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| My HusDom is very generous to share my skin with respectful locals who I may negotiate with and play, but not share my most moist bits. ;) Questions? feel free...
I'm into all sorts of fun things- please share and ask anything...
I love dialogue, talking, conversation, debate, etc...
More general info, I can most often be found singing karaoke, collecting random trivia, watching tons of movies, and doing lots of sex, health, and nutrition research.
I'm an aspiring makeup artist, model, actress, writer, and crusading connoisseur of hygeine, sexual health and body awareness.
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Boy, its been busy!
Making huge advancements in my health, and anticipating more good stuff. Yay!
Lost more weight, planning my next cut and color, feeling good, except that my clothes don't fit. lol
My LA, CA that I was excited about was postponed, in lieu of making repairs on my NEW (used) car. OY!
But, nothing will stop me from going in August, for my 21st. Woo!
Greatly looking forward to the upcoming fetish ball, who's going?
Ummm, that's all. Thanks for listening, blog text box. I can't always let you know what's up with me. :) |
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Visiting LA in a few weeks and really wish I could find a new friend to show me a cool club or something over there.
If any of you Californicators see this- please don't hesitate.
In other news:
Giving up on my own place for now, just can't afford it.
Car- check. WHOOO!!!
Play- still not sure how to judge, but scarcity still applies.
Food- still good.
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Ah what a night. Plenty bleh, some good. Just worrying about the car and not getting too worked up.
Anyways...Food is good- remember that, kids!
G'night folks. |
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Hair update for my vain pleasure:
Terrible haircut. Ick. The purple faded to a light aqua at which point I decided to go a tad more "normal" My red attempt turned out more pink (I know, I saw it coming, I was just curious). I'll try again soon.
Play has been scarce. My recent stimulation has been body mod anticipation, copious masturbation, and the occasional vanilla date. We shall see how all that turns out. It's different, but not bad. I'm sure if I had past scenes on tape my standards would be more specific, but for now I'm just enjoying company and conversation.
I'm in the process of trying to find a junker to buy. Fun fun.
I've been very on the ball, especially today, when I picked up the thumb ring of my dreams and set up some internet banking.
Not sure if my current situation (needing my own apartment) hasturned off some of my ADD or at least re-directed some energy.
My thumb ring sparkles as my fingers bounce on the keys in a dance. YAY!
I'm too tired for this time of night. Midnight is usually my first wind, but I feel like I'm on my 3rd.
Opinions needed by those who read this!!
What do you think when you are contacted on one site by an individual and not on another similar site that you both happen to be on? Is is strange that they aren't drawn to you on one, but are, on the other? |
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Redoing my purple hair. It's fun although I wasn't expecting the barrage of interrogation that come along with an unusual hair color. lol
Just watched Fashionistas. Unlike my typical self, I watched the 2nd one first and just saw the 1st one. It was better as far as plot, less sex, but the plot was pretty complimentary. I have yet to get the rest of my toys out after moving, not that I'm playing much, if at all. We shall see. I've gotten much better at masturbating, which is exciting, although even with a cool room mate I must quiet my mouth (and my thoughts follow, strange).
I'm feeling better, if I could just get more sleep. I feel in tandem because of my lack of permanent bed.
I'm singing more than ever and getting quite good, and have been feeling quite the exhibitionist.
If you stop by a particular lounge some random Tues, Wed, or Thurs. You just might catch me jazzing up a karaoke version of "Somewhere Over the Rainbow".
Feeling ever more comfortable with the idea of an extended, but temporary period of celibacy, though I want to play more than ever.
I'd honestly just love to go on a few dates. I would exhaust myself with entertaining antics and conversation in exchange for some only partially lewd interest and a battle of wits. hint-hint, wink wink ,nudge nudge
And now the latest (though repetetive rant):
Honestly, I'm ever more shocked and disgusted at how bold, and demeaning some guys are. It seems that if you present yourself as anything other than a stuck up prude, no thinks they need manners.
I don't care how well you can redden my ass, or how much I'd like that, it doesn't mean I'm any less than a human being deserving of respect and a woman with feelings. A scene involving degradation is one thing, but these men that think a crude proposition is at all acceptable are just astounding.
I'm talking the difference between hearing this:
"Hey baby, wanna hook up? I've got some handcuffs..." after you've barely introduced yourself.
vs. after a pleasant date, the reasonable:
"Let me know if I'm too forward, but I'd love to play sometime or at least take you out again."
At least the guys of the former caliber make themselves easily known. lol But yikes!
I'm actually very easily entertained, and while I may have standards of politeness, I'm no Miss Manners.
I have chatted with some nice folk on here, but still, nothing has quite taken me yet.
We shall see...
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Well. Not much and a lot has changed. I'm still ever trying not to become more jaded than is useful and of course find what I seek.
My conclusions: A lot of the lifestyle Doms seems too formal for my tastes so I tend to end up trying to gauge potential in less experienced fellows. Unfortunately my journals show what has been the result. My filters are getting better and I am taking fewer chances.
My nature screams against this, but I know it's really the only way to avoid giving too much away.
We'll see. I've settled more comfortably into cat lady status, but my alternative interests will probably never wane.
Aaaah life. I shouldn't complain too much.
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Well it seems that all possible play partners have the exact opposite schedules as me. Bummer. So that means Lexi the Leprechaun is left to her own devices. Luckily I own a few ;)
I'm more than due for a spanking, tweaking, etc... hopefully people will make time for little social endeavors. Meanwhile there is still plenty to be done.
Playing with my hair color. If you see a short, chunky gal around town with short blue hair it might be me and you should say hi.
Hope to see all you Como kinksters at the now fairly regular goth/industrial night with upcoming kinky open play.
Come dance people. DANCE! I command thee.
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Things are still ok. Eating better, feeling better, though I still need more sleep.
Due for a caning tonight! Can't wait.
I'll be checking out goth industrial night this week and I'm bursting with excitement (though I'm probably overestimating the upcoming awesomeness, I'm sure it'll be fun).
Planning to get back into some hobby modeling, perhaps with a new twist... bondage. Ta da. Hope I can get that started soon.
Well I'm gonna go fight my sugar rush and get to work.
Signing off,
Lexi the Leprechaun |
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Work, still a pain but detaching is making it slighty more interesting. More mechanical, leaving me to daydream, and am I. The dirty text messages from an out of town friend keep my blood boiling tonight. Oh god another...
I'd post it here if I didn't think it would get yanked. ;)
Hot damn!
I'm very much looking forward to an upcoming goth/industrial night. Any opportunity to put on a face, corset and heels and feel like I belong.
More later.
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Well there's been some progress. I'm less frustrated without sex, having non-sex play with a fantastic friend and enjoying some mundane fixations as my BDSM curiosity increases. After so long not feeling fulfilled by my activities, I'm shocked and pleased by how responsive and open I can and will be in the right circumstances. I have a new almost claustrophic panic being tied up but if I remember to breathe, lol I'm fine. But my muscles aren't. I definitely forgot how fun it is to feel my legs tense and quiver til they buckle.
Whew. I kinda feel like I'm back. lol Let's hope this renewed passion and progress continues to spread to the other areas of life as well. Work has been a pain.
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Here's another try at that profile thing. Choices are good. Pick your fave.
I'm newly single. A long time bdsm enthusiast and alternative lifestyle supporter.
I'm a clean freak with trust issues and so I submit my body and not my mind unless I'm in a long-term relationship which I'm not currently looking for.
I'm seeking an intelligent and honest partner for an ongoing casual friendship with play.
I'm finished with men that think dominance is ignorance of other's needs or desires.
Regardless of roles, respect (of limits and each other) is key.
I realize my blunt, guarded intro may not make me sound like a pleasant person.
In response: I can only say I'm most concerned with self preservation in the light of previous circumstance.
That does not mean that I don't have stimulating conversation or hot kinky sex. ;) |
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Well...
I've decided that two switches, that both lean towards sub, can have a lot of problems, especially when you mix in that lovely little stress bug called...LIFE.
In a perfect world maybe, but right now I'm a bit lost and so hungry for something purposeful even if it's short term that I guess, for the first time in 3 yrs I'm kinda out there, on my own.
YIKES!
I probably can't do myself any good to jump into anything, but I gotta say... the toy is gathering dust. I need a good shaking, or throttling. lol
Maybe just a spanking for the moment, but we'll see.
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So the pro Domme things didn't quite work out. I didn't find the right motivation and scheduling for it, though I do still switch in my free time.
I'm really exploring my own fears of giving into sadism- advice and conversation with a Dom who has worked through this would be useful. :D
Just got new corsets though they aren't the quality I'd hoped, but still YAY!!! Corsets make me happy!
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Well I haven't been on as much lately- been busy with work and enjoying my hobbies...
I do a bit of trade modeling and I'm interested in having a good fetish shoot here and there so anyone locally available who can create very aesthetically pleasing ropework let me know.
Just remember that this isn't a scene- it's just rigging, tho I can't say I won't enjoy it. ;)
I've been playing with a fantastic couple lately and getting into a few new things that I'm alway looking to expand upon.
Not much else but maybe I'll hear from some of you and get things going.
You should all be checking out Arch and Column's open play night.
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I'm trying to keep business and personal play separate so if you are interested in being a guinea pig for my training as a pro Domme or interested in hiring a pro Domme please look at my other profile LadySablesStable. I will not discuss Domme business if you message this profile. |
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Looking around at random peoples' profiles I'm shocked...Does the general concensus of the BDSM community hate opera or is it just Missouri? Hahahah. I'm starting pro domme training and I'm super psyched. While more sub at heart-the professional service of domination sounds like something that will enhance my life in most possible aspects. I have a lot to learn but I think I'll pick up the new stuff very quickly. I may need a guinea pic here and there but when I'm ready I'll be available for hire. Keep an eye on me-Hopefully I'll be getting some new pix up soon ;) |
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Just clearing this up after some particularily rude messages- I am on collarme to meet and explore with local SSC people. I'm not opposed to chatting with those from out of state but unless seriously discussing a meet-my name and face pics will stay private. If I wanted the world to know I was on collarme then these things would be on my profile. I'm not trying to put people off but I think anonymity is the beauty of the internet and because of the world we live in and my personal experiences- I have every right to be defensive and keep my info to myself. |
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Well I couldn't stay away! I have been on collarme before with success but called it quits for a while for various personal reasons (you really don't wanna know). I love this journal. I can ramble and no one cares. Sigh. Well other than that I may as well describe the current situation...
Well after a fairly uneventful day I'm fucking tired but not as tired as I am horny.
I tried reading some erotica but didn't have the attention span and I can get myself off rather quickly but it's no fun getting off more than twice if nothing is fueling me.
So settling on the couch nekkid I picked up where I left off on Fashionistas Safado. I highly recommend it. All my fave stars and more with high production, gorgeous costumes and hot sex ranging from extreme bondage and fetishes to basic rough sex. I love it!
I like being turned on and uncomfortable. The sex is hot=turned on and there are fetishes in there that I don't understand or relate to that would horrify me in person=uncomfortable. Mmm perfect mix.
Well long story short I just got off 4 times and my pussy is satisfied but... lets go from top to bottom of current desires-
my face needs some dirty talk, slapping, and even maybe some spitting. I always thought being spit at was gross but the more I watch it the more hot and spontaneous and degrading it seems and I want it.
my hair- could use some long intense pulling
my neck- need some scratching and biting and choking
my titties- clamps and smacking
my wrists- ache for the delicious burn of rope or oh god just thinking of the smell of metal is making me nuts
my ass- needs a serious flogging and oh geez
I think I just need a general overhaul. Any volunteers?
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