionate  good night kiss, leading to another downward doggie Kahuna!

It's Morning Now!

It's still raining!  Master woke up with a massive morning woodie!  I called it George! LOL I kissed, licked and sucked it like a lollipop!  And when rock hard, Master entered my ass and gave me a HUGE golden enema!! Dildo's and Vibrators are wonderful toys, BUT nothing can compare to Master's LIVE, HOT, THROBBING COCK!!!  

SUNDAY MUNCH BRUNCH

As you know I was up early, but my plans for surprising Master were interrupted by the Kitty Alarm Clock!  RATS!!! Anyhow Master is still leading in scores of who wakes up first and services the other. DAMMIT!!! After coffee and checking emails, Master was read for this slaves services. Worshiping his cock, it only took seconds to reach full hardness and very few minutes, to begin feeding on his rich creamy cum!!!! MORNING PROTEIN YUMMY!!!  After feeding on several loads, Master told his slave he was going to take her ass, pound it, lube it and rinse it! Which he then proceeded to do, until we were both drained and sated. Further service, included cleanup, a shave and trim. Then it was time to head for breakfast with our friends from the Raleigh Kinksters!

We arrived at Golden Coral in Fuquay Varina, early as usual, had coffee and oj while waiting for the rest to appear. We had a smaller but livelier group, a great breakfast, terrific conversation in a totally relaxed atmosphere.  After stopping for needed supplies on the way home, we're ready for a rainy  afternoon of indoor activities.

Thoughts While Master Sleeps

I'm an early riser by habit, where I get my first cup of coffee, plan my day, collect and review  my thoughts.  This morning Master is resting after serving me twice well after midnight. On the first blissful moments, we had reclined from watching tv, cuddled and snoozed, then master woke me up saying "I want my pussy", then pleasured me orally until I was sated.  Not long after that, Master was awake again, dragged me to the side of the bed and used me as his urinal and not a dropped was missed.   With both complacent for the time being, we slept.

My internal time clock went off and I'm up, checking my mental mailbox, I see its full. Scanning through, I see quite a few entries involving this lifestyle, the choices & changes I've made, the willingness of acceptance of some things coming(known & unknown) and the ability to handle it all.  First I closed my eyes, repeated the serenity prayer and deleted half of the entries. Secondly I took a look at the Man/Master I'm with, smiled while touching him softly, remembering "like Master, like slave", reminding myself of who he is and his  UNLIMITED POTENTIAL. Then I checked off a few more left the rest to play out on their own.   No one can predict the future, but using wisdom and taking care of yourself will always prepare you for anything. I've learned on my journey in life, its how you handle what you get that makes the difference.  To each slave her/him, be true, smart, taking care of you and serve your Master/Mistress well.  

 And now going to get me some points by waking him up, since he is so freaking far ahead of me in our little game of who wakes who up first and serves. Oh yeah, I earned a half point last night to his 2!! Dammit! Lol 

Trying To Do Too Much In One Day!

Normally our Saturdays are kinda  laid back recently, but today was an exception. First my daughter needed help with my grandson very early this morning which included tests ran a DMC, to make adjustments for new meds. That took until after 2 pm. I had approximately less than an hour to get from Durham back to Raleigh for a poker tournament that we qualified for. Master hosted this event of years, is an excellent player and was shocked to see, I qualified since I just learned and began playing on New Years 2013. I was floored, since It was my first time playing poker and Master was proud of me, so he thought we should play as everyone doesn't earn a spot to play.  It was scheduled to start at 3:30pm and could last for up to 5 hours, depending on how the games played out.

 We were also trying to meet with great friends who are another  lifestyle couple for the first time this evening. WELL, things didn't quite work out as planned.  The other couple, due to work scheduled conflicts tomorrow, couldn't meet with us after 8pm tonight.  They were available shortly after 2pm,  but we weren't. Former plans were to attempt to meet about 6pm, but I KEPT WINNING!! I ENDED UP IN 5TH PLACE!! (MASTER WAS KNOCKED OUT EARLY, VERY EARLY!! LOL)  Needless to say 6pm wasn't happening. We tried, but will have to reschedule the meet, and looking  forward to meeting them. Trying to do too much in one day, meant we missed something we all had been looking to for sometime.  

After we got home, undressed, unwound, I served Master and received a major butt fucking, lube job and THE BIGGEST GOLDEN ENEMA YET!!  Master filled me so completely, that there was no way to keep the dam from bursting!!!  CLEANUP ON AISLE 3!!!  

A Lesson Learned!

1. DO NOT EAT AT KFC BEFORE DEEP THROATING!

Eating several pieces of original recipe isn't the best idea to begin practising deep throating endurance techniques. Especially only minutes before hand! LOL MESSY! MESSY! MESSY!

New Orders From Master

I am now required to begin begging once a day to serve  my   Master as a slave! I wonder what I will beg for first?  Hmm LOL  I told my Master that I wanted to earn sitting on his face, since I love this so very much.  Master agreed. This is going to be  the best fun ever since Master eats pussy like a starving man! Which is why I love camping out, pitching a tent  and doing a Hawaii Luau when he uses  that tongue!!! Dammitt! He's good!

Craving The Needs of my Master, I will Beg!

My work week is almost ended and I will be home. In the upcoming weeks I'm taking a much needed vacation so we can work on moving the rest of my things in and setting up the house, room by room.  The few days we are apart are intense! Like Master, Like Slave!

Our needs, wants and desires echo each other ache for ache! I don't just have the audacious responsibility to take care of and sedate his, but he has to quench mine. LOL And rest assured, both are high!! Its amazing to TKO each other only after cuddling and kissing, snuggling for a few minutes to arise to full throttle. I fully understand when Master had a poly he had three slaves and still had to fuck subs! LOl

Last evening was torturous, missing Master, then trying to spend quality time together. An former co-worker visiting from Florida, set off a chain reaction that ended a friendship.  Nothing was working, and I was being hit from every angle, being pushed into a corner, which is Never! Never! Never! Ever, the thing to do with me. Everyone has limits and cornering me, is past mine. I will come out, but not the same as getting there. Master was taking care of his mom, finished with her, then drove here.  

Last night wasn't about sex or playing, but about my Master being there when needed. He spent the night holding, kissing caressing me, and allowing me to feed when I needed. I suckled and stroked his cock, because I needed it in my mouth, rode it deep in my pussy because I needed to feel him inside me. I was aching for his presence and touch. After 6am Master left. 

We have a busy upcoming weekend, meeting  for dinner a couple of friends in the lifestyle, that are Awesome! MasterPain4you

(aka MrSadistic2you) & his lady phoenixrising2u

. It promises to be an awesome weekend as always! I will beg to serve and be served. He's in for a cock worshiping, ball licking, deep throat fucking, gagging Kahuna!! Of course the pussy and ass are open for service as well, as we can't leave them out. They might get jealous! Roflmao!!

A Doming Session

This morning I'm remembering Master mounting me in the middle of the night, downward doggie, and poured his cum inside my pussy.  We both needed this badly, as he screamed that incredible yell he does when he cums so hard.  It was soothing, loving and pure bliss to my ears. I love this position as I feel so safe and secure and owned by him, as I can bare all his weight easily, feeling his dominance over me. 

Afterwards, he rained kisses on my back, arms, neck and head, begging me never to leave him. I listened to his sounds of sleeping, bore his weight and carressed and kissed him soundly after he pulled me into arms to sleep.  Master has had so many promises from others, that never rang true. In me he knows what I offer and what I'm capable of giving freely to him. There is noone who can fill his place, as long as he treasures what he has in me. 

Early in the morning, we were up, making coffee and talking. There is so much to do, its just incredible how things have come together for us both.  We finally ventured back to the bedroom with me leading the way, while holding his hand.  I watched his face and stroked it softly as he poured out his heart and soul to me.  "Baby, thank you for loving me with all my flaws". 

I respond in turn by kissing him soundly on his lips, slowly  traveling to his cock and devouring it.  And then the doming begins. His voice has changed, his hands are full of my hair, forcing and pushing my head down, embedding his cock in my throat. I gagged and he asks me, "You want more"? I reply in between breaths, "Yes". For the next hour, I'm sucking cock, being gagged to gushing! Tears roll, I'm let up for air and the question is repeated.  The responses are all the same"Yes". I am determined to give as much as he wants. We both are lost in the sheer endurance, of him gagging me, cumming on my face and I was made to watch him cum. My limits are stretched, his doming is steadfast, until he yanks me off the bed and stuffs his cock in my mouth and demand I drink him dry. There is no holding back, as I began to swallow cum, gulping his piss, not wanting to lose a drop.  But he is full, the flow is hard, strong and fast and I received my first golden shower.  Its also the first he's ever given. The bed, the floor, and we both are soaked in slippery saliva and drenched in urine.  He grabs my hair, orders me to stand as we head for the shower.  There the session continues as he sets the water temperature, ushers me in and gives me a bath. Returning the favor, I soak, suds and scrub his body clean. 

A Weekend To Remember

 Another New Beginning

I love My Life

due to "server error 404" I am unable to post a journal entry for this morning & early afternoon!! will try again later!!

Going To Be Late!

We're taking Master's Mother out to lunch. But Master first needs draining again. So I began making love to his cock, gagging myself on it, showing him I'm eagerly capable of anything he desires.  Master pulled out and ordered me on my knees in the computer chair.  

"MORNING HAS BROKEN"

Awakening refreshed, recharged and as usual with a morning "woodie", Master proceeded to take his slave in the ass! IT WAS A BRUTAL RAPE OF A SLAVES ASS BY A MASTER, WITHOUT MERCY!!!  Ending with a golden enema, which this slave is still purging!  The ass still feels the onslaught of  being used!  After oj and several cups of coffee, its time to drain Master's balls orally once again!!  YUMMY!!! 

Feeding Frenzy

Given the nature of everything that went on Saturday night and the working issues before, I knew Master needed "SPECIAL TREATMENT"!!!  So I decided that this weekend would be about his needs, and that meant sucking, and totally worshiping his cock repeatedly. This Master loves pounding pussy and firehosing ass, but needs his cock worshipped far more!

Once home, no pc, no tv, nothing but making love to his cock.  I gave Master my utmost in left him, DAZED, CONFUSED, AND TOTALLY DRAINED!!! (MASTER SAYS, "IT WAS THE MOST PLEASURE I HAVE EVER RECEIVED"!!!!!!!!!) The first stage of  my mission in serving was accomplished.  Less than 30 minutes later we were in bed,  passionately kissing, with intimate conversation.  I told Master that this weekend was all about me serving his needs.  I asked him what he wanted and he told me to suck. Amazingly he got rock hard and took me in MY FAVORITE POSITION, DOWNWARD DOGGIE!!!  making me orgasm on command, leaving me quivering!! Master withdrew his cock, straddled my legs, grabbed my black ass with both hands, squeezed, spanked, spread my cheeks and stuck his tongue up my asshole as far as he could!! Then he got got the vibrator, stuffed it in my pussy, with his tongue in my ass and made me cum!!!!!!!  After several orgasms, Master pulled it out, spit on my asshole and stuffed it in there!! Stuck his middle finger in my pussy and proceeded to give me multiple Kahuna with both!!!!!!  LEAVING ME DAZED, CONFUSED AND TOTALLY DRAINED!!!  BOY DID WE SLEEP WELL!!!

Kidnapped?

It was Saturday mid day and I was still working, due to several family and work related emergencies. Sometimes shit happens, waylaying "The best laid plans of mice and men".  It started on Friday, but now I'm finally home.  Master was being supportive and understanding, and we had changed our plans thinking nothing would be resolved until Sunday morning.  Unexpectedly an hour later, it was resolved. But by this time, Master was out at poker with several drinks under his belt!  Some old friends had gotten in touch with me, one of which there had been some disagreement within the past, but not anymore.  Thinking that plans for the evening were made, I made plans with said old friends, to meet for drinks and conversation. I texted Master as a good slave should, to let him know what was going on.  But once Master learned which friends were stopping by, HE IMMEDIATELY CHANGED ALL PLANS BY COMING TO GET HIS SLAVE!!!!!!! 

KIDNAPPED!

Ok question?  Is it normal to crave your Master's touch all day?  There's this little thing he does, among est many where he just sits and runs his fingers over the inside of my knee.  When we're riding in the car or just sitting watching tv or snuggling, he has to touch me. Question answered...

Morning Woodie

We both woke up simultaneously, tying our little game of who wakes up the other first and starts play.  Master is much farther ahead in the score.  This morning, I had the pleasure of riding Master. Now its coffee time and heading back to work, as soon as Master is drained.  This is my way always to start the day.  And today I have an extra bonus, as I get to sit on Master's face again!  Dammit!! Smiles all day!!  

Another Round Robin!!

After my last entry,Master needed his cock loved! Then he made me cum,on command several times,in my pussy! Slipping his cock,up my ass and made me cum on command again!! After cleaning Master's cock,he gave me a "real" bottle enema!! As I was purging it,he had me drink his pee,while sitting on the toilet!!!! YUMMY!!!

More still to "cum"!!!

He Didn't Forget!

I'm Home!!! Ok Master told me earlier this week he had a surprise for me!  He told me that he had done some decorating. Anticipation has been a Bitch, as he wouldn't tell me what he had done! LOL So while texting him on the phone, I told him I would call him in ten minutes. Well it more than ten minutes, a lot more!! It wasn't until Master texted me back asking "10 minutes? You will beg for a spanking, on your knees, slave for not calling like you said!"

After showing me, what he had done decorating(It is beautiful), I tried to sneak into bed to avoid the spanking.  Hoping he had forgotten, BUT MASTER HADN'T FORGOTTEN!!  So doing as told, I got on my knees and begged for my spanking. Master positioned himself on the bed, I crawled across his lap.  Master grabbed my hair with one hand and proceeded to give me the promised 10 licks.  OUCH!!! Then Master had me suck his cock hard, gagged me, made me assume doggie position and speared me in the pussy and then the  ass brutally!!!!!!!

It's Tuesday & I'm Starving!!!!!!!

It's Monday

To bed early with a nice begged for flogging and up early. 6am wake up call from Master with a pre dawn woodie.  The pussy is happy!  Master made coffee, letting me sleep a little later, since today I'm returning to work.  Oh and the throat is fine, from the sudden thrusting deep in my throat.  I told Master, "it was just an extension of where he could go with his cock.  LOL  The test will be if I can sing in the choir as an alto, might move to the tenor section! 

Walking around viewing our accomplishments from yesterday, I must say looks great! Now  Master's vision of an office,a  library, and a Master's bedroom is pretty much set up. In the upcoming weeks, the living room and my favorite room the sun porch will all be cleaned and set up. Its looking a lot homier.  Master is motivated and I'm eager to see what he does while I'm at work.  Master is looking forward to the holidays, when we will invite friends over  for dinner. We have so much to look forward too. Life is sweet!

Porn & Surprises!

Relaxing, smoking, vodka lemonades and porn, what a way to spend an evening!  Master ate my pussy in one computer chair and had me cum several times! Then I returned the favor and got fucked in the other computer chair, while we both watched porn. Damn! Did i forget his motto "Suck me hard you get fucked"? (NOT! LOL) Then I was hungry again, feasting on Master's cock.  Until Master gagged me with both hands behind my head and thrusting hard, deeper than he's ever gone!! 

CLEANUP ON AISLE 5!!!!!  

What's the night going to bring?  Hmmm!!!!!

Play Time!

All work and no play makes for a boring routine, so play time is a must!!!!! After loving Master's cock to full hardness, "I GOT SPEARED", IN BOTH PUSSY & ASS AND POUNDED HARD IN BOTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! As Master, milked and slapped my tits & ass, pulled my hair and otherwise totally brutalized me!!! And She Rebel Yelled "MORE! MORE! MORE!"  Back to nesting.

A Hard Days Work!

Dinner was Great!  Retired to the bedroom, watched a little tv and crashed. Somewhere in the night Master gets trapped on one edge of the "KING-SIZED BED", by noone I know, LOL!!! And when I woke up, Master was on the other side. He said he tried to wake me up, to get me to move, but that I was "Out like a light"!! So as payback, Master with his morning "WOODIE", gave me an ass fucking & a major, fire hosing golden enema!! (shhhhh, some payback, I LOVED IT!!!)    

We started "nesting" on the computer room, moving boxes, cleaning out the closet with major progress! Now we're ready to move the computer desk into the computer room! Yeaaaaaa!! A break for lunch and some playtime, then we will move the desk and set it up!! 

I love A Man In The Kitchen

Sitting quietly, enjoying a Vodka Lemonade, deciding what to do for dinner?? Ok first things first.  Master felt a little frisky and he needs draining.  So I worshiped his cock, practising some deep throating, made him  hard and received an ass fucking for it.  When he says "If you make it hard , you're going to get fucked" he's not kidding!! (giggles Don't tell him I know,  ok LOL) Another fire hosing deep in the trenches of my rectum, and I'm definitely a little sore.  Well, He's been in and out of it since I got home, so oh well. A woman who pleases her Master gets rewarded greatly. And I love my rewards!!!!! LOl

There's nothing more sexier than a man in the kitchen to me. And Master loves to cook.  Side by side, we prepare for a spaghetti dinner. OOps, I have to run to the bathroom, so he's left to finish it. The table is set,I'm chilling and Master is working his little hiney off cooking.  AWWW (: Well its time to get some fuel in the tummy.  BON APPETIT!!!!!!

Master's Turn

Master's turn from night until morning. Awaken several times during the night just enjoying being together.  After oj and coffee, we checked emails and chatted with friends on the phone. Shaved and cut Master's hair. Then the real action started!!  I made love to Master's cock orally, which led to a three hole Round Robin!! Master exploding in one then going to another, over and over again!!  It was brutal taking of a slave by her Master!!!!!!!!   "Its a tough job, but someone has to do it."  ME! ME! I VOLUNTEER! LOL Afterwards a relaxing hot shower for two, a full body massage for Master and then off to poker. 

Poker was less than rewarding, meaning the cards sucked!  Both of us out of the tournament early.  Master has been the tournament director for poker about 2 years.  Since it takes around 7 hours to run 2 games, Master surprised me, by announcing his retirement from directing.  He told everyone that the reason was to spend more with me setting up our home! I was shocked but very pleasantly surprised at his announcement before the first game ended.  He has many friends there, who support him in whatever he chooses. So the well wishes were heartfelt, with us both promising to return periodically to play a game. We both are making sacrifices to ensure our time together comes first. We left poker after Master shook hands with the guys and got hugs from the girls. Then we ran errands, now its time for play and cold drinks, just enjoying each other!!!!!!!!!  Tonight looks like its going to be SPECIAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  

Welcome Home!

Arrived home, tonight, picked up a few items from the grocery store and straight to bed.  How delicious to drain Master while sitting on the toilet.  For such great service, I got fucked in one of my favorite positions,  doggie. Then in the ass!!!!! Woohoo!! Then , I got to sit on Master's face filling his mouth with cream. We took a short break, sucked Master hard again and got fucked downward doggie in the pussy and ass!! Major Kahuna's for me!!!!!!!!! Another short break and I got to sit on Master's face again!!!!! OMG!!!! Another Kahuna later I was drained. Lol Now its Master's turn..I wonder what he wants first?  LOL   

Something  New?

TGIF!   Another work week almost over and heading home.  I had so little time with Master on Wednesday before returning to work, but every moment counts.  I like him hungry and ready to pounce and feed me for incredible long hours, which is how he wants and needs me to be. This weekend though we are going to be good house stewards, unload some boxes and if the weather permits, work in the yard.  I love working outside in the yard and  really like that we both share horticultural interests.  

This morning Master calls to say he slept soundly and anticipating, the end of my shift and coming home.  I whole heartily echo his sentiments, which makes my day go much faster. Lol My anticipation level is teetering at an all time high since Master(Mr. sneaky) has enticed me with a surprise, "he says",  but of course not allowing me to guess what it could possibly be. Something new he says for both of us! Hmmm Anxiously waiting!!!!!!! 

Off Work & Home

Its wonderful working hard and then coming home.  Listening to a little rock after being welcomed home with a little downward doggie in the pussy and ass.  Taking a vacation in the next couple of days to get some housework done then go to bed and wake daily 24/7 with MasterFoz. Now that's just dammit DANDY!

EBONY

The Weekend Continues

My once more turned into a full night! YEAAAA!!! After totally submitting to my Master's needs by serving him for a full hour, sucking his cock and draining him yet again!! We adjourned to the bedroom for cuddle time. While chatting, Master looked at his cock, picked it up, let it fall limp against his loins and said "YOU KILLED IT!!! IT'S DEAD!!! IT'S GONE TO THE GREAT PUSSY IN THE SKY"!!! LMAO!!! OOPS!!!! Now that didn't last very long!  Forgetting that one of Master's greatest turn on's is kissing and lite petting, Master was brick hard yet again in less than 15 minutes, from the above mentioned session!!!!!!!!!  HOW DOES HE DO THAT???? OK NOW THAT TURNS ME ON!!!!!

Master let me get in cowgirl position and encouraged me not to hold back, my orgasms, but to let them go as fast & as many as possible. So I obeyed Master and OH BOY WAS HE RIGHT!!  They came fast and furious, leaving me in a state of complete BLISS, collapsing breathless on top of Master. More cuddling and kissing led to another hard cock!!!  This time Master took me in missionary and continued to make me cum fast and furiously!!!  That's when I decided to spend the night and get to work very early in the morning. Boy did I have to pee!! So did Master, so while I sat, he stood in front of me. Out one end and in another!! There's nothing like the feeling I get doing that!!! Pancakes for dinner and who knows what else?  

Afternoon Delight!

If we were at the bar, we'd be stoned drunk by now. lol Another beautiful rising of Master's cock lead to the computer chair being overworked . This chair has seen more frequent flyer miles in one afternoon than deemed possible. Its the right height to give him access to pussy or ass, depending on what he prefers, usually both!  I've never been lifted off my feet while being fucked, so doing so while he's in my ass, was another first.  All I can say is DAMN! DAMN! DAMN!  This time I had little reprieve before being marched off to bed, Master asserted his dominance and I received one of my favorite treats. Sitting on Master's Face! Oh The Pleasure!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Kahoona City!

OOPS! Hold on, while I drain his cock.  Where were we?? Oh Yeah!! a repeat of earlier actions, deepthroated, pussy pounded, ass fucked ending with another golden enema!!!! Looks like I'm going to get it again, at least once more before I have to return to work. ONLY ONCE MORE? RATS!! LOL

Its going to be a long week, after this weekend, sigh!!!

No Poker Again Today!

Every weekend MasterFoz and I usually attend Poker if time allows, but it doesn't look like we will be attending again today. Our time spent together is preciously needed. Since the last two hours, the computer room has become a playroom and the chair a LOVESEAT.  Master can't keep his hands to himself  and I can't keep his cock out of my mouth!  lol  Another encounter of getting his cock steel hard, and having him gag me on it leads to a deep dish pussy fuck, and and more cum lubing my ass for entry.   This time,after making me beg for it, the ass took the pounding "HARD" as he lifted my ass off the damn floor while fucking it!!!!! DAMN I LOVE IT!  Its one of Master's favorites, when he takes my ass and since he's the first one and only one whose ventured there, its his to take at will.  To complete my loving service, I drained him totally dry of any remaining contents while sitting on the toilet expelling a previously given gift from him two hours earlier. We are so needy and naughty, but lovingly taking care of each others needs, wants and desires. Now to replenish bodies with food, he's out picking up grub, and then more lazy afternoon plays.  How and where he stores all his magnificent loads beats the crap out of me, but the turnaround time is simply "OUTSTANDING"!!! You won't get any complaints here, since both our needs match & echo each other perfectly.  Ok foods here, sooooooooooo he wants an afternoon delight, and I shall oblige! LOL See you again about 3pm.

All before 8am

All three holes!! Gee Master must have been still turned on from a combination of Wingnut Events and his slave. Even after being "slightly" frustrated from "Murphy's Law" with the PC, from being computer challenged, LOL, at 4am. (Slave saves Master from destroying PC & teaches MasterFoz a lesson in patience) With testosterone levels at an all time high, slave Ebony saves the day!! Master needed "SOME" stress relief, so I proceeded to give him a cock tongue bath.  Slowly feeling his cock enlarging, Master commanded me, NOT to take it into my mouth, until he fed it to me!  Finally being allowed to properly pleasure him, I sucked his cock, with all the love & skills that he's taught me!!!  We both lost count of loads consumed, until Master wanted to mount me in the computer chair doggie!!!  After several vaginal loads, Master took me in the ASS!!!!!!!!!!!

He then proceeded to "LUBE" my rectum several times, while LITERALLY FUCKING THE SHIT OF ME, both of us cummng together(lost count) and making a "MESS" on the rug!!!! Master had a continuous "KAHOONA", beating his chest, rebel yelling,  while I was in subspace!!!!!!  "DAMN"!!

What's in store for the rest of the day????

Being the "Naughty" Good Girl that I am, who knows? LOL

After todays awesome events, we spent quiet time in bed, then I served MasterFoz richly, for being my everything!!!!

MY MAN, MY MASTER, MY LOVER & MY LIFE PARTNER!!

Its wonderful when you're awaken at 3am and mouth stuffed full of cock,  then rolled over and fucked downward doggie!! 

OH YEAH!!!!

Wingnut Stables Slave Hunt Spring 2013

Wow!!!!!

This was my very first event at Wingnut Stables.  MasterFoz had some personal business to take care of early this morning, so we were late arriving and it was packed with lifestylers!  Some from as far away as Pittsburgh Pa.  We registered and set up our cooler, mingled with old friends, made new friends and the hunt begin.  Caretta & Danny outdid themselves as hosts!! We can't say enough nice things about the two of them sharing their home and property, so freely, so open to all. It was completely organized and orchestrated with safety first, comfort and all amenities provided!!! THANK YOU!!!! 

Making sure my duties as MasterFoz's slave were complete, on a trip to the bathroom, I drained him dry of his needs!!!!!!

What a great start for this weekend! What to do for an encore? We had an eye opening experience viewing the distylers live their kink.  We both are looking forward to attending the next event!! 

I love my days off!

Sunday morning early play time and off to Fuquay Varina  for our first Brunch Munch @ the local Golden Coral. You  would think we'd be late, but not us, we're only late for poker! lol  After nearly filling ourselves with a huge meal several of the others from Wingnut Stables and the the host of the the local "Rope Practice" group arrived. Great conversation, great food and looking forward to the upcoming events @ Wingnut Stables Slave Hunt on Saturday April 27th. If the weather is nice, we're camping out until Sunday. If not, we're not that far from home, and will make camp there.  After the brunch we returned where I got in trouble for not obeying Master, for not doing what I was told to do. Master gave me chance, but I failed miserably during extreme bouts of laughter, and Master tied my hands to the bed where he had instructed me to put them.  Still laughing, Master asked if he should tie my feet, which I said no, but as he tried to spank me, my legs wouldn't cooperate! I swear it! (heehee) So Master tied my ankles to the bed, then flogged me all over except for my face.  While spread eagle, he sat on my chest and stuffed his cock in my mouth.  Dammit!!!!!! After slapping me around, and slapping my tits, and flogging me so dam good, I cam like a good little girl as he flogged my pussy.  Then Master used his tongue and licked and lips to suck on  my clit while he fucked my pussy with a vibrator. Yikes! Yikes! Yes! lol After untying me, Master kissed my ankles and wrists were the rope left small bruises. Funny thing, I didn't even feel it! Lovingly I begged Master to fuck me.  He fucked me well, then while sitting on the toilet to expel this treat, I drained his cock of any other hopeful contents remaining lol.  Ok now who knows I was bad on purpose???? Of course I was!  

In the evening we played poker and returned home for more delicious play and slept. This morning I woke up to a needy, greedy cock and drained it. Shaved my Master's face, then sucked that wonderful organ again, made it hard as brick, got fucked doggie in the computer chair, being pounded like a madman and Squirted like a gusher, as Master gave me his Super Kahoona like a rocket at the same time with a Primal yell!!!!!!!!!!! I FELT TRIPLE FUCKED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I zoned! (Don't ask, I have no idea where that zone is) I don't think GPS can find it either!! Ok sad but necessary  I had to leave for work, but after getting dressed, I drained Master again as his urinal.  Now where does he keep the reserve??  I'm on a hunt for that hidden tank. LOl But I soooooooooo love it!!!!!!

Miss you already MasterFoz.. Kisses! Can't wait for you to meet me at the door. 

EbonyFoz

"ME, MYSELF & I"

If someone had asked me a year ago, about this lifestyle and the woman I have grown to be now, I would have thought they were crazy or nuts! There was no way I would even have considered  being in any alternative lifestyle!!!!!! Not only have I grown sexually, but mentally and emotionally as well!  My mindset has changed from night to day. I have awoken to a whole new world of pleasure!! I feel freer and more alive, than I've ever been in any relationship I've ever had!! Submitting to this man, my femininity has bloomed and is still growing into the full flower it will become!!!  Finding and and accepting the right partner who introduced, walked and guided me into and through this journey is a gift I now treasure.  There is a lot of things if I had to change about the last year, I would, but this isn't one of them LOL! I love who I am now and who I'm growing into. My Master calls it "UNLIMITED POTENTIAL" & he is correct!!! I call it for the Love of my Master and submitting to serve him, as his Woman, Lover, Life Partner, and Slave. If it gets better than this, OH LORD, HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL 

Stay tuned folks!!

EbonyFoz

             AND THE HONEYMOON BEGINS...

One of the best things we've done so far is live in the same house. After arriving late Friday, we spent time cuddling and making love.

Master woke up with a hard cock and the chain of multiple first for us both began. Side by side sex led to doggie on the edge of the bed and then Master stuffed his cock up my ASS, a hot cum lube job & an a golden enema finish!! Early morning coffee with a walk in our back yard among the wildflowers and azaleas in full bloom, MARVELOUS!  More coffee in the office, led to a chain of events unprecedented, for us both.  After checking our profiles on here, Master started to add to his collection of females on the internet,making Master horny for some action! The two computer chairs are perfect for sexual activities making easy access for oral.  After sucking Master hard, he made me get on my knees in the chair.  Then fucked  me doggie for an extended period of time! DELICIOUS!! After a brief rest and smoke, Master was ready for seconds.  Oral sex led to another first, Master wanted and received a tit fuck, cumming several times between them!! Then it was back to doggie in the computer chair!! After cumming several times in my pussy, Master stuffed his cock up my ASS and  proceeded to lube my rectum! OMG!!!!! Another first occurs, Master asked me if he could go from my ass to my pussy? I replied "YES MASTER"!! After numerous "switcheroos" and cums later, I SQUIRTED!!!!  Cleanup on aisle 3! lol This led to another first for us both!!!!!!!! Master was fucking my ass and asked if he could stuff his cock in my mouth from my ass?  I replied "YES MASTER"!! (I took the liberty of using an enema before hand)  Then the "Round Robin" began, until Master was drained of all his body fluids.  WOW!! EXQUISITE!! After cleanup and a shower together, we are ready for the rest of the afternoon. WOOHOO!!!!

WE HAD A PERFECT JOURNAL ENTRY ALL LAID OUT AND GOOGLE CHROME,DELETED IT,AS WE WERE TRYING TO ENTER IT HERE! FUCKING GOOGLE!!!

Commitments/Sacrifices

It's been a long time coming!  In the last few weeks, recommitting  ourselves to each other first has opened our eyes to what's truly needed to getting what we want most. So tomorrow is moving day! I'm getting rid of my storage units and moving everything in the  next couple of months to Raleigh. My new journey begins living in the same place. Each day we are not together is simply unbearable! We don't cyber or phone anything, we are definitely hands on and the need to just reside in the same space is required to make it all work. From there we can handle anything as our home base.  Our latest rendezvous have all transpired from the need to be in each others presence daily.  While all are quite fun and the opportunity to be naughty are exquisitely delicious, nothing holds a candle to waking up and retiring together in the same house. He has asked me more than once, and this time I say Yes!

Love you MasterFoz!

Its Tuesday, not even mid week and I'm remembering the weekend so vividly. In the midst of my thoughts, I get a knock on my door and there is MasterFoz in rare form, a broken phone and the looks that would send an lion packaging! Quietly I listened, consoled, and let him speak. It was 8am, I took 3 hours off, and had him drive out in the county to the lake.  There I sat held his hands and face, kissed him until my need to serve him was beyond reasonable thought, slid my hand up his shorts, pulled out his cock and  ravished him.  Mid stream, we ventured out of the car, bent me over the seat, and kitty took a pounding.  Several rather nice  orgasms for me and back in the car to drain him. Master's ability to cum in sessions are uniquely wonderful! His pride in possessing this phenomenal method of releasing, should be taped! How does he do it? In less than an hour, I have literally consumed "61" separate globs of pure male "honey", and yes we counted. lol. I want to make my Master proud that we have chosen each other. "I am focused!

EbonyFoz

Thanks to my friends who come through when I need them the most. Tax season is finally over! Yes! Ok now the last days of working 20 something hours a day is OVER! Time to get everything else in order, and make that move. Ok putting away this laptop and celebrating. Muaagh!

Experiencing new events in the local BDSM community is proving to be enlightening  and entertaining . So far, we've gone to a "Rope Practice" & spent a day cleaning at "Wingnut Stables" in  preparation for an an upcoming event together. For me its important to engage fully into this lifestyle to gain a broader sense of what it entails, learning and applying what enhances ours. Subjecting myself to that open mindedness, where people can freely express themselves is quite easy for me as a people person, so I'm truly gaining many different perspectives on increasing my comfort levels of things to try.  Very noticeable though, is the absence of other African American sisters. Hmm???

Starting fresh, Master and I have had alot to discuss on how to proceed as a couple, then Master/Slave. lol This will prove to be very interesting indeed.  My Rose colored glasses are long gone,unless of course, there is romance & candlelit dinners. I still love those, and love to set them up as well. lol

After several daunting weeks of getting back into solely playing with each other, we went shopping for a Flogger. Dam! Dam! Dam! Ok I'm pissed noone said how good this would feel. Freaky Friday Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh yes indeedy. All I can say is, I gotta have it! And often! Throw in a few spankings, tweak a few nipples, drag me to the edge of the bed and plug in!  Hmm but where?  Lol I thought I'd never be able to say, honey take my ass and mean it. Well, "Honey/Baby/Master took the ass, washed it inside with a golden enema, then Kahoona's me downward doggie. That's just unforgettable!!!!! I should be sore right?  NOT! lol I'm becoming a greedy little slave. Now learning to deep throat since the joy of servicing his cock is so pleasurable, is another story all together. "30" separate globs of cum in the mouth, 2 in kitty liscious and 4 in a newly stretched ass, all within a two hour session,  can only mean one thing, I HAVE A MONSTER MASTER!! His favorite session was a well thought out and planned session (my idea) that included rougher sex on a whole new level for me. So I gave him a card with a list of things not to do;

1. No Scat

2. No blood

3. No broken bones

4. Have fun!

Meeting the needs of my Master favorably, with a few ideas for role playing of my own, turned out extremely well! After poker with friends, the idea was to be a stranded female, excepting a ride from a seemingly nice guy(which I would never do in a million years otherwise lol) from the bar who offered to help with my broken down car.

After introductions and a notable reassurance from friends that I was in good hands, off we went. After a brief analysis that the car only needed a minor fix, that he would gladly help, with, "just let me stop at my house only a few blocks away, grab tools and "I'll take you to your car. Wow! Such good luck, and who says beware of strange men.  True to his words his house is only a few blocks away, and the conversation has been so general and sincere so far. No fast plays or hints to make me feel uncomfortable or sly touches to knees or bump breast by accident helps me feel a sense of safety.  Once we arrive, I can see a well lit place and a beautiful gray cat standing by a glass door, as if waiting for his Master to come home. I make mention , what a beautiful cat which leads to a simple little invite inside, to would you like a glass of water or coke? Sure and thanks I reply,  while bending down to stroke the male kitty all hell broke loose!!

Caught off guard, my hands were thrust behind my back, as a cuff went over and secured one wrist.  Shocked at the quickness of the onslaught I began to plead and struggle to no avail. "Stop moving" he says and I won't hurt you. Wanting to believe him and thinking I could talk my way through out of it, I started asking about his family, anything to distract him, then felt the cuffs close over my second wrist. Over powering me, he then roped both my ankles, grabbed a pair of scissors and began to cut my clothing off. I closed my eyes, pleaded for him to get me water, talk to me, saying you don't have to take me, we can work something out, anything out.  He didn't stop, I felt something slide inside my kitty, I tried to push it out, he grabbed my hair, slapped my face, and said do it again and i'll push it up your ass! On my knees I was made to deep throat his cock, my ass was plugged then made to stand walk to bed where he took my ass. 

After being filled, he uncuffed me asked me if I was ok, then massaged and pampered me, kissed me silly and made love to me. All of this was preplanned, to ensure I wasn't physically hurt.  I had one moment where with hands tied to cuffs on my wrist I fell over and I swear it was the funniest crap ever, but quickly erased with his cock pounding me. Of course I swear he had one too when I was devouring his cock. lol