So, had an eventful afternoon playing with daddy, or rather him playing with me hehe. Ring harness gagged, with a panel gag over the top whilst fastened into a leg spreader bar by wrists and hands wearing nothing but a big nappy, then whipped and pegs applied to my oober sensitive nips and left there till I was literally in tears...Peeps who think Fifty Shades Of Grey is kinky, really have no idea!!! Lol.

On another note, it is really wonderful to be back with daddy after a couple of weeks in the North sorting out my flat. Over half of my things are moved in now and just the last few bits and pieces to collect on the 15th and I will finally be moved in...Yayyyy!

I'm due some more caning and spanking later to work up to pushing pain threshold so that will be exciting, and tearful I bet hehe.

Melly xxx

Just asked for permission to write this, as I am bored and daddy is busy watching his football *Yawnzzzz* Lol.

Had a fun few days play recently, especially during puppy play. I love eating from my bowl and breakfast time is always fun. Especially when daddy makes me crawl to the kitchen to fetch the box of cereal between my teeth, and crawl back to the lounge, then crawl back to the kitchen for the milk and carry that back with my mouth hehe.

Had a giggle with one of daddies friends taking some pics for us as well so that we could update our profile (About time I know hehe). We also took some today, of me colouring on daddies bed which I have to admit, are quite cute hehe.

On the CM front, I have spoken to a few really nice peeps recently and had fun, but still having problems with the fantasists on here who want this and that, but don't consider the practicalities or they don't really know what they want when it boils down to it, which is frustrating at times.

So, I am finally back with daddy after a week away in the North. It is great to be back, although the near 10 hour journey was a nightmare, and I risked not wearing a nappy to make things even worse! Hehe.

There isn't really much to write yet, but so far we have had a few snuggles, and my first punishment last night. We also discussed pushing my limits a bit more which we both think is a really good idea so hopefully we can make some progress on that, although I imagine it will involve lots of tears o.O hehe.

We've also spoken to a few nice peeps on here over the last few weeks as well, although more time wasters than serious people it seems. So many still aren't reading our profile, and just actively messaging on a whim...Which doesn't always get a flowerfilled cheery response from daddy lol.

Anyway, time to get dressed as we're going out this morning, and I have a very very soggy nappy to get changed! Hehe.

(Just editing to add a comment daddy made earlier when we were on our way back from the shops, that made us both giggle. Apparently it would be cheaper to feed me, than to keep me in toilet rolls given how many I go through. To be fair though, it is his fault for making me cry so much! Lol x) 

Mel x

So, I am at my flat near Leeds for a few days now sorting some things out and missing my daddy so very much! I knew I would miss him but not this much, I even cried on the bus as it left the station!!

We talk a lot obviously, but I am not sure what I miss more. I think it is the cuddles and kisses I get when he puts me to bed. I always fall asleepies with a huge smile on my face hehe. Thankfully it is only a few days till I go back for more huggles, yayyy! :-)

I must admit though, it is nice having certain freedoms hehe, although strangely, I do miss asking permission for everything. I guess that is just the submissive side of me lol. Anyway, I will wrap this up as I want a bubbly bath before telly and bedtime hehe.

Melanie x

So, it's been another emotional and physical day but there weren't quite as many tears as yesterday, although I have a sore bum again hehe.

Between caning, belting and being led around by my hair like dog, I am quite exhausted but smiling hehe, even after having really pissed daddy off earlier but we're friends again now so I'm smiling again behind my dodi as I write this hehe.

I think there should be a picture of his artwork, in colouring my bum red on our profile now. There were some of my back too but was quite grizzly lol. He was quite pleased with it and I was too, as it wasn't as extreme as yesterdays beating! Lol. Oh and on a plus note, I had a spanking today, which just doesn't happen and so it was LUSH, I'm talking going weak at the knees kind of spanking! It was incredible and I was told that I only have to beg now to get regular spankings, so daddy will soon have very sore hands! hehe.

Anyway, after just having a snuggle and watching his fav movie (Had never seen it before but really enjoyed it hehe) it will soon be bedtime. I don't usually stay up this late hehe :-)

Tired little one xxx

So three days ago I was very naughty, and really upset daddy. Today I finally received punishment, which was a caning, on my cheeks, thighs and feets. It began with a lil harmless "Want to try this harness ring gag on?" and it ended with me bent over in tears, clutching my teddy with stripes across my bum now!

I know I was naughty, and deserved to be punished though (Even though I can barely sit down!)

Tearful baby xxx

I find myself amazed with how peeps categorise themselves on here. All the sissies saying they are transgendered...You aren't, and by saying that you are just leading peeps on. Transgendered means either transvestite, or transsexual, not sissy or cross dressers. I am not sure where the term "cross dresser" came from, but they seem to be the ones who are like just hairy men, who like to get themselves off whilst wearing women's clothing, which is icky yucky! Lol.

Another thing that I don't understand are peeps that say that they are transsexual yet post pictures online of their private parts, or pics of them using their private parts. I know we're all different as people, but really...You have to ask yourself? I wonder if they're just wannabe's, who like the thought of becoming feminine...Either that or are they that desperate to get attention that they think putting pics of their penis online will help them find someone half decent? Anyway, just some thoughts lol

Baby Mel x

Hiya. Daddy has given me permission to write a journal entry after we have been talking with a few peeps today.
Just to clarify, yes as the lil one, I do wear nappies (diapers) and I do wet them. I enjoy age play and acting younger but I don't enjoy spending all day talking about nappies, I prefer wearing them instead lol

Baby x