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For everyone reading this.. please check out the journal. We am trying to put my view and hopefully some advice in it. We would really like to know your opinion about the themes we talk about.
We invite you to start the discussion about anything related to BDSM or the world. If we have great understand this could lead to a long term relationship.
Traveling around the world very often and interested in discussions, events and learning about local BDSM culture.
We are a relationship and live together... looking for friends and who knows what else can happen if we all fit well :)
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We just opened the Leather Reign BDSM conference registration: the Fifth Reign in Seattle. This conference focuses on the lifestyle of Ds and Leather relationships and only is small portion of presentations focus on the technique at the advanced to very advanced level. Presenters are flying in from all over US and many are current or past title holders.
This year we will be at a new and very amazing location with great access to the airport and the downtown. We are planing to have complete floors of the hotel reserved just for our participants - so please make sure to book your room exactly how we instruct you to do.
We will have some great vendors to satisfy your pre-Christmas experience and needs for the special something :)
Please contact us for more details or search the web for Leather Reign Seattle. |
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I was made aware that my journal is copied by others without permission and used at their profile... please discuss it with me and you will see the thoughts behind each entry.
Distinct Guide
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Here is a challenge that started on a different web page by a Dom from Canada. I was supposedly the first Dom that took the challenge. Many submissive took it also.<br>
You need to describe yourself in 55 words. To make the challenge a little harder I added the requirement that first letter or each line compose my name.<br>
Here is what came out... enjoy:<br><br>
Destined to it from the<br>
Inside of my flesh and soul<br>
Sane and consensual.<br>
Tactful and elegant<br>
Individual human being<br>
Not accepting standards,<br>
Ceilings or borders<br>
Thriving in what I always was.<br>
Guiding friends and foes to<br>
Unlimited and inexperienced futures<br>
In the beautiful world of<br>
Distinct pleasured and<br>
Ecstatic joys of Domination and submission.<br>
<br> Enjoy! It is your turn :)
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This entry was already here but somehow disappeared... enjoy!
While I will discuss limits here and what I think about them – this is my opinion and if you have limits I accept it.
Let’s get into the theme… limits and what they are.
I talk to many submissives and Dominants and one thing that comes up a lot are soft and hard limits. From what they are telling me I understand the following definition for those terms:
- Soft limit is something the person did not experience yet and it is interested to experience even if it not voluntarily
- Hard limit is something the person would not do in any case
First, why do I say person? Aren’t only submissives subjected to limitations? Nope! Dominants have exactly the same issue. We have some things we do easily, some things we do only with extended preparation, and some things we do not do. We normally do not call them limits; we call them preferences not to show any weakness. If some activity is a favorite of a submissive and a hard limit for the Dominant this causes void in satisfaction for the submissive.
Good, now that I clarified it is about all of us… what I really believe about it. I will talk about this again with examples.
Medical limits and limits because of physical disability are the only hard limits I know of. If a person is not able to kneel because of knee problems, this can not be changed without operation (if possible at all). This means that there is no way to incorporate kneeling into any kind of procedure, ritual, scene or whatever you might call the interaction between the Dominant and the submissive.
Fresh tattoo is a temporary hard limit for spanking in that area (unless you want to remove and scar it immediately). It is also medical limit.
How about other hard limits I hear a lot about? Let’s say that a submissive had an experience with a Dominant years ago when He used needles and this caused extensive bleeding and pain. The needles also were not sterile and this caused skin reactions and extensive antibiotic treatment over seven days. The submissive after this put needles on the hard limit list.
Now imagine a new situation with the same submissive. She met a new Dominant and they understand each other perfectly. Some day they are involved with each other and middle of the heat of power exchange the Dominant knows that she needs the punctual pain associated with a needle. He also has a new completely sterilized needle with Him. However because of the hard limit he will not be able to push the submissive. She is deprived of the pleasure she never experienced before and she never will as long as she has needles on the hard limit list.
The Dominant however knows very well of the effect He would be causing and is also deprived of the enjoyment He would have when He sees the submissive deep into subspace under His control.
Another example I see often are imagined hard limits. I can not imagine licking your feet for example. This happens because the submissive thinks that all feet are smelly and dirty. She has a picture in her head that in a lot of cases just is not the reality. And it is not just the picture of the feet; it is also the picture of how she would lick them – the activity itself. How should she ever learn the beautiful unlimited world of Ds when she immediately limits it?
How about soft limits? Things you tried and did not work out. Things you did not try and imagine that they are not something you would do exactly voluntarily. Often hot wax is one of them. Submissives are scared of getting burned. Dominants scared of burning the submissive. The person is very curious about it, but also very scared. Mostly it is because of no experience with it or bad experience with it. Mostly this is a soft limit because you actually do not want to do it, but know that many enjoy it a lot.
Now imagine that you really were burned by wax. Your last Dominant went to a store and bought hot candles because he did not know the difference. He also never tried those candles on himself. You were the first test. Then He wanted to be extreme and started dripping it on your lips. The pain kicked you out. There was no thought any more of anything but running away. Limit! Never again! But why do many other submissives just dream about it. Let’s put it on the soft limit list and maybe explore again.
The next Dominant knows which candles to get. He knows to start on less receptive parts of the body. He knows to involve this in other activities. It would be a pleasure any day. However through a soft limit he will not involve this in casual day because he would need to negotiate this with you first. And when you will know he will do it you will build tension about it. It will be half the pleasure it can be. You will never put it from the list and always wonder why others enjoy it so much.
I do not believe in limits. I believe in reason. If (and only IF) you found a Dominant you trust and the Dominant understand you, your reactions, your body, your desires, you feelings, he will know what to do. He will know when he is close to your limits. He will know when and how to push. He will know what he can do and what not. He will take you on a new journey every day. You will not expect it and will not be scared. He will take you beyond your imagination. You will show him your concerns and he will read them instantly. He will decide what to do about them. Will he go other ways? Will he stop? Will he push? It is his decision and he will make the right one. If He does not and this happens several times, He will lose your trust and lose you.
I know this was very provocative. As always I invite you to comment!
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Does time spent together influence the depth of the relationship? Are 24/7 relationships more intense that weekend relationships?
I do not think so. The intensity of a relationship depends on the feeling between the Dominant and the submissive. This intensity depends on several factors including the chemical compatibility, compatibility of interests, experiences between the couple and negative experiences.
The time spend together does not have almost any influence on the relationship as long as the tie is kept up by any medium and the common time is enough to experience personal touch needed in every relationship. However there needs to be the comforting and controlling contact almost every day. This can be a set of rules to follow with reporting about the day, chat, phone calls, e-mail, etc. In many cases this can completely replace personal touch for weeks. However it has a limit in time when the insecurity starts.
What can you do about the insecurity? The best way is to talk to a friend. Friends are not replaceable by a Master. I made a mistake long time ago and focused on one person only - ignoring all of my friends. This is the time when you are dependent on a single person. When this one person is in bad mood you are in bad move and it just escalates. One pushed the other down. If you do not have a chance to talk to a neutral person (a friend) it does not end until magically someone recovers.
I will never again make the same mistake and not request from anyone to leave their friends.
Be safe!
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Crop use for advanced users
It was surprising to me to discover that no one knows about the "over the hand" crop use. Why? Because it is a very distinct way for very different kind of "slap" to the skin.
How does it work?
I will discuss it for right hand use of the crop - invert for the left hand use.
Important is to be able to use both hands. This means you have to be stable without holding yourself to anything. Further, you need to have a very flexible crop. It has to be able to flex in the last quarter of the length alone at least 60 degrees, better more. Lastly, your underarm must be able to stop the crop movement.
You actually do not hit the submissive submissive with the crop directly. You hit your underarm about one quarter to one third away from the end. You stop the swing exactly when you hit your underarm else you will create a negative moment that will prevent execution. When you hit your underarm the front and of the crop will continue swinging and will bend towards your target. The clapper at the end of the drop will follow the move and slap the skin without any other part of the crop hitting it. The feeling is somewhere between sting and thud dependent on the size of the clapper at the end of the crop. Ideally it should be long and narrow to achieve stingy feeling and short and wide to achieve more thud like feeling.
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Yes, I will attempt to discuss slavery... what is it and what is it not. But before I start this, let me clearly state that this is MY opinion. It is not a rule. It is not something that you should apply.
If we look back into the history there are two major criteria that define slavery:
- slaves had to comply with directions of their owners
- slaves were handled as a property
Most slaves in the beginning were captured from the free people in Africa and Asia, however with time this source dried up. There was more demand for slaves that the ships could provide. This is where it they started to be forced to build families as a self supporting source of future slave generations for their owners. They did not have a choice who to build a family with.
Most slaves in old days understood their status and limitations and did not even try to escape. The reason for this was that they were used to be dominated already in their home places. No, it was not slavery, but there was clear order of command from the elderly, strongest and most fit to the weakest. They were used to obey and they continued to obey in slavery. In addition they were just overwhelmed by the sophisticated and unknown technology they could see at new places and were treating their owners as gods.
Today, this situation is different. We all know that there are no gods. However there are more and more people that say they are slaves. Although there might be several ways they define themselves, here is how I like to understand it:
A slave is a person (submissive) that willingly allows another person (Dominant) to overrule her own decision at any time; with the exception of a self protecting veto right that allows her/him to disable the slavery to preserve life and health (do not forget this). The major criteria for defining the slave is currently different:
- slaves understand themselves as persons that can be completely controlled
- slaves understand that nothing in their lives is private to them unless the Dom defines it private
- slaves undestand their life as service to specific other people (Dominants)
As you see here the criteria for slaves is defined by submissives and not how Dominants handle them. Dominants just fullfill the need of the slave: to be kept under complete control.
A slave will have the biggest pleasure to satisfy wishes of Dominants. This puts to Dominants much bigger responsibility because of the power of the control. There is nothing a slave would not look up to a Dominant for. It includes everything from the right food to the time they go to bed. However, we must not underestimate the intelligence of slaves and their ability to think. They are not objects, just full service persons that are available any time. They will know how to behave if there is no guidance, however will feel unsure of it.
I know this is provocative... comments as always welcome!
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Getting through tough times
My last weeks
were busy not just with work and life,
but also with discussions with individuals
about hard times for whatever reason. I
was positively surprise but the power some
individuals show to go forward.
At the same time I had luck to
be able to go through some personal
lessons that help you organize life and
defining the future of my life. Of
course the same is applicable for business.
There are many concepts that can be
applied to very problematic situations. There
is however one thing common to all of
them: 2 think better than one and 3
better than two. This means that going
through hard times alone is much harder
than having a friend in such situation.
Now let's start turning the situation
around. To be able to make it better
we need to know what better is. For
this you have to do what is the
hardest thing to do: forget about your
problems and hard times. Because what you
need to do first is to imagine the
perfect situation. How would you like your
life to be? Do not ask yourself if
it is possible or not. Do not ask
if you can get there or not. Just
imagine the situation itself.
Do you want to live downtown in
a 24/7 relationship, have children that go
to schools, serve your beloved Dominant,
going on vacation to Hawaii? So be it.
This is the picture.
Do you want to have a career,
several partners, live alone, and meet every
night a different submissive. Then this is
your picture.
Do not question the validity, there
is plenty of time for it. Imagine the
unimaginable.
Now you can start browsing for ways
to get there – at least partly. One
of the most important steps here is
that you need a lot of ideas, because
the more ideas you have the more you
can evaluate and choose from. This is
why we often choose a process called
brainstorming. This is basically thinking of
ideas without judging them. It is not
important if you can really realize them.
The pure number of ideas is important.
Completely good ideas are: “Win the
lottery”, “Inherit million dollars”, “Find
that I am related to Bill Gates”. Of
course there are also ideas like “Sit
down and talk”, “Get a job”, “Go
to school”. Write all of them down.
Ask your friends for more ideas. The
more the merrier.
In the next step go over ideas
and think of positive and negative facets
of them. “Win the lottery” would for
example solve monetary problems for life,
but would not do anything about problems
in relationship that are not tied to
money. “Get a job” would be on the
positive side a way to secure life
resources for the next years, but would
not do anything in the first 10 days.
This might be a very long exercise,
but make sure to do it completely. When
you are finished find ideas with the
least negative effects as long as they
have more positive effects. Those ideas are
easier to realize and bring the fastest
benefits.
Common to all techniques is one.
Establish positive thinking (the ideal situation)
first, then look at how you can get
there. Discuss it with friends. Make sure
you are O.K. to make sure your
relationship is O.K. If you are not
happy alone you will not be happy in
a relationship.
And do not forget – you are
never alone. If you are reading this,
you joined a web page with many people
that think like you do or at least
will understand what your thoughts are. Ask
for help and you will receive it!
Be safe!
Distinct Guide
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Today I will discuss something that hopefully does not happen to often, but it is just part of life: the break-up and ways to do it.
Like I commented before, a Ds relationship is just a different type of relationship. This means that there will be moments when the submissive and the Dominant just can not find any ways to stay together. In my opinion in whatever kind of relationship you are, this can be initiated from either side.
Nevertheless, here are some things that I certainly recommend to prepare for such potential case (and of course at the same time for cases when one outlives the other):
Find a person of trust when you feel that the relationship is flaky. This friend can help you stand first on your own feet and prevent jumping into a new relationship immediately. Especially submissive are easy target after a break up because there is a big part of their life missing and there is plenty of Doms that "smell blood".
Try to remove everything that reminds you of a relationship. I know this is not possible in most cases, but try to remove at least things that are close to your body: jewelry that was a gift, specific clothing, etc. Try to change some habits just to break it down. I am not saying let yourself go - just do it a little different.
Get busy with a hobby, with friends, maybe a little more work. Best is of course with friends because this will introduce different thoughts.
Be very careful about chatting. Find people that are not interested in immediate relationships. Definitely do not start searching for a new Dom immediately (or sub).
Ensure both parties have savings. Often I see submissive after the break up completely without any savings and not able to restart their life because they gave the complete income to the Dom who invested it or spent it. Negotiate a percentage of income that will go to savings or retirement planing.
A sub is a partner in a relationship as much as the Dom. There will be some division of possessions. Sit down and discuss it.
The last point might be very important. There are psychologists and psychiatrists that specialize in Ds problems including ending the relationship. Local Ds groups will gladly help finding the right contacts.
The final advice is exclusively for submissive: I know it is hard to stand up to someone you submitted to. If you need help - find a Dom that will help you with this. Most of the Dom's will gladly offer to be present in any discussions on your side.
Hope this helps!
Distinct Guide
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I know it is a long time since I posted something to the journal. I was all of the time on the road. But, since I am not traveling for a week, here is the next thought:
Many here on CM are "researching". They want to understand what Ds is about. To know how it works. To know how it feels. To know what the side effects are.
I think the whole answer can be summarized in one paragraph:
Ds is not for everyone. There is no universal answer to those questions. You have to compare your own current situation, your desires, your dedication, your possibilities, your limitations. Like I said before, Ds is just another kind of relationship. You have to consider all aspects and evaluate the positive and negative sides.
But, how can you?
The most essential is TIME. So, I will talk about time today. How do you get it? How do you keep going?
Let's start with the simplest. Ds is a life change! You do not do life changes without a plan. You have to know what will happen and when it will happen. Do not look for 24/7 if you are not ready to move. Actually 24/7 is so advanced that you should explore probably something more intrusive in your life before. You date before you move in together.
How do you establish a plan? Set small goals and deadlines. Here is an example of what I mean:
In the first month you would want to understand what 10 different Dominants think Ds relationship is about. From those view select 2 that you could imagine for yourself.
In the second month talk to 10 submissives and get their view on it. Compare this with the views you selected before and adjust accordingly.
The third month start discussing different situations in Ds that come to your mind. For example how your family fits into the picture. How would your day look like?
Next month start checking on points of view outside of Ds. etc.
Besides the plan you need to dedicate part of your time to it. But please set limits. Do it one hour a day. Or two hours a day. Maybe 4 hours each day during weekend. But do not make the search the only content of your life. If you reserve more time you implicitly make the decision for Ds before you know what it is.
Stick to the time. This is the first chapter of discipline in life. Time management is also one of the core values of Ds. Time to have for each other. Time to have to live life.
Enjoy and be safe!
Distinct Guide
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I was made aware that I forgot to a different and very realistic possibility to meet Ds partners: meetings, munches or whatever you might call them. The difference between Ds clubs and munches is that the is no physical interaction (although there might be some teasing with limits) at munches. They are primarily meeting points and times, often at public restaurants, where anyone is invited to join and listen in, feel good about herself or himself, establish contacts, and discuss the world.
If you are not comfortable to go there alone, take a friend. If this does not work out contact anyone from the munch and they would gladly meet you outside and walk with you in. You do not feel alone then.
If you do not know how to find munches, just google it with BDSM and the name of the city of interest.
This comment came from anniedoll and if you need a contact in Milaukee, she is it. Thank you, annie.
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Mentoring and forms of mentoring are very confusing for
novice in Ds because the concept is very different from the vanilla life. However
it can be compared with business life – having a consultant for new projects, if
we consider Ds lifestyle as new project. Would you start a new project on the
house that you never did before without someone who will do it or can at least
give you a hand?
This is exactly what a mentor is. Someone helping you
understand the Ds world. Helping you get answers to your questions.
What is the difference between Mentor and Master? The core difference is in
the outcome of the relationship. Relationship with the Mentor has the goal to find you a permanent situation
with a Master (in case of a submissive; there is of course also mentoring for
Dominants). When you grow it becomes very clear to you what kind of a Master
you prefer and the Mentor
will even help you with the process.
In very few cases Mentor
with become a Master. This happens only at the explicit request of the
submissive and should really be an exceptional situation.
The simplest form of mentoring is basically a dedicated
friendship. Mentor can be remote and the
submissive is able to discuss whatever questions she has with the Mentor. He will be honest
in his opinion and very forthcoming with information. He will make her aware of
other possibilities and problems that might be in the way. He will ask
questions that will open her view. This lowest level of mentoring is completely
non intrusive to the submissive’s life.
The next level of mentoring happens when the Mentor actually has a
program of themes to discuss. This opens for the submissive ideas and worlds
she did not think about. It is a closer relationship than before because the
submissive normally focuses on the direction dictated by the Mentor, which is not the case with the
simplest way of mentoring. Good Mentor
will discuss all aspects of Ds – even the one’s He does not like and will not
be judgmental to any of them.
The next highest level is normally achieved when the
submissive decides to start the search for the permanent Master. Here the Mentor assumes the
controlling role. He becomes the guard. He will make sure to read her
communication with candidates. He will make her aware of problems that might
occur. Very often he will have the complete information to log into her accounts
and see each and every mail and every chat transcript. As a guard Mentor will make sure
that she will be well in the future.
The highest level is the live in mentoring. Here the submissive
lives with the Dom like they would be in a relationship for the purpose of
exploring the lifestyle. While there are the same possibilities and limitations
as with other submissives, submissive in a mentoring relationship normally had
more possibilities to say no, to watch, to learn as voyeur. Often the
submissive here will not be the only one in the relationship.
I hope this short overview helped… as always have fun and be
safe!
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One thing that I consistently hear from everyone on this web
page (and about other pages also) is that there is just a huge amount of players
and fakes around and that it is really hard to find the right partner. I spent
a lot of thoughts on it.
My idea is to create a non-profit organization that would
work on the following basic principles:
- all
members are certified (meaning that they submitted a copy of their drivers
license or passport, which would be in the files of the organization and
nowhere else)
- when
members want to join they need to apply for the page through individual
written application that explains why they would like to join and who they
are
- there
should be also an in person verification of the member via phone
- joining
to the non-profit as a result of reference from other members is the
preferred way (however there should be other ways possible also)
- the non-profit
would have a committee of members that would decide on new applications
(accept or not of members, interviewing new applicants)
- each non-profit
member would have a profile on a web page
- the
web page would feature profiles, mail exchange, and chat possibilities,
discussion boards – it could be just CM with or maybe own page
- all
work would be voluntary (no paid employees)
- very
low membership fees for the non-profit (just enough to keep up the directory
of members and potential web page going and for basic administration cost)
– I think that as contribution to non-profit those could even be tax
deductable
Of course going forward this non-profit could expand into other
areas (but of course one after another):
- library
of online resources
- regular
meetings
- vacation
broker (working with travel agencies to organize special vacations, or
private vacation space exchange)
- conferences
- help
for members in problematic situations
Still, the basic idea is to get rid of players and keep the
forum as far as possible safe and sane. I explored about this and found it
executable with relatively small effort.
What do you think about this idea? Please respond vie mail! Tell me where I am right and where wrong.
Thanks!
Have a great day!
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Here is another comment with permission of the submissive here from CM. We agreed that I will not mention her name... so please do not ask. If you would like to send her a message I would gladly let her know...
The comment is about subspace:
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well its
different for me...I am one of those so called "pain sluts" that get to
subspace with pain but faster with pleasure..I find I get there with a
simple...hard core fucking..lol
when iam taken ...almost
raped...bound fucked hard...I love to be fucked iam very orgasmic..sex
is soooooooooooo good for me..I go right into my happy place...at that
time you could stabb me with a knife and I wouldnt feel a thing I am so
deep into subspace..I cant think, talk much unless spoken to and even
that is hard...And when its all over I can tolerate alot of Pain... It
feeeelllsssssssss soooooooooo good....And yes...Iam drunnk...I cant
walk...stand or even focus for a very long time...
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As always, thank for the comment.
To all of you - be safe!
Distinct Guide
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Today my journal entry is not mine. It is a comment I received from another CM member here, TessaH, and am including here with her permission. I found it interesting because it describes a different perspective on "ball" gags and even more the feeling that they cause. Please be aware that the ball is squeezable and with this easier to enter and remove to and from mouth.
I will not bore you with my words longer. Here is her comment:
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Dear Sir,
Read some of your articles and wished to make a
suggestion in the area of gag balls. This was discovered from me not so
distant newbie days when I had no toys and was experimenting online
with a Dominant from Holland .... those Dutch men are so terribly and
deviantly creative!
Desperate to feel the sensation of truly
being gagged, I was told to describe anything round I had in my room.
My eyes instantly found my leather bound stress ball, designed to
relieve my frustrations during online business negotiations. He asked
me to describe it, which I did; blue and black in colored leather,
which he delighted in, due to what I know now is the reference to
bondage bruising, with seams that are reminiscent of baseball
stitching, but with the lacing internalized. This met his approval and
I could almost hear him sigh in excited anticipation.
He then
asked me how big it was, which I responded that it was approximatley 2
to 2.5 inched in diameter and seemingly filled with small beads that
would conform to the shape of my hand once I squeezed it into my palm.
At
this point I could tell he was very excited, as his breathing became
more labored and audible. He then instructed me to slowly put it in my
mouth, pushing it in as far as I could stand, and to breath slowly and
carefully the whole time. I did as instructed and stuffed my mouth
carefully. He then asked me a series of questions, for which I could
only make muffled attempts at speech about, which delighted him
immensely.
The beads conformed perfectly to my teeth whilst
filling my mouth completely, but I could still swallow. This
essentially silenced me except for my soft moans of pleasure. A peace
came over me. With my voice of intelligence utterly silenced I was left
with the moans and grunts of a woman I didn't recognize. A new world
was opened up to me. A world where my brain finally ceased to think and
over analyze. I was force to stop my business mind and my incessant
chitter -chatter and just BE .... EXIST .... nothing else but a vessel
waiting to be given a task ... to obey and please. It was one of the
most profound moments in my life.
My Holland online Dominant
friend took great pleasure in hearing me gagged, but was often torn
between that and understanding what I was meaning behind all the moans
and groans of pleasure I muffled through my modest homemade gag. I
found it quite cute that he'd go back and forth between the two, so
obviously torn on which was his favorite.
I learned much from
this man, even though he was thousands of miles away. People say Dom's
online are simply wannabe's pursuing a fantasy, and I can see why they
would say that. But, in rare circumstances, it can be a powerful
experience if the Dominant is sincere, extremely creative and
resourceful, and caring and the sub is truly seeking the ultimate
release into the hands of a trustworthy Dominant who is strong in mind
and body and spirit.
I grew to love this man dearly, as he did
me, but in the end the miles were too great and our 10 years difference
was something he couldn't deal with.
But I have no regrets.
I'd asked the universe to send me a true loving Dominant, if only to
listen a bit, so I could know the voice of Him and remember it in my
heart to recall when I came upon the one for me. I was sent this man
and for a time I literally belonged to him and I was the happiest I'd
every been. I now understand then that it takes a great deal of skill
to own a woman, be it under the same roof or from across an ocean. I
also know now that it takes an even greater man to love her and let her
go to find the real life she so desperately desires.
Tessa *-)
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tessa, thank you for allowing me to "reprint" this. It also shows that a Dominant needs to have one essential component: creativeness...
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Physics defines three official dimensions (length, width,
height; x, y, z) and as the forth dimension time. With this physics can
describe every even smallest piece of mass in the universe. This means that
physics can tell exactly where we are by the description of those four
dimensions for any moment in our life.
From the Ds perspective all four dimensions are very
important. We prefer to know where we are at what time (as probably everyone
else in the world). However there is one situation when we open the fifth
dimension; one situation where we are not where we are supposed to be. It is
called subspace.
The best description is really that we are away from
ourselves. It is also the description that is the most wrong. Subspace is where
we are only ourselves. Nothing else matters. It is relief of everything
external. No thinking of the Dom. No thinking of the bills. No thinking of the
bad experience that happened today in the office. Actually it is no thinking at
all.
Basically a submissive enters subspace when the feeling
overwhelms thinking. We think about many things: what we see, what we do, what
we hear, etc. Closer to the entrance to subspace submissive will see the
pictures, hear the voices, but not be able any more to analyze them. Not react
to them. It seems like she would be in a trans. It is comparable to being under
influence of drugs or alcohol.
Reaching subspace blurs the thinking even more. Submissive
will not know any more what she sees. She will be completely focused on herself
and the inner desires. If she desires the Dominant she is with, submissive will
understand only Him from thousand of voices very clear. Everything that is not
in the sub consciousness of the submissive is blurred away.
This is the state of complete focus and complete relaxation
at the same time. When it ends submissive will mostly not know what was
happening when she visited the subspace. She will be exhausted, wet, and cold.
Make sure that you take care of her very well. She just lost time in her life
and won another great experience. This is overwhelming for the submissive. Hug
her and never let her alone.
How do you enter subspace? Can you force someone into
subspace? Can everyone do it? Most submissives enter subspace by whipping,
flogging, or any other form of intense pain. This is the easiest way, but also
the most boring way. Remember how I defined the moment when the submissive
enters subspace: feeling overwhelms thinking. Good sensual Dominant will make
the submissive feel a lot even without pain. She will be so overwhelmed by her
feelings and they will make her travel straight to the subspace much faster and
with less energy compared to whipping. This will make her more rested at the
end and the whole experience more enjoyable.
At the end I have to confess that I was never myself in
subspace. All of the comments about subspace itself are from submissives I was
with that entered and exited it. I was always on the Dominant side. Please, if you
think I misrepresented it, let me know and I will correct it.
Subspace is another example of submissive without any
control over herself. She can not protect herself. This means that the Dominant
has to step up for the whole time. And please, do not forget the aftercare!
Comment as always welcome!
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I was kind of surprised to receive a request about body
memory. Most people do not even know what this is… But why not… let’s discuss
it, because it actually plays a very big role in Ds on the positive and
negative side.
The official medical term is “Post Traumatic Stress Disorder”.
This is because medicine is looking at it only from the point of a problem (and
therefore disorder).
What is it according to medical definition? If you had a
really stressful experience (a car accident, rape, beating) you do not remember
only the situation and experience. Your sub consciousness remembers the
environment – the chemical characteristics like smell, taste, chemicals in the
air. Whenever the same kind of characteristics occurs again, the person thinks
of the bad experience without intent.
We all hope we will not have the traumatic experience. In Ds
there is a lot of body memory in the positive experience. One reason why I
prefer to use hemp rope is exactly body memory. The sub consciousness has the
same ability to remember chemical characteristics like smell, taste, and
chemicals we are not even aware of for very positive experiences. In example of
the rope the submissive that had good experience with bondage will instantly
get relaxed when she smells the rope again. And she will not know why. It can
get as far as being really pulled towards the place where the rope is.
It is however not just about things like rope. A lot of body
memory is about body chemicals itself. Those are very specific. We all know how
we feel attached to certain person without any good reason. Sometimes one part
of the body just has this unbelievable attraction. From my experience some
submissives loved my underarms when I was sweaty (I personally think they smell
terrible), some liked my hands, some my lips. Those are just different body
parts that have different smells, different chemicals that are distributed into
the air. It is something that reminds them of the focus, of the experiences, of
good times. It is calming and exciting at the same time. It let’s them focus,
concentrate. It is the silent guide in the background that no one can explain.
But do not forget – it is related to very good and very bad.
If there was very bad experience that happened in Ds with any partner and the
sub consciousness finds the same kind of environment the reaction will be
negative at first independent of the current experience. It will take a lot of patience
and pushing to get through it and an extremely good experience to negate the
effect.
Bad body memory can be worked against only by Doms that know
the psychological aspect of Ds and know how to use senses to achieve certain
behavior. Ff you do not achieve the best experience possible you will actually
increase the negative association.
As always be good and safe!
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Last days were busy, so I did not have enough time to write
a new entry here. Writing journal entry is not my life, so accept that there is
no regular schedule.
I got several questions about bondage and I have to say some
of them were really surprising for me. Today’s entry will be about bondage and
my view of it.
The comments and questions I received were very different. Here
is an example of them (without sources and of course not word by word correct):
- What
is this whole tying me up thing about?
- What
do you do after I am immobilized?
- Is
this only for the enjoyment of the Dom?
- Where
do you put 100 feet of rope on the submissive?
- I
really like the nice blue rope – why do not you use it?
- What is
the turn on for the Dom and the submissive?
- What does
bondage have to do with shaving?
All of those questions are excellent! Thank all for
discussing this with me.
Let’s start a little in the history. Bondage definitely
sources from old immobilization techniques used to prevent first animals and
later people to escape. Early ages of eastern Asian cultures and mid ages in Europe extended the use of rope tying to the area of
causing pain. Only very late bondage started to be used for purpose of
pleasure.
Today good bondage Dominants will know to use the rope for
right purpose and in the right way. There are schools of thoughts like Shibari,
which teach a specific way to tie a human body. As always no school is perfect
and in reality the Dominant and submissive will have to experiment to achieve
the right mixture or immobilization, pain, and pleasure for the purpose of the
hour.
In addition I consider bondage as art. I think that every
effect can be achieved with a visually pleasing “package”. I think that there
are two kinds of pictures that are most erotic: people dressed in visually
pleasing clothes that show the figures and promise more as well as people in
visually pleasing bondage. Yes, I am also a hobby photographer. Do not ask me
for pictures however because I will not share pictures without permission of
the person I took them of and I do not have many those permissions currently.
It is hard to explain bondage as a whole because there are
so many possibilities of it. I will focus on few very specific examples and
with them try to explain what it is about.
Bondage as pleasure incorporates many different ways to tie
a submissive. Common to all of them is that the body is tied with specific
pressure points that stimulate the submissive. This can be done short or long
term. Pressure points can be stimulated by guiding of the rope over them in simplest
case or by tying knots of the right size on top of them in more advanced cases.
Of course it is about the individual submissive to discover where those
pressure points need to be. One way to tie the rope for purpose of stimulation
is to guide it over the crotch (crotch harness) on the bare skin and place a
knot on top of clitoris. Every step causes in this case additional stimulation
and the submissive is constantly kept excited. It is also very important for
the submissive to be clean shaved else the rope would cause pain by pulling of
the hair with each step which would eliminate the effect of excitement. The
pressure of the stimulation can be easily adjusted by splitting or joining the
ropes which will increase or decrease the tension on the crotch and with this
the tension on the clitoris with the knot. The real beauty of the crotch
harness is that it can be worn under clothing without anyone but a trained eye
noticing it. Send the submissive visiting her parents wearing it and she will
be thankful you forever.
Another example is the breast harness. Because many
submissives are sensitive at and around nipples, this is not something that we
succeed the first time. Try it often – it is worth it! You will need to guide
the rope horizontally over the nipples without tightening it too much. This
means that you will need helper ropes to hold it in place. There is no need for
knots here as nipples already are exposed area. Although this rope is easier
visible going to a dark dance club or bar always increases excitement.
When tying for immobilization, rope can be used almost
around the whole body. Of course there are places where you have to be
extremely careful to prevent the blood flow; however this can be easily
achieved by quadrupling or more of the rope to increase stability and at the
same time increase visual appeal. Even while tied for immobility you need to
leave some slack in the rope to allow for swelling of the body often happening
after longer periods of immobility. There are simple ties for immobility like
hogtie, which ties the wrists and the ankles together behind the back. You can
do this also upfront, which will make the submissive sitting in front of you. You
can spread the legs tying wrists to the knee in an open legged crab. Possibilities
are endless and relatively simple to do. Submissive will feel exposed and with
this she will think of many scenarios where the Dominant would use the
situation to his benefit. This could include scenes of forced activities not
limited just to sex, extreme care for the submissive, flogging and whipping or
sensual play. Do not disappoint her!
The last category is tying for the purpose of causing pain. Those
are intentional ties that will no harm the submissive, but will cause
substantial reaction. Some Dominants use this as punishment; some use it for
their pleasure. Some submissives crave pain. With time this is a good tool for
sensory deprivation causes by continuous pain. Using smaller rope diameter will
regularly cause more pain. Stopping blood circulation with deprive body parts
of feelings. Tying in uncomfortable positions will cause the submissive to
automatically assume the least painful position, which might be needed to teach
her.
I often also receive questions about suspension. It is just
another form of bondage where the submissive gives up even more control. She is
not able to control the location of her body. It is “lost in space” or to be
precise balanced in the air. Very often the submissive will feel uncomfortable
while suspended the first time. This is when the Dominant needs to be there all
of the time touching her and stabilizing her, so she builds more and more trust
into the situation. Suspension can be achieved either by a series of individual
ties that will stabilize individual parts of the body and with final ties lift
her completely off the ground. Another possibility is to use a lift after the
ties are done. I prefer the first method because it continuously balances
itself.
In most cases rope of about 25 feet per piece is used to
achieve individual ties. Few ties require more and I would not recommend it for
beginners because long rope is hard to handle. I used several hundred feet of
rope in a single tie when I tied an extended rope corset. Of course I was ready
to cut the rope at any time with safety knife that is also used to remove
medical bandages of any thickness. It can take several hours to tie and untie a
submissive. Do not focus on the rope, focus on the submissive. You are doing
this because of You and her. Do not make this a single lesson of patience. Tie
so that every step is a finished and stable situation which you can explore for
some time before you continue.
I use mostly raw hemp rope. The reason is that this rope is
naturally strong. It is raw and causes some pricking stimulation to the skin. The
best thing however is the smell – which is the magic in itself. Because the
rope absorbs body fluids of any kind never share the rope between different
partners. Also, because I prefer raw rope I will never wash it and reuse it for
purpose of bondage.
At the end of course the ultimate warning:
Any kind of bondage is the situation
where the submissive is limited with her capabilities. This means that the
Dominant has to take over all of the missing capabilities of the submissive. Listen
to the submissive. If the rope hurts when it is put on, it will hurt more after
you finish. If she can not breathe immediately lose the rope or cut the rope. I
will go here to the extreme and really suggest to visit a first aid course
before you do bondage (I did it already 3 times!).
I hope to have put some interesting thoughts and you are as
always welcome to comment.
Thank you!
Distinct Guide
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For this journal entry I warn at the beginning that:
- I
would not necessarily do what I use in examples – they are just examples
to make very clear what I mean (I state this explicitly because I received
so many comments about shaving the hair from half of the head)
- While
I will discuss limits here and what I think about them – this is my
opinion and if you have limits I accept it
Let’s get into the theme… limits and what they are.
I talk to many submissives and Dominants and one thing that
comes up a lot are soft and hard limits. From what they are telling me I
understand the following definition for those terms:
- Soft limit
is something the person did not experience yet and it is interested to
experience even if it not voluntarily
- Hard limit
is something the person would not do in any case
First, why do I say person? Aren’t only submissives
subjected to limitations? Nope! Dominants have exactly the same issue. We have
some things we do easily, some things we do only with extended preparation, and
some things we do not do. We normally do not call them limits; we call them
preferences not to show any weakness. If some activity is a favorite of a
submissive and a hard limit for the Dominant this causes void in satisfaction
for the submissive.
Good, now that I clarified it is about all of us… what I
really believe about it. I will talk about this again with examples.
Medical limits and limits because of physical disability are
the only hard limits I know of. If a person is not able to kneel because of
knee problems, this can not be changed without operation (if possible at all). This
means that there is no way to incorporate kneeling into any kind of procedure,
ritual, scene or whatever you might call the interaction between the Dominant
and the submissive.
Fresh tattoo is a temporary hard limit for spanking in that
area (unless you want to remove and scar it immediately). It is also medical
limit.
How about other hard limits I hear a lot about? Do not
forget those are just examples. Let’s say that a submissive had an experience
with a Dominant years ago when He used needles and this caused extensive
bleeding and pain. The needles also were not sterile and this cause skin
reactions and extensive antibiotic treatment over seven days. The submissive
after this put needles on the hard limit list. Now imagine a new situation with
the same submissive. She met a new Dominant and they understand each other
perfectly. Some day they are involved with each other and middle of the heat of
power exchange the Dominant know that she needs the punctual pain associated
with a needle. He also has a new completely sterilized needle with Him. However
because of the hard limit he will not be able to push the submissive. She is
deprived of the pleasure she never experienced before and she never will as
long as she has needles on the hard limit list. The Dominant however knows very
well of the effect He would be causing and is also deprived of the enjoyment He
would have when He sees the submissive deep into subspace under His control.
Another example I see often are imagined hard limits. I can
not imagine licking your feet for example. This happens because the submissive
thinks that all feet are smelly and dirty. She has a picture in her head that
in a lot of cases just is not the reality. And it is not just the picture of
the feet; it is also the picture of how she would lick them – the activity
itself. How should she ever learn the beautiful unlimited world of Ds when she immediately
limits it?
How about soft limits? Things you tried and did not work
out. Things you did not try and imagine that they are not something you would
do exactly voluntarily. Often hot wax is one of them. Submissives scared of
getting burned. Dominants scared of burning the submissive. The person is very
curious about it, but also very scared. Mostly it is because of no experience
with it or bad experience with it. Mostly this is a soft limit because you
actually do not want to do it, but know that many enjoy it a lot. Now imagine
that you really were burned by wax. Your last Dominant went to a store and
bought hot candles because he did not know the difference. He also never tried
those candles on himself. You were the first test. Then He wanted to be extreme
and started dripping it on your lips. The pain kicked you out. There was no
thought any more of anything but running away. Limit! Never again! But why do
many other submissives just dream about it. Let’s put it on the limit list and
maybe explore again. The next Dominant knows which candles to get. He knows to
start on less receptive parts of the body. He knows to involve this in other
activities. It would be a pleasure any day. However through a soft limit he
will not involve this in casual day because he would need to negotiate this
with you first. And you will know he will do it. You will build tension about
it. And it will be half the pleasure it can be. You will never put it from the
list and always wonder why others enjoy it so much.
I do not believe in limits. I believe in reason. If (and
only IF) you found a Dominant you trust and the Dominant understand you, your
reactions, your body, your desires, you feelings, he will know what to do. He
will know when he is close to your limits. He will know when and how to push. He
will know what he can do and what not. He will take you on a new journey every
day. You will not expect it and will not be scared. He will take you beyond
your imagination. You will show him your concerns and he will read them
instantly. He will decide what to do about them. Will he go other ways? Will he
stop? Will he push? It is his decision and he will make the right one. If He does
not and this happens several times, He will lose your trust and lose you.
I know this was very provocative. As always I invite you to
comment!
Be safe!
Distinct Guide
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How can
you give submissive comfort even during the hardest push when you are guiding
her beyond what she can imagine? This will definitely help her getting through
hard times. She needs something to rely uppon. Something that comes from the
Dom and that she does not get anywhere else.
Of course
the easiest and most used is word of comfort. Talking to her. Telling her what
comes. Telling her how great she is. The Dom knows that she is, but we (including
me) forget this way to often.
Second
comforting thing is touch. Hand on the submissive will be the touch that gives
her power and will. Touch her lips. Touch her hair. Touch her skin. Touch her
butt. Let the hand rest for a while. Until she calms down and recoups herself.
However
you can not fo any of those while you are swinging a heavy flogger for example.
You will need all of you concentration on yourself for a moment. This is
exactly where she will have the critical moment. The moment when the flogger
touches the skin and causes the most pain.
One thing
that helps here a lot are gags. There are however huge differences in gags and
only few are reasonable for such use. Let's look into details...
Ball gag
is the most used one. I have to agree that it looks great. It can be almost a fashion
statement. It fills the mouth with its almost standard diameter of 1.8 inches. However
this also causes problems. There is very limited air flow available on the
sides of the ball. In addition the drool can not be swallowed and will drool
out of the mouth. Therefore the mouth must always lean to the front so the
drool can drip out. Also, never let the submissive in a condition where she can
not control herself with the ball gag. She can easily run out of air. The ball
is always filling the mouth and does not offer a good possibility to bite it to
releave the pressure of the moment.
There are
also ball gags with additional holes in them. While they allow more air to
enter, those holes in most cases with time fill up with drool, so you are
running into the same problem. In addition it has to be built from harder
material that is not so pleasant to wear.
The best
gag for comforting during hard moments are bit gags. They are build to survive
the hardest bite from the submissive. And this is exactly what is needed. The
moment when the flogger touches the submissive is the moment when she needs to
bite it. Take either rubber bit or leather bit! It also is never in the way of
air. Although the submissive will still drull, there is more space where it can
drip away. Those are gags I prefer because they help the submissive. And yes, I
like their look also ;-).
Again... be
safe and responsible for the submissive!
Distinct
Guide
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Sleeping,
the time of the silence and the time of rest? Or not?
Let's
look at this from the pure practical perspective: we all need sleep. This does
not change for the Dom and not for the sub. If we want to perform well the next
day, we need to recharge our batteries.
There are
basically two choices for sleep: short, intense sleep and long sleep with
waking up and moving around. It is also a fact that sleep without dreams is
more relaxing than sleep with dreams. However, still we wish each other sweet
dreams!
To make
life even more exciting we need to make either sleep more exciting or shorter. Both
is possible especially in the Ds relationship. Some suggestions here will sound
a little extreme and unusual - choose the one's you think are most achievable.
First, we
will focus on short and intense sleep. To allow anyone intense sleep, we need
to establish an environment of comfort. The biggest comfort for the submissive
is the Dom itself. This can be achieved by personal contact: sleeping in the
same bed, hugging each other, Dom's hand on the body of the submissive, and
spooning. Even spooning with entering the submissive is possible to fall a
sleep (however would not recommend to fall a sleep with a condom and trust that
the protection will work!). But realistically, all of those positions are with
time uncomfortable for the Dom and with this we are not able to do it every
night.
How else
can we make the submissive comfortable? The closest to the Dom is something
that reminds her of the Dom. Constantly and without exception. Those can be
things Dom gave to the sub like pieces of clothing and collar, but only if the
Dom enforces His ties to them every day. It can also be something the Dom does
with the sub like bondage and cuffs. However bondage is very hard to do for
overnight. There are two major problems: letting blood flow through the body
and prevent stagnation anywhere and preventing the the rope gets loose because
it is more dangerous loose than tight. There are things that should never be
tied over night: neck, inner thigh, tight breast bondage, any bondage under arm
pit and inner side of upper arm. They can all stop blood flow to big parts of
body and any part not getting enough oxigen for even short amounts of time can
get into serious problems. Be also careful with tieing the upper body to tight
to cause breathing restrictions. It was always amazing to me that there are two
ways to use bondage for comfort: I call them symbolic bondage and
immobilization. Symbolic bondage is where the rope is used only to tie a small
part of the body. It does not cause any major movement restrictions. It is
however enough to remind the sub that the Dom spend time with her and gives her
comfort. Immobilization is where there is no doubt that the Dom has complete
control over the sub and He uses the rope to substantially restrict movement of
the sub during the night. Examples are hogtie and tieing the sub to the
bedposts. While in the first few hours the submissive normally feels this
unusual, later she becomes completely accostomed to it and feels very safe.
Intensify
this with smells. Help rope is just something amazing. It intensifies every
feeling.
The next
comfort tool is mouth gag. Big warning: do not use the ball as mouth gag over
night unless it contains holes in the ball. Submissive will drull her mouth
full she can get problems with air intake. Mouth bit is much safer because if
allow enough air to pass. Do not rely on the nose alone unless you are present
and awake all of the time.
The last
category of comfort are Dom's tasks that can be executed during night. One of
the tasks for example is preparing for the early morning anal sex by wearing a
butt plug. Another might be wearing of the corset to shape the body. All of
those assure the submissive that she is doing good for the Dom and that the Dom
is thinking of her and taking care of her.
How can
sleep be made more interesting even if it is not as deep as it could be? The
limits here are sky high. The simplest way are kisses during the night. It can
be a night caressing. Night sex. Get an ice cube and run it along the skin of
the submissive. Put some oils on her skin so she can smell it. Wake her and let
her do something for you. Ask her for a blowjob middle of the night. But make
sure to caress her to sleep after she is done.
If you
see she has nightmare or bad dream, show her that you are there. Wake her. Tell
her that you care. she needs to feel you. Bring her away from her bad dream. You
can even spank her middle of the night. Use the flogger. Whatever you desire. Tell
her that you are spanking her because she is so beatiful and you wanted just to
feel Your hand on her ass. She will thank you for this and sleep like a baby
afterwards.
Those
ware just some ideas for the 24/7 Ds. While you sleep, you are still in a
relationship. Show it and make it great. Because D is not about being average!
Be safe!
Distinct
Guide
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The there today is a little off my usual concept. It is about choice. Choice we all have. Choice what to do with our lives. Choice how to choose the right partners.
I made many mistakes in my life. I do not hide them. I learn from them. I chose wrong partners. I did not choose right partners. What went wrong?
I forgot one essential component: Ds relationships are still relationships. They conform to all relationship rules. One of the essential rules of the relationship is something I call "chemistry". It is the magnet to another person. It tells you that it is right and you do not know why. Or if it not there you misss something.
Of course we all will validate everything with reason. We will think if the partner is compatible with our plans for the future. We will make sure that the partner is sane and safe. We will make sure that it can be our missing half. But I really urge you not to forget this important part that is not easy to explain.
For science fans here my explanation of "chemistry" (not proven by any science):
The term chemistry actually comes from the chemical tie between two persons. While chemical tie can not be established directly because there simple is not direct connection between two persons, every body releases molecules in air all of the time, which are a unique footprint of the individual. The second person is breathing those molecules in where they react (or not) with the body internal environment. If they are able to react perfectly the new tie is completely neutral providing a level of comfort to all of us. Because this works also reverse, two persons feel the same.
The second explanation is based on internal frequencies of bodies. Everyone has an internal frequency that is individual to the body. This internal frequency influences not just the body itself, it also provides very weak field around the body. If there is another body in the same field with a different frequency, they collide and the resulting vibration is undefined. If however there is a body with the same frequecy, they overlay completely and the result is the same frequency with a higher amplitude, which makes us just feel better.
Hope you enjoyed those thoughts!
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Hair. A thing as simple as hair had many uses in a Ds relationship. While my preference is long hair, there is certain beauty in every lenght and every color of hair. Let me get over some possibilities about hair:
Comfort zone is the function of hair that is best known. Touch of submissives hair by the Dom provides calming effect for the submissive and the Dom. Playing with hair tells the submissive they the Dom likes her. It is actually amazing how the submissive feels it, because hair alone do not have nerves that would feel the touch. It is rather the minimal movement that is transformed to the hair root that makes the submissive (and us all) feel what is happening with the hair.
Soft pull on the hair lets the submissive know how to behave. It guides her in the right direction. It let's her know what not to do and what to do. It let's her turn the head in the right direction.
Hair has amazing strength when it is joined together. This can be used in many different scenarios. One of them is a scenario with pulling of hair during sexual intercourse. Very often used doggy style. Another scenario is where the hair of the submissives is tied in the integral bondage.
Hair can also be used as punishment. This is mostly for long term punishments. The simplest is hair coloring or partial hair coloring. The next level is hair shortening. This is normally used as a method for few weeks of punishment until the next haircut. The most extreme of all is the japanese half scalp shaving - used in remote villages in Japan if the girl cheated.
How are your experiences with hair?
Distinct Guide
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Today's entry talks about vision. I will not talk about how well or not you can see. I will talk about the difference of seeing and not and how to apply the vision as essential part of Ds.
We will start from the bio-physical point of view. As we all know eye itself does not see. It is just a receptor for different wave lenghts of vision spectrum and transmitter of received information to the brain, which then forms a picture. The eye of course has also a different function - to adjust focus of our view. The focus is actually again controlled by the brain, which transmits signals to eye muscles about the direction of sight and is also able to control the focus itself. Not to go into more detail here as you can see is that there is a huge transmission of signals from eye to the brain and less from brain back to the eye.
Compare this with television. A modern HDTV uses 1920x1080 pixels and refreshes this 60 times per second. The can produce 24-bit depth of colors which is a little over 16 million colors per pixel. This is a lot of information that we need transmitted for a good picture. Uncompressed this would be almost 3 GBit of information per second (of course compression applies). Blue-Ray disc reads compressed date with 54 MBit per second.
Our eyes see better!!! Although we do not know exactly how eye transmits data to the brain, we can estimate that the amoung of information is much greater than HDTV.
Now let's compare this with sound. We can achieve very decent sound quality with 1411 KBit per second (CD speed). CD is very comparable with the amount of information our ears receive.
Sound transmits at least 50 times less information than vision!
Why this theory? Because I wanted to illustrate that seeing and taking away the sight makes huge difference for the brain. Processing 54 MBit of information each second is not an easy task - it is the heaviest load from all our senses.
This is why when someone is prevented from seeing they are able to focus more on other senses.
How do we use this in Ds?
There are basically three different possibilities: full sight, no sight, partial sight.
Full sight is the "default". We are used to use our eyes. This is the situation where our other senses are less intense because we process so much information from the eye. This is why we have to make it interesting for the eye. Showing the flogger, the rope, the pins, weights, even a tube of lube, all increase the sensitivity of the submissive. Flogging "empty" by missing her achieves almost the same effect for the brain because of the eye effect (normally submissive closes her eyes just before the flogger would touch her and does not see the last part of the hit or miss - but the brain is completely prepared for pain). Threats are very often more effective than performing punishments. If the submissive sees the riding crop in Dom's hand she will know something was wrong even without punishment. And for all good cooks out there... you can prepare deliceous food that looks really bad! Just imagine the surprise feeding her.
The no sight situation is completely different. It sharpens other senses. Submissive with a blindfold will hear better, feel better, be able to smell better! Use it! Use the smell and the feel of the wax and the heat of the burning candle to guide her in a world that she will imagine different than it is and still very close to reality. However there will always be the last dash of insecurity about it. She will be asking herself: What is next? How will he surprise me? Flog yourself, hit the table with a crop, clap with your hands, all will cause a reaction with the submissive. However the best reaction is achieved when she knows that you are close and you do not make any noise! She will go crazy... in positive meaning of the word - not knowing where you are and what you are doing. It is not just that there is more capacity for other senses - there is more brain capacity also for thoughts and guesses.
How about partial sight? What is this? There are two methods how you can achieve it: limit the field of view or limit the capability of view. You can limit the field of view by positioning the submissive with restricted capability to move her head or by putting physical barriers in her sight of view. You limit capability to view by placing a mask or glasses over her head or eyes. You can then decide what to show her and what not. It is a combination of expectations and surprises that makes it interesting. If you limit capability of view with a mask for example that will show just dark and bright areas you will have to work with contrast. Use light in different colors, burning candles, or dark clothes covering them. This situation is actually amazing because submissive focuses completely on sight - up to the moment when all other senses are numbed.
But do not forget the universal statement of caution: Whenever you are with the submissive you are responsible for her well being! This is especially true if she can not see well. You have to make sure she is safe!
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Today I would like to discuss something many call a toy, a tool, but it can also be weapon of mass destruction, which I would just like to make you aware of: the riding crop. It is a tool of precision, but needs a hand of precision and is the tool that does not excuse any sloppiness.
Many put crop and cane into the same category. Although they look almost the same, there is a major difference between them: a cane is much more rigid and a crop is extremely flexible. Try to bend the cane like you can do it with the crop and you will break it. We need to be aware of this difference, which results in the danger while using crop in untrained hands. Let's go into details.
When using a cane, because of its rigidity, the most important part of the swing is the last few inches before it touches the skip. Cane is also created to touch the skin over a substantial length and will leave a long sting on the skin. This means that using the cane you will want to stop your swing exactly in the position where the cane will be touching the skin and be paralled to it. While this is a very precise swing of the cane the swing itself - meaning how you start it and how it swings through the air - will define only how the hit is transfered through the skin to the underlaying muscle and of course the direction of pain.
Crop is substantially different! It is not created to leave a long sting because the only part that should hit the skin is the head of the crop. While they can be longer or shorter (for the start I would always use longer and then progress to smaller) it is a relatively small part that actually taouches the skin and transmits the energey to the muscle underneath. However the most essential difference is how you swing because of the uncomparable flexibility of the compact mass of the crop. You should stop the swing just before it touches the skin. The head of the crop will continue singing to touch the target. This means that the last part of the swing will not be directly guided by the hang any more - it will be free swinging because of the previous direction of the swinging hand. If you do not swing straight, the head will swing to the side and it will cause a burning sensation in addition to the crop because it will pull the skin to the side. If you swing straigt it will be a touch in a very specific point that is released in a very short time. This means that the complete swing - from the moment when you start moving the crop - will essentially contribute to the location where the head hits and also how it hits. Small changes in the direction of the swing can result in big movement of the area that you want to hit. We all know that while precision hits cause amazing sensations, precision misses cause trouble and injuries. A single hit of crop can cause serious damage to organs, blood vessels, nerves, and bones! The speed of impact can be more than 100 miles per hour, which needs time for breaking: give it enough flexibility - meaning enough muscle - under the skin to stop the movement!
For very advanced users there is also the swing that leaves the head of the crop on the skin. I call it calming swing because the submissive knows that as long as the crop is on her skin - there will not be another swing. However this is not the only reason: leaving the head on the skin also controls the expansion of the sting through the skin and muscle. While this expansion is unlimited in all directions with the regular swing, the calming swing seems to attract the impact to just one place. It acts almost like a magnet. There are very few places on the body where you can execute it however because you need curvatura of the impact area. You have to be places in the position exactly ortogonal to the skin and stop the swing exactly at the time of impact. Because of the flexibility that I mentioned several times the crop will actually after the impact retract back and deliver a series of weaker hits to the skin. Dependent on the flexibility of the skin and muscle underneath those might be full fledged hits or just vibrations.
Well. enough for today. I hope this was helpful. Please let me know about your experiences with the crop: the good, bad, the ugly.
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Thank you all for your comments about voice.
Today I would like to discuss two components that can be used to increase stimulation: heat and cold.
Many of us think of heat and cold only in extremes... fire and ice, hot wax and cold water, etc. While those are great practices, there are so many other uses of heat and cold that can be used as a warm up...
One of the things many are not thinking about are fingers. In a cold night just leave one hand out of the covers and the other under covers and you will create enough difference in temperature to be able to create exciting play between hot and cold. Touch with a cold finger, then with a warm one... this will make the blood flowing. This will release hormones.
Temperature is often used also as punishment - but please be careful with this. Do not expose any major organs to temperature extremes. Do this with muscles on your legs and arms. Kneeling on the snow for some time is less dangerous as cooling down the lower back for a short time. It will however feel the same for the submissive - cold temperatures cause pain.
Danger can be also provided by using hot candles instead of parafin candles. Many commercially available candles burn very hot and with this the melted wax reaches temperature that could burn skin. To all Dom/mes: try it on yourself first!
Please send me comments about your experieces with cold/hot...
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Voice as a tool in Ds
See my thoughts about voice at the end in green.
Please comment - Doms, subs, anyone...
some statements i heard and my thoughts about them:
raising the voice will raise the subs awareness; wrong! it will just raise subs fear
yelling will shorten the learning process; wrong! it will shorten the lesson but reduce the result of it
voice is used to say orders; wrong! if you need to order subs around you are playing Sm and not living Ds
words are just words; wrong! words define you
All of the statements above define inexperience and play activities rather than Ds.
Now my thoughts about voice in Ds:
voice is a very strong tool if you use it in the right way
strong voice establishes trust without raising the voice level; stong voice is clear and does not leave doubts about what you are saying
voice is there to guide and not to order; if your voice makes sense suns will follow without the need to commanding it
lack of voice can be a strong communication tool; silence causes discomfort and subs will understand it better than yelling
a single word said in the right way can spread calm and comfort; calling the sub by name is one of the most comforting experience
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