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	I decided to rewrite this. I guess it would be fair in saying that while I have met a few men on here with whom I've exchanged messages, no one felt like the one. I could sleep with every man in the Pittsburgh region and never find him so I am not looking to hook up right away. I am interested in finding something more solid. I am very much a contradiction. Too much for most men to be able to appreciate. First and foremost is that I am an extremely dominant person. I am the mother of three teenagers and have 23 man children which I am on call to 24/7. I am always in charge and responsible for the outcome of any given situation. It's exhausting. I need an escape. That's where the perfect Dom comes in. I am far too strong to submit to just any man. I have to feel that you are more than me, worthy and deserving of the power I will hand over to you. You should be more intelligent or educated than I am. I am a bit of a sapiosexual. A lot maybe. If I can't learn from you, I have no use for you. You should also be a sadist. I enjoy fear and pain. I can appreciate the mastery that comes with learning just where to strike in order to make me move exactly as you want me to. It turns me on when a man can make me quiver in fear of what he might do while feeling safe and secure that he will never cross the line. I have had negative experiences with oral and anal. If this is your kink, I'm not your girl. These should be the last two priorities on what you seek in a sub. I believe most relationships do not function because we convince ourselves that we can change or accept someone while knowing that there are some deal breakers from the beginning. Accept me for who I am. Scat, urine, vomit, blood, spit, and cumming anywhere above my shoulders are all hard limits as well as belittling me. I am okay with verbal degradation and somewhat enjoy it. I will never kiss your feet or crawl around for you though. The perfect Dom will treat me more like a princess and less like a dog. I tend to appreciate an older man than younger. There is a lot that can be said about a man who can have foreplay and no sex for 2 1/2 hours. I appreciate the experience that comes with age. If you have a stable job, your own transportation, a home where you can host, intelligent and/or educated, and can respect that time is a very precious thing - please respond with a well thought out message and photo if there is not one on your profile. First impressions mean everything. If you don't make a good one, there won't be a second chance to impress me. I have a lot to offer the right man. I am not a princess. I do not want your money. I make my own. I don't need a father for my children. They already have one. I don't NEED you. I should want you. If I want you, I will make time for you. It might not be much, but I will make time.

3/2/2014 11:55:19 AM

I believe what I have come to realize about myself is that I am a submissive because I would make an unstable dominant. I don't have the control necessary to respect my play partners boundaries. I'm not sure that I could stop. I could be a switch but I don't think I could see a man as my dominant if I have dominated him. Being a submissive is where I fit in. Part of what I enjoy about a Dom is getting inside his head. The ideas that he might come up with. How does he inflict fear and pain without crossing any limits? Each Dom is different. Different fetishes, different levels of sadism. The possibilities are endless and I am like a sponge. I take it all in. I learn how he manipulates my body as if I were a doll. I give over that control. I can see him for who he is. He is like me. He enjoys inflicting pain and in stilling fear. He has restraint which I lack. He is better than me. He is worthy of my submission.

1/14/2014 6:39:25 PM

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